While I enjoyed this book overall, I wasn’t engrossed in it. I thought Jude was a good man who’s characterization made sense. Being his family’s protector since his teens took a toll on him, it made it hard for him to let his sister go when she got married, or to let people in past the walls he’d erected for himself.
While I agreed with many of the characters that he had to let his sister stand on her own two feet, I also felt like no one was sympathetic to the loss he was going through. And when the accident happened, I thought it was a weird way to go about cementing that growth. It definitely sounds like Jude can be overprotective, but with all of the things his sister was going through... eh, I guess I get it from both perspectives.
Mason, the party boy, screw up and younger brother to Jude’s best friend. We were constantly being told about how wild he was, but it was hard to believe when it felt like both characters kept coming back to the same anecdote. And, from what Mason told us, he did not do all of the crazy things Jude assumed when he was away. I understood the impression he made but there were never any flashback scenes or stories told in greater detail. And maybe that worked, to some extent, because it was Jude trying to cling to the idea of Mason when Mason had clearly changed. But as a reader, I got tired of reading the same descriptors. Also, there’s one point when someone refers to Mason as a self-proclaimed bad boy, and it made me cringe. Bad boy is a bit of a trigger word for me (thanks, Wattpad).
Anyway, while each man was interesting enough on his own, and even okay together, I just didn’t find myself drawn into their romance. I didn’t mind the rehashing of their insecurities, its human. But I also don’t really feel like their relationship blossomed all that much beyond that. It did but also didn’t. (Not sure if I’m making sense here.)
I enjoyed the side characters and loved Jude and his sister’s relationship (well, when they were actually communicating). There was a scene where his sister doesn’t reach out for several days. Since she’s on her honeymoon, it’s understandable. But as she still spoke to Mason a bit, it seemed kind of childish. Just talk to Jude.
There’s a big lead up to a potential relationship deal-breaker. While I actually understood Mason’s reticence to discuss it, I also started to get annoyed waiting for it to finally blowup. (I also thought the circumstances around the reveal was kind of crazy, but it showcased Mason’s growth, so that was nice.)
Overall, I thought this book was good, but could have been better, deeper. I did enjoy the narration.