tws for the book: discussion of rape (also some in the second half of this review), underage sex (there's only a few scenes, and while it makes sense historically, it's still not something i like to read, but the author doesn't dwell longer than those few scenes). also murder and war.
i was pleasantly surprised with this book, i frankly mostly enjoyed it. the short version of my review before i get to rambling (although i'm also going to do a short non spoiler section and then write with spoilers) is that this book potrays helen and klytemnestra as how they would have been had they been real. this is not a super exciting, earth shattering potrayal. helen and klytemnestra are shown as they would have been had they been historical people, and it was great actually. but i do clarify this because if you're searching for something with gods and a lot more excitement, this is not what this book shows. which worked quite fine for me, but it's a matter of what's expected, and i will admit i was expecting the other mythological stuff. i adapted quickly and i enjoy a portrayal based on reality. but it does make it, well, a lot more grounded.
non spoilers section
as i said, during the book we follow klytmnestra and helen from when they are very young (11 and 9 respectively) until after the trojan war is done. personally while i liked both potrayals, i enjoyed helen's more. klytmnestra is fine as well - we see her struggle with her place as a woman in society, but she was lacking something. maybe it's that i just read another book on her, where she was angrier, more cunning, more manipulative, and this klytmnestra is none of those things, even if we follow the classical story in what happens (i don't think that counts as spoilers, like these stories are hundreds of years old). again, she feels like a more likely person to have existed. which again, fine, and i like having read a potrayal of her like this as well, but it's not really how i imagine klytmnestra when i picture her in my head, and not only that but well, it's not quite as fun to read. still, she felt like a real person overall, which is always a plus, and i liked reading about her.
helen... god, i like helen's potrayal a lot here. i will probably ramble more in the spoiler section about helen, but helen is so painfully human in this one. this book grabs the pedestal over which helen has been put always and just throws it away. even when she's making bad decisions, i could always understand how she got to them. even when i wanted to shake her and tell her 'no, this is not the path, please helen', i could get why she was taking it. it's not that the book shows helen as perfect or anything of the sort - she makes plenty bad decision, but the book is never cruel with her. we do get a lot of, well, self hatred in her monologue which i wasn't that fond of, but i also get why she would think those things. the book also deals with some serious issues of trauma with helen which while i loved that, on the other hand i wish it had delved deeper in them.
all in all, the book is not long, considering it's around, what, 360 pages? somewhere around there. and it deals with both sisters from children going all through the trojan war and a little bit after it's done. while this meant i finished it in one day, it also means there's plenty timeskips, which are needed to cover such a huge amount of time. i was left wishing we had delved a little bit more with sisters. there was one specific timeskip in particular that i was left feeling a little bit like. oh, we couldn't have done anything else here? nothing from this time? but on the other hand, if the author thought she had nothing good to add there maybe it was for the best. still, i can't help but wishing we had had even more. maybe someone else finished the book and though 'hey this is the perfect amount'. i'm not even saying they didn't have any depth because i feel like they very much had, i just was left wishing for even more.
as far as other character we don't really see a lot of others here. we have, obviously, agamemnon and menelaus. they are fine how they are portrayed, really. i'm planning on talking about the second one more in the spoiler version. as far as agamemnon goes... what can i say. i hate that dude. what else can i say. i feel like his potrayal is pretty in line with what i imagine, he sucks as a person, what can i possibly add.
to conclude the non spoiler part, as far as the plot goes, it follows what you can imagine in terms of pre and then trojan war. it was fine, and the author fills in some of the gaps (i especially like the cover of helen's stay in troy for this, even if not all of it is perfect. i feel the need to reiterate that i haven't read the illiad yet though, so i don't know if homer covers it. trust me, i bet y'all will be able to tell when i finally read the illiad. i'm probably going to be insufferable for a full two weeks. i'm not a pretentious person, i don't think, but i am in fact annoying), but for the most part we follow what you would expect. overall, though, if heywood releases another book i plan on reading it. i'm interested in her potrayals, even when i don't end up completely liking them.
