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381 pages, Kindle Edition
First published August 10, 2021
“you're a line of music….i could transpose your melody into any key, hum at any tempo, and still know you.”
“time. time will fuck with you endlessly until you’re compost. you can’t hide from it. there’s no hiding from anything, and especially not endings.”
It’s astonishing, in a way, how a man who is clearly running on fumes, drugged to the tits, obsessed with his ex, and investigating his father’s alleged murder still has the generosity to foresee that Horatio would not be merely addled with worry, but hungry as well. And to deposit himself exactly where Horatio could walk (or run) in a straight line to find him.
It’s actually very easy to love the man. Even if he’s never believed that.


Were you as pure as they say? Or did you ever want something so badly it was killing you, too?Skimmed after a good 2/3. Tries hard to be something, but flounders. I was excited to see some more male bi rep but it took ages for anything slightly meaningful to happen (and I'm sorry to the author if she's actually British but Horatio's dialogue is eerily close to that of characters 15 year olds writing fanfics while having a list of British slang open in another tab might have produced).