** Spoilers**Spoilers**and more Spoilers**This Review is One BIG Spoiler Warning**
I feel as though I listened to an entirely different book from other reviewers..
Readers and or Listeners Beware.
If you are looking for a book where the main female lead is horrible to the main male lead and makes mistake after mistake without any qualms, then have it...
This book gave me Indigestion..
I hope that this was not based on a true story..
I am so angry with this book, I wish that I could give it Negative Stars.
Ok, the word "shit" was used way too often and I think the book could have had less cursing.
I didn't understand why Sydney was having the issue that she was in the beginning.
After the dog crapped once or twice in the house, why didn't she just leave him outside?
Her aunt and uncle needed a house and dog sitter so... if the dog is crapping all over the house..
I didn't care too much for Sydney's personality.
Why would she open the front door to a stranger and not let him introduce himself?
She just ASSumed that he was the pool guy and then had the nerve to be angry with him.
In the beginning, The dialogue between Sydney and Lautner was adolescent at best and I think that their first encounter could have gone so much better.
Sydney is Stupid. After, she slept with Lautner she still mentioned or thought about him and her sister, Avery, would "hook up".
Lautner:"You are pimping me out to your sister?"
Why would she not tell her sister that she was interested in Lautner?
And, when she finally does tell her sister, does she have to tell Avery EVERYTHING?
And, what kind of sister is Avery to try and call dibs on Lautner.
Sydney just told her sister that she met a nice looking guy,
why would Avery's first thought be, to jump on him when Sydney met him first?
By this point in the book, I did not like Syndey nor ditzy Avery.
And, why can't Sydney be in a relationship and pursue her dreams at the same time?
She is willing to pass up a good guy just so she can say that she wasn't distracted?
Isn't being with him *Period* however long a distraction?
Her whole thought process was stupid.
This story had so much potential, but the book description was better than the actual book.
I cant believe Sydney took Dane's game tickets and went with her sister.
She even has the nerve to tell him that she knew that he was trying to ask her out on a date
but she takes them anyway.
Sydney is STUPID and selfish.
I CAN NOT STAND WHEN PEOPLE CREATE THEIR OWN PROBLEMS.
I SAID, I can't stand when people "create" their problems like Sydney has done.
I rolled my eyes so much at this story, the dialogue and Sydney's behavior.
She is willing to give Lautner up in pursuit of her goals, BUT
she admits to not taking her birth control on a "regular basis"
and she coaxes Lautner into ditching the condom(s), proving that she is stupid, yet again.
At this point, I didn't care anymore about a Happily Ever After for Sydney.
*I hardly ever say that but every once in awhile when I will get fed up with a book,
the characters,
and/or the author and I will say "f@&k This" and not care anymore.
I have an issue with not finishing a book once I start it,
so I tortured myself and continued reading.
But I have to say that I HATED Sydney, I really did with a passion.
I felt as if she didn't deserve Lautner and she was horrible for hurting him.
I felt as if she didn't deserve Dane and she was horrible for taking advantage of him.
I felt as if she didn't deserve to have a baby, and was not mature enough to raise a child at that time.
Sydney states that she needs a Master's degree to work in a Museum and that was her dream job.
She also stated that house sitting was helping her save money.
I can not believe that she was making more money house sitting than a regular nine-to-five job.
So, here is a thought you stupid selfish irresponsible Witch!
- go to Paris, enjoy yourself
-after Paris, go back to Palo Alto, get a steady job, save your money, go back to school, get your degree.
-and, oh, look, she can even date Lautner while achieving her goals, what a grand idea!
I did not understand her conflict or stupidity, because there really wasn't a conflict in this story that was not created by Sydney.
She ended up doing the very thing that she was trying to avoid...
All she had to do was "change" and "adapt" to have everything but she was too self involved to stop and think,
she didn't even care that she hurt several people along the way.
She should have kept in contact with Lautner when she was in Paris, via, text, email, phone calls, etc.. however way that she could.
And, when she returned she should have made it her mission to tell Lautner, but no,
she was a COWARD!
When she went to Lautner's apartment and Claire answered the door, she should have pushed her way into of the apartment and seen for herself what Lautner was OR WAS NOT doing.
She has to many excuses for not doing the "right thing".
Everyone that she knows told her that she needs to tell Lautner about the pregnancy,
but she Punks Out at every chance.
And, the way that He finally does find out is Horrible and Heart wrenching!
I don't feel sorry for Sydney, everything that she went threw was her own fault!
Lautner missed out on the birth of his daughter and her first THREE years of life.
That is something that can never be "made up" or undone.
I'm glad he found someone and was engaged. I hoped Emma was a nice woman worthy of him.
Sydney has the nerve to tell Lautner that she doesn't want him playing "house" with his fiance
but what does she think that she is doing with Dane?
Lautner tells her he loves her and asks her not to leave several times.
The first time she didn't respond when he told her he loves her,
the second time she tells him that "she knows",
and by the third time, she is telling him not to say it.
