**Many thanks to NetGalley, Gallery/Scout, and J. Michael Straczynski for an ARC of this book!! Now available as of 7.6!**
You see us as you want to see us - in the simplest terms, in the most convenient definitions. But what we found out is that each one of us is a brain...and an athlete...and a basket case...a princess...and a criminal. Does that answer your question?
These immortal words close out the iconic John Hughes' film The Breakfast Club. Together We Will Go touts itself as Breakfast Club meets Silver Linings Playbook, and in some ways this is an apt and fitting description. Our characters are led by 'stuck' writer Mark, who puts an ad out to solicit fellow riders who will board a bus and take one final ride: to a planned, collective suicide. A macabre premise? Sure. But as we meet the characters cross country and the route takes shape, we discover their struggles run the gamut: unyielding physical pain, a bipolar condition that cannot be contained, a condition that literally turns the skin blue, hiding a heartbreaking past transgression, dealing with the aftereffects of relentless bullying, the heartbreak of terminal illness, and the pain of racism.
This large and bizarre crew slowly grows as the trip continues, and their wild adventures together are documented through texts and audio recordings throughout the book, part of a bargain struck with Mark to gain admission to the bus. Unsurprisingly, these characters begin to bond, and their shared goal is just the beginning of their connection and much like in The Breakfast Club, unlikely attachments begin to truly solidify. As the trip nears its conclusion and shocking information is revealed, will any of these characters remain to tell the tale...or will the recordings be the only documentation of this unique and consequential journey?
Straczynski comes to the literary world from the movie and comic book writing field, and this is incredibly evident throughout the course of the book. His use of the audio recording device is basically a replacement for a script, since the characters words are listed by narrator for large chunks of the book. There are also text messages exchanges that pop up periodically (much like you might see in the corner of the screen during a movie these days) and while this gave the book the sort of diary feeling the author was going for overall, I do think it hampered the progression of the novel a bit and made it hard to keep track of who was speaking. In terms of characterization itself, after the first initial burst of character introduction and development, the characters sort of lost their individuality. I think having such a large group made this difficult, as I personally struggle with too many narrators if they aren't well defined. I appreciated that they were different in that there's no 'face' of suicide or suicidal thinking, but for a couple of characters in particular, they felt slightly unrealistic in narration and motivation so that was a bit of a pain point for me as a reader.
And then there's the subject matter of suicide in general, the driving force behind this narrative. As well versed as I feel I am after reading very different types of books that have explored this topic, both fiction and non-fiction, I was very unprepared for how this book would make me feel as a reader. The introduction of SO much humor so early on provided a stark contrast to the book's first emotional 'peak', which took me by surprise. After this point, however, I found myself focusing on the destination rather than the journey, and much of the 'this is our last shot escapades' the group takes on sort of fades into the distance as Straczynski hammers home some truths about the reality of suicidal ideation which might sound like a 'que sera, sera' to the reader at times, but gave me LOTS to to think about.
This would be an ideal read for a book group in many respects, as Straczynski brings in everything from historical to philosophical exploration of the topics at hand and essentially leaves the reader to question is there a RIGHT answer and a wrong answer on how to live life, or how long it should be? An interesting and fascinating take for sure, and hours later, I am still working through my tangle of thoughts on this one! Despite some of its technical problems, the one thing I can say about this book is it is incredibly unique and a fresh take on some of the facets of suicide and suicidal ideation that often get dismissed, and Straczynski was incredibly brave to tackle them in this fashion.
Together We Will Go might have a very different sort of conclusion than the Breakfast Club, but some of the themes are ultimately the same: We all have a shared experience on this planet. We cannot ever judge a book by its cover. Most importantly, we can never understand another human's experience or motivation for living or dying: all we can do is encourage each other to embrace any joy we can find, share all of the love that we can, and the hold firm to the positivity to be found in each new breath and each new day, if only we can bring ourselves to truly accept the gift.
3.5 ⭐, rounded up to 4
*This was a wonderful buddy read with Melissa that gave us lots to talk about! Be sure to keep an eye out for her fabulous and insightful review! :)*