spoilers part
again! don't read if you don't want to be spoiled at all. especially because as far as plot goes there is barely anything new here, so the enjoyment really comes from being in the character's minds and seeing their thoughts.
i guess the first thing i wanted to talk more freely is the god's part in this book, and the more divinity related parts which just soak any greek myth - or the fact that those are completely missing in this book. now, as i said, that worked for me. i liked how the author reworked the material to make it fit in a purely historical setting. it's not that the characters don't acknowledge tha gods. it's their religion and the gods they follow. but they don't appear as they do in the myths. there is no golden apple, there is no discussion of hera, athena and aphrodite going to paris for judgment. i'm pretty sure we're meant to take it as if there is no divine intervention. biggest changes are of course how helen here is not zeus' daughter, although we know she's the product of rape, and she mentions her hair being different than all of her family's, and her family spreads her being a child of zeus to hide her not being the king's daughter. kassandra is simply seen as different, although there are a few scenes of her saying things and people not believing her. kalchas is, well, he fucking sucks. i hate that guy i need to rant about him for two sentences. obviously agamemnon sucks as well, he's the worst we've established that, but the fact that here what leads to iphegenia's death is him trying to humiliate him? and then gets a girl killed for it? oh he's so terrible, my blood boils thinking of him. anyway yeah the prophecy here is false, it's invented by him to humiliate him thinking he wouldn't follow through with it and then staying silent when it turns out that yeah, agamemnon is indeed ready to kill his daughter. the only thing that seemed weird to me if we're going with the idea that there is no divine intervention was kassandra's words after troy falls to be frank - if she is not apollo's priestesses (and i'm pretty sure she's not in this one) and she is not cursed to see the truth but not be believed, i don't get how she's supposed to know what would happen to agamemnon when arriving to greece. i get her comment of her seeing her death there, i think that's something she could have said and then oh coincidence, it happened. but i don't get her knowing agamemnon's homecoming would not be like he imagined. still, i can blame this to maybe this being how the author explains kassandra's myth being born. her saying this words and then them fitting what happened. then i guess we have the comment of zeus upsetting leda in regards to helen, but i think that can easily be explained as maybe helen having the hair of the man who raped her, and her being upset for the favorable comment on helen's hair.
the reason why i'm bringing all of this up is because when you remove those aspects it changes stuff. it makes things simpler, and less grand, to be frank. which again, i enjoy seeing how people transform the source material to fit this. (i've tried my best not to mention troy (2004) because like, bad movie, but it fascinates me. also i won't have enough characters left if i ramble about that)
other than that i wanted to talk about klytmnestra and helen. let's start with klytmnestra because i have less to say with her. you're not going to find a furious klytmnestra here. you're not going to find her manipulative and scheming for years. here, her husband's cousin literally falls in her lap. and yes, she's angry, but by the time he returns from war, she describes her anger as an old wound, which was just... not how i imagined klytmnestra. she only gets angry again because she realizes that he doesn't feel sorry for anything and he's the same. klytmnestra goes through the book trying to be the best woman she can be - as in, the best to fit in what society taught her she should be. she also spends much of it miserable and afraid. all of this makes sense. her trying to please agamemnon makes sense, as it does everything else. what disappointed me a little was her lack of agency during the last second part. she doesn't invite his cousin to arrive, he does, with the help of other men in the household. and yes this is all realistic - she needed the protection for herself and her children, and she was very limited (including not knowing how to write and read), but i just wish she had had some more like, scheming. the most disappointing was at the end when even then she doubts of killing him. again, maybe it's a more realistic interpretation, but i kinda want to see rage personified when i read about klytmnestra avenging her daughter. overall, it's the last part that fails for me. i'm okay with her being passive through most of the book, because there are a few instances of her trying to defy that and failing (even though they are very very few instances), i just wanted her to be angrier at the end and maybe more scheming in the in between.
also, the in between. this is a good moment for me to briefly talk about the time skips before i move to helen. they were fine for the most part, but at one time there was a nine year skip that was a little bit much. maybe there was not much to write about klytmnestra there, but also, i don't know, literally her and aegisthus getting closer, her learning to rule, her scheming. something. anything. nine years! i don't know, it was a bit much. as far as helen goes, again, i would have wanted to see more of her time at troy. show me the golden dream shattered, show me the disillusion with paris.