What a stupid selfish irresponsible Witch!
And, yes, I am angry!
Then around the middle of the book, chapter 15, I believe, the book fasts forward to her wedding, and she is not marrying Lautner, big surprise?
Not for me, because what else would a stupid selfish irresponsible Witch! do ?!?!?
You got it! She got engaged. And she still has not told Lautner about the baby.
I alternated throughout this book with wanting to SMACK Sydney and CHOKE her!
Like I said before, I didn't care anymore about a Happily Ever After for Sydney.
I wanted Lautner to marry is fiance and Dane to find someone else.
I resented Sydney every time there was chance for Lautner to find out about
his daughter but Sydney did not own up to it.
Sydney is a Hypocrite.
She left Lautner and had the nerve to have an issue when she thinks that Lautner has moved on.
Then she turns Dane into of the Rebound Guy when she sees Lautner with another woman in the park. It does not matter how many women she sees Lautner with, she is the one who left him.
Three years passed, THREE, and she still had not reached her goals or dreams,
she still didn't have a MA degree,
still not working in a museum.
All of that foolishness and heartbreak was for NOTHING!
She could have just stayed with Lautner for all of her accomplishments and she can't claim her daughter because she was unplanned.
I didn't even feel bad for Sydney when Ocean spent time with Lautner.
She is an insecure,
self absorbed,
sarcastic,
condescending,
miserable human being,
No wonder she thought the worse of everyone / everything, and felt that Lautner wanted revenge.
After all that Sydney has done, Lautner can still tell her that he loves her but she can not
open up to him as well???
She never ever let Lautner finish talking. She interrupted him constantly.
She ALWAYS jumped to the WRONG conclusions.
Everything was Everyone's fault but Sydney, she did not take responsibility for her actions and deeds that lead up to her big mess.
Sydney had the nerve to act surprised when Lautner didn't know that she loved him.
Please Witch!
How would he know that?
He knew that she loved him:
- because she told him that she loved him so many times that he lost count? NO!
- because he asked her not to leave but to stay with him in Palo Alto and she did? NO!
- because she kept his daughter a secret from him for three years?
- because she decided to marry Dane because she was too much of a coward to tell Lautner how she really felt and about his daughter?
Right, all of her actions listed above shows how much she ((luvs)) Lautner! My sarcasm grows.
Witch! please....
Then Sydney further complicates everything by cheating on her finance with Lautner.
She STILL does NOT tell him how she feels but rather ASSumes things as usual.
She even has the nerve to be angry with Lautner, bad mouths him and all men in general when he doesn't jump and tell Emma about their indiscretion.
Why would Lautner change his plans, when Sydney has never given him the green light?
The only reason why Sydney tells Dane is because he asks her point blank.
And, she has the nerve to state that she couldn't lie about it. Gee, that is very noble of her! NOT!
I don't understand why the author would write Sydney to be
a liar,
a cheater,
a user, and
a stupid selfish self absorbed Witch!
Sydney states that she believed her parents when they told her that masturbation leads to "blindness".
Then, Sydney had the nerve to say that she always looked at Blind People in a judgmental way.
Really!? WTF kind of a thing to say or write...
I was wondering the entire book, how many times was she dropped on her head as kid???
She had no sense, common or otherwise.
Lautner opened up to her about his feelings and what he wanted from her repeatedly,
he put his heart and everything out in the open for her, with barely an acknowledgement from her.
She did not have the sense to do the same or at least meet him half way.
Why would Lautner call of his wedding with Emma when Sydney has NEVER told him how she feels?
Sydney was a stupid selfish irresponsible Witch! all the way to the very end of the story.
She even has the nerve to try and blame her situation on Dane because he did not tell her that he ran into Lautner right after she had the baby,
and Lautner told Dane that he was having a hard time losing both his mother and Sydney
within six months of each other.
Witch! please!
Don't You Dare try and blame anyone else but yourself for your current situation.
If Sydney would have taken responsibility and done the "right" thing from the beginning and went to Lautner, it would not have mattered what Dane said or didn't say.
And, one more thing...
Does Sydney really not understand the concept of Birth Control?
You stupid selfish irresponsible Witch!!!!!!!!!!!
There are thirty six chapters in this book and Sydney did not tell Lautner how she felt
about him until the last chapter. That was ridiculous considering what she put him through.
I don't see why either Dane or Lautner was so into Sydney.
She had NO redeeming qualities.
I wanted Lautner to marry Emma and I wanted Dane to start dating his assistant.
This was NOT a Romance.
There was nothing romantic about Sydney being Too Stupid To Live.
There was nothing romantic about Sydney hurting not one but two men repeatedly.
It left me feeling aggravated, annoyed, and hurt for both Lautner and Dane.
I wish Sydney would have gone and jumped into of the "Ocean"......
Note:
"This audiobook was provided by the author, narrator, or publisher at no cost in
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