I took a long time to read this book, because I could tell after reading the first few pages that this was going to be an excellent book, so I really relished the reading of it, and by doing that, I read it slowly. I savored it. I can be kind of brutal as a reviewer if I don't like a book, but I can also be kind, I've written positive reviews on books that had merit but weren't that good, but I also GUSH if I LOVE a book, and this is one of those times.
I have to say I LOVED Lidia Yuknavitch's book of short stories, "Verge." It is just so... its hard to find the right words. She is such an excellent writer. We all want to think, if we are writers, that our latest book is our best writing, but I think this is yet another example of Yuknavitch's absolute best writing. Mind you I have not read all her books, but I will one day, particularly the rare early one's. Those are the one's I really want to collect, but I'm getting ahead of myself, so I'll back up.
I loved "Dora: A Headcase," and "The Misfits Manifesto," and of course, the wonderful memoir "The Chronology of Water," which troubled and challenged me (and made me cry on more than one occasion). But this book of short stories is fucking BRILLIANT. What I love is how unexpected the stories are, that surprise, that wonder at BEING surprised was incredible and so enjoyable for me, as a reader. And I am a dedicated reader who reads nearly ALL the time. I can't even say which story I loved the most, they are ALL so damn perfect, but I'll include some titles and a few passages.
Due to my own proclivities, I LOVED "Street Walker!" It was so right up my alley. The surprise of it. The surprise of what happens, the originality of the scenes, the dialogue, the images, the action. It was incredible because I felt a strong sense of identification with the characters, particularly the prostitute who slashes the word CUNT into the coffee table and is ungrateful and angry. I have known women like her. Sometimes pity can be something marginalized people absolutely detest in those others who seem to have no problems, in other words money, a house, a life. "Street Walker" is just a wonderful story.
Then there was "The Garden of Earthly Delights," which I loved for the simple ballsy-ness of the explicit sexual content. It was great, a lovely story about lust and desire and how people encounter one another. "They wrestle-fuck on the floor." I loved that simple sentence.
"Second Language" was horrible and wonderful and made me incredibly sad. As I believe it was intended to do, for most readers aware of how sexual abuse and human trafficking impacts women and girls. The language is also abstract, experimental and inventive, like poetry.
The story "Cusp" was incredibly unique, original and inventive. I have never read anything like it, as with all these stories, they are all so absolutely unique. Have I known girls like the girl in the story? Yes, I have. And that desire for love, for connection, for validation far outweighs the other side of girls or women, who understand how deceitful men can be, in how they use women for their own desires and then cast them aside. The brother tells his sister, lamenting her exploitation in the prison, and his possible risk: "You don't get it, do you? You want to know that they call you around here? Do you? They call you Hole. Just Hole." Very interesting and unique story. Heart wrenching too because you feel so badly for the girl, who is just starving for love and affection.
One of my favorite stories was "A Woman Refusing." In this story, Yuknavitch writes from the perspective of a man and a cop, at that. It is brilliant! Only someone who has been through some shit would be able to tap into that level of cynicism and do it so absolutely perfectly. It is a brilliant story! The nameless cop says: "You know, strangers are full to the brim with advise until an actual fuckin' crisis hits, and then they stand there with their goddamn mouths open like bloated fish." Fucking BRILLIANT. I can see any number of cops saying this and have to wonder if a cop really DID say it. Later, the character says: "So, I'm going to sit here and I'm going to drink this coffee, and when I'm done, I'm going to walk out of here, and I'm never going to see her again. I'm still a young man. I've got a life, pal. You wanna save her? Knock yourself out." Perfect, absolutely PERFECT!
The story "Shooting," about a relationship that is slowly dying and connected deeply with drug abuse is another moving story. Then there is the story "A Woman Apologizing" which is just too bizarre and wonderful to give away. I was troubled at the end, I wanted to know that happened but that is not given away. You don't learn what happens to her, as she lays there handcuffed to the bed.
But the story I was most moved by, was the story called "How to Lose an I." From the perspective of a gay man, who has lost his lover and an eye, as the result of a car crash, it has a reflective quality to it that is indicative of the grieving process. It is a moving and tender story, about a fragile and sad man trying to survive and come back from grief. And it has something of a positive light at the end, if you choose to see it that way. That story, I think was in some ways my most favorite, but I loved them all, too, so its really hard to choose which one...If I had to choose my favorite four, they would be, "Street Walker," "Cusp" "A Woman Refusing" and "How to Lose an I."
Then the last story, which is little more than 160 or so words, and called "Two Girls," actually reads like a poem. It is lovely...
This is a book that demonstrates a writer with incredible RANGE. And that is one of the most important parts of being a skilled and gifted writer. Do you have range as a writer? Well, this writer DOES. Lidia Yuknavitch is one hell of a writer, for so many reasons. No one can write stories the way she can.
I cannot recommend this book of short stories enough.
It is truly EXCELLENT.