now, helen. ah, helen, one of my favourite figures because she's fascinating in how much she's the symbol and how much we just... don't know about her because it doesn't matter. originally i had a whole thing dedicated to helen but it doesn't matter. as i said earlier, this interpretation is actually one i really enjoy. helen marries at fifteen to menelaus, a man who doubles her in age. and when she has her child, she almost dies. helen deals with post partum depression, including the fact that she feels no connection with hermione. not just that, but she's pretty self-depricating in her internal monologue, as well as for the fact that she can't feed her baby. all of this on top of again, almost dying to give birth to hermione. menelaus tries to be there, but again, helen is dealing with trauma and it's frankly a little bit painful to see how it's all so very awkward and missed chances. because it's not that helen doesn't want his affection (even though, again, she's seventeen/eighteen here. i'm shutting down the age part in my mind so much because it makes me a bit sick to think about, so i'm really trying here), but it's just not the right time. and then there's the fact that she doesn't want to have another child because guess what, living sounds kinda fun, you know? and the first birth was really hard for her. which in turn pushes menelaus away.
(in the subject of menelaus i actually like how he's written here. he's just... awkward. but he also doesn't sleep with helen right after marriage because he recognizes she's too young. don't get me wrong, he's very much not perfect or even good. sleeping with agatha? yeah. no. at the same time, it's obvious he doesn't know what to do in terms of his marriage, and later he literally just wants helen back. he's ready to fight one on one with paris to death to be done with the war. but y'know, paris is paris so alas. he's kind of one of the best ones here. which the bar is not super high, but you know. something's something at least i guess)
and then paris appears. paris, who is her same age, who talks of love and talks of family and companionship. and i think this was probably my favourite part of the story. because it was so easy for me to see why helen would say yes. she's literally miserable in sparta, her, the greatest beauty of greece, barely twenty and confined to sparta, has not even left her country in her whole life, not even in a happy marriage. and here comes this foreign prince offering to sweep her away. and it's not like anyone would miss her, after all. hermione didn't need her, menelaus she had pushed away, her sister was far away and she hadn't seen her in years, her mother hated her. and paris is offering her a new family, a rebirth. why would she not say yes? it was just so well written because in the heat of it all, it makes sense why she would make this absolutely terrible decision.
after this as far as helen goes we get to follow her be miserable a bunch more as she does not, in fact get her family in troy as everyone blame her for the war and also, you know, paris appearing with the spartan queen is kind of not something normal to do. but also paris sucks so. the only thing i will say about helen is that obviously we don't see any healing happen. after her childhood ends, she gets to be miserable in sparta, be unhappy in troy, and then return home with menelaus because again, okay dude. i like to imagine her healing as she's older, following the version of her and menelaus reconciling now that she would be older and not, you know, a teenager.
i think i've said all i wanted to, frankly, but yeah, overall i like this helen's interpretation. it is a very sympathetic interpretation, to be honest, again not in that she does no wrong (she does, and she suffers for it), but in that everything was believable for me. at no point i couldn't understand how she had gotten to that point.
to conclude: while it had some issues, and it had some high and lows, and it was a little bit on the shorter side for my taste for the story it was dealing with, i enjoyed the book. i went into it with zero expectations which might have helped, but i just enjoyed it, i found it fun and if heywood writes anything else in the future similar to this sort of things i'm probably going to be interested in seeing her next work.
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literally such a pleasant surprise. rtc and all that, and it had it's highs and lows, but i liked it a lot overall. mind you i went in with zero expectations (i have trust issues with helen's portrayals, despite my on going mission to read all helen books i can find), so this one for sure surpassed my expectations.
i should do that more. i should try to wrangle my expectations so i go into stuff with zero of them, then i'm pleasantly surprised. alas, i can't do it all the time. anyways! i'm rambling. i liked it a lot over all. i will do the review tomorrow probably so i can talk more about it.