My first impression of Lt. Col. Alexander Vindman when he was thrust on to the world's stage was that he was a man of character. He truly stood out to me and I was curious to find out more about him and motivated to read his book.
He writes in a way that is relatable, engaging and compelling. I enjoyed learning about his early life and his relationships with his family, in addition to his career in the U.S. Army and role on the White House's National Security Council.
Vindman writes about how his "father's determination and optimism" shaped who he is, and that due to the example his father set for him, he "learned how to do the right thing, even if it meant standing alone, and how to accept the consequences."
I enjoyed reading about Vindman's relationship with his wife, Rachel and how "she always pushes [him] to be better." It sounds like she truly wants what is best for him and is a wonderful source of support. He states that her "grit and courage" helped to sustain him.
Another source of support is his twin brother, Eugene, who he describes as being "an exterior manifestation of my quiet inner voice."
Vindman expresses empathy and understanding of human nature. He explains that "when things don't go the way we expect, we get into a muddle of anxiety, which leads to self-deterrence. Unable to game out the risks realistically, we fear taking any action at all. We can imagine a million things going wrong, and instead of figuring things out well enough to take some well-calculated risks, we become paralyzed."
I was impressed by his deep level of investment in his work and drive to understand what he describes as, "Russian hybrid warfare," by being on the ground at the Ukraine-Russian border on a regular basis to observe firsthand what was going on, rather than remaining at his desk and relying on other sources, or academic research. Vindman "thought [his] experience on the real issues, when clearly communicated, might help turn the tide of whatever catastrophe was being unleashed."
I found many insights throughout the book, and indications of his adaptability to circumstances such as, "You can't perfectly identify the context in which you'll best thrive. Indeed, you may find yourself in new ways if you go where you're needed."
Vindman testified against President Trump at his impeachment trial. It took courage and a sense of conviction that he was standing up for what was right. Vindman writes, "In 2019, when I saw that nobody else was stepping up, and it was time for me to take a stand about President Trump's wrongdoing, I felt a responsibility to those people we'd lost."
However, President Trump was acquitted by the Republican majority, and Vindman writes, "As expected, within forty-eight hours of his not-guilty verdict, President Trump fired both me and Eug." His career in government foreign policy was over and in time, he would discover that his career with the U.S. Army would be side-lined also, as a result of his testimony and subsequent conspicuous public profile. He writes, "The last place they wanted me now was in the U.S. policy for the critical danger zone of Russia, Ukraine, and eastern Europe. My hard-won experience would no longer play a role at all." He chose to retire from the U.S. Army, a decision fully supported by Rachel.
A final quote from Vindman: "I was certain, and I remain certain, that here, in the end, right matters."