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16 pages, Audible Audio
First published February 7, 2017
"Can you feel that?I'd build you a castle in the sky if you could only want me the same way I want you."









“I only hate you because I cannot have you.”

“Can you feel that? I’d build you a castle in that sky if you could only want me the same way I want you.”
“You don’t get to take this kiss back. It's mine.
“It is only yours. I was not prepared for the thunder when it first came over me. It scared me, and lightning burned my hands, but I still chased you. Now my eyes are clear, and I finally see that my place is in the eye of the storm...”


"...How does one start a relationship with another man when it’s something so forbidden?”
“One needs to decide that the other man is worth dying for. And then you take a leap of faith.”



“I am not a monster. Nor am I a ghost. I am made of flesh and bone.” He moved his other hand over Julian’s, and pressed it harder to his own chest. “Can you feel that? I’d build you a castle in that sky if you could only want me the same way I want you.”Julian, for his part, is initially more terrified than attracted to Evan but it becomes " increasingly clear to him what it was that he hadn’t known about himself all along." But as Julian wonders "Was this why priests warned about sodomy? Because it was so easy to just fall into?" in his next breath he fears that Evan has "a rotten core within him that was already affecting Julian’s flesh."



“How does one start a relationship with another man when it’s something so forbidden?”
“One needs to decide that the other man is worth dying for. And then you take a leap of faith.”
“Oh sweetheart… I love you more than you will ever know. I thought my life would never be whole again, but you made it so.”
“I will find a way to keep you safe. I would do anything for you.”
“I crave you so deeply even the slightest possibility of losing you makes me want to crush someone’s teeth.”
“I would have never left you. You’re worth dying for. You’re worth more than any other man.”
“I’d build you a castle in that sky if you could only want me the same way I want you.”
“Y-you sold your telescope to buy me a suit?”
“I wanted to make you happy. A foolish attempt at trying to keep you with me a while longer. Why would you stay, if I had nothing to offer?”
“I once had a canary, and I caged it, which is one of my deepest regrets. When I finally set it free, it sang more beautifully than it ever had in captivity. And when I let it live in my garden, my lovely bird flew right back in through the window. I loved it then even more than before, because at last I knew it enjoyed my company. I have nothing left now, but I hope my songbird lives a good life on the seeds I left for it. There has never been a bird I loved more.”


