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374 pages, Kindle Edition
First published September 2, 2021





If there ever was a redemption story, where the antagonist turned protagonist and it feels genuine and real, this is that story. I mean, the way Garrett Leigh does character development is excellent. How could she otherwise make me fall for Dante so hard after hating him so much?! That's all due to her sublime writing. And it's not to make excuses, because that's the last thing Dante would do himself, but he did have a shitty life before. He was dealt some shitty cards. All he wanted was to do right to his mother, who manipulated him into road life without him realizing she wasn't honest with him. And once he was there, it was all he had. His mother left him and Luis, and then road life was all he knew, the only way to survive. Yes, he turned into this cold mf-er, but he wouldn't have survived if he had ever allowed his heart to be involved. That's what it was: survival. And now he found Sid, and he finally could let go. He finally could allow himself to feel. If the bad ghosts of his past would leave him alone, and he was afraid they wouldn't.
Sid used his leg to haul himself upright, landing so far into Dante's personal space it was almost funny. "Who's Paolo?"
Wariness danced in Dante's eyes. "My brother's boyfriend. He hates me too. More, probably."
"I have evidence that says he doesn't." Sid held up the short note. "He's left you his number and told you to call him if you need anything. Why would he do that if he hated you?"
Dante blinked and took the note back. A tremor shook his fingers as his gaze darted rapidly over the page. "I don't know why he'd do that. I haven't seen him in years."
"He loves your brother, though, right?"
"Yeah," Dante choked out. "Like, so fucking much. And Luis loves him the same. They'd die for each other."
"That's nice."
"Is it?"
"I think so." Sid laid a cautious hand on Dante's forearm and rubbed the warm skin he found there. "If it makes him happy."
"It makes Luis happy. I can't tell with Paolo. Last time I saw him he wanted to set me on fire."
A faint smile played on Dante's lips.
He likes Paolo.
But there was sadness too. And so much self loathing Sid could taste it in the weighted air between them.
Sid is struggling with MS, a terrible disease that has changed him and the way he lived his life. I don't know a lot about the disease, but the way Garrett Leigh describes Sid's daily fights with his own body, makes it feel so very real and genuine. I admire her for not shying away from difficult topics.
And the way she describes how road life must have been. That's one thing I love about her books too: her perfectly researched topics that make all her story's feel very real.
So yes, it turns out I fell in love with Dante Pope. And with Sid. With them as a couple. They were just perfect for each other. A love that was meant to be. And it's been a few days since I stopped reading their story, and still they linger in my mind. I think this might even be my favorite book in this series.
I highly recommend the Darkest Skies series. Those books are totally worth your time.
You won't regret reading them.
I was kindly given an ARC by Gay Romance Reviews and this is my honest, true and voluntary review