3.5 rounded up to a 4
I struggled with the rating for this book. I've gone from a 5 to a 3 and finally settled on 3.5 rounded up. It's an emotionally intense book with a darkness hovering over it. I prefer light and fluffy books. Books that make me feel happy when I finish them. This is not that book. I actually felt sad, emotionally drained, and exhausted when I finished reading this book.
My biggest issue with this book is the dead sister. I kind of felt like Jan from the Brady Bunch. "Marcia, Marcia, Marcia!" except in this case it was "Marilee, Marilee, Marilee!" The dead sister cast a dark pall over the entire book.
Some examples of how heavy handed the author was with the whole Marilee thing:
"Though he had dated her sister Marilee at one time, Sarah was far more interesting."
"It didn’t matter to her that her sister was more popular, more vivacious and, generally, more fun. It didn’t even matter to Sarah that her sister had more boyfriends. Including him at one time."
"Marilee was your father’s favorite."
"And showing such obvious preference for Marilee? He should never have treated Marilee the way he did. He didn’t do that girl any favors.”"
"He finished high school but then he dated Marilee. But their father had no love for Logan and Marilee had to sneak out to see him. They broke up after only a few dates"
"Marilee again. Marilee still. Her father could not get Marilee out of his mind even after all these years."
I actually liked Sarah and Logan. I felt bad for them and the things they had to endure. I was pulling for them and I wanted to see them come together as a couple. I wanted them to have their HEA. However, I struggled with this obsession over Marilee. I wanted more time spent on Sarah and Logan and their relationship. It felt rushed at the end. A flip was switched and TADA! all is forgiven and they are back together.
Perhaps if the author had spent less time on Marilee, Marilee, Marilee and telling us how wonderful and bubbly and perfect she was then she could have spent more time on Sarah and Logan and their relationship (holy run-on sentence Batman! LOL). The book suffered because of this.