It was my first YA novel that I would have given all the 5 stars to but there were so many pertinent incomplete bits that made it fall short of a great read. It breaks my heart to say I give it just 3 stars, it had the potential to be a knock your socks of kind of a book.
If you liked 13 Reasons Why, A Good Girl's Guide to Murder and the trope of a missing sister and all the proceedings that happen to decrypt the how and why and what in the disappearance and the fragile mindset of adolescents and teenagers , you should read this book.
Teenagers are the most misunderstood people , they are treated like children and expected to act like adults. Its mind numbingly befuddling and complicated being teenagers. The story starts off by Katie Williams an 18 year old who terribly misses her elder sister, her everything who mysteriously disappeared 6 years ago without any trace. Katie hasn't been able to make peace with it and now that she is not just a flimsy 12 year old kid but an 18 year old she decides to dive deep and find the real truth about her beloved sister, ANNA WILLIAMS.
Anna is a high power, straight As, high achiever, dutiful daughter, doting and very loving dream sister one could have. She is IMPECCABLE on the outside, being what is expected of her as a young woman. She feels putting her needs is being a LOSER or a weak person and shies away from being herself and always puts the "I AM FINE" act always for everyone. But deep down, she is into smithereens, shattered, broken, coming apart. She writes her true feelings in a diary.
What I liked:
- Fast paced, relatable, articulate
- The book is filled with diary page entires, emails, real SMS texts, flyers, police reports so it gives a very authentic reading experience. Loved it!
- The love and relationship between the sisters is adorable and sweet. Likeable main characters.
What I didnt like:
It breaks my heart when I love a book this much and it has these low blows and unanswered subplots in there.
- Why did Anna start hating her dad suddenly and go from being a daddy's girl to just literally banging and bruising her head after a phone conversation with him? WHY? That was never addressed in the entire story, not even in the end.
- The end was rushed and seemed anti climatic. An epilogue would be good.
I would love to read more of her books as I liked it nonetheless. Its a decent read.
Its easier to say "I AM FINE", when people ask. "HOW ARE YOU", because they don't really care and don't want to be troubled by someone's dirty laundry. Thats the harsh truth. So you just tell them whats easier and what they WANT TO HEAR which is FURTHER FROM THE TRUTH.