This one is for the yearners.
The more I search myself the more I see
That longing for your love has ruined me;
I gaze into the mirror of my heart,
And though it's me who looks, it's you I see.
-Daughter of Salar (p. 17)
I started this anthology because, honestly, never have I fallen in love so deeply before. I was already familiar with the major Persian lyric poets, and had this book on my tbr for more than 4 years. I thought it would be a great opportunity to read this now. And it was.
They say love's a catastrophe...
O God, may no one ever be
Deprived of this catastrophe.
-Fakhri (p. 95)
This is the best poetry anthology I've ever read. Period. Older poems usually tend to be, in general, quite repetitive, as there are common tropes that dominated Persian (and not only!) literature for centuries. However, the selection here proved to be so well thought out. Every poet has her own voice, even when navigating the same structures and themes.
Thanks be to God, your face's sun has made
My ruined heart the safest site tonight
My hands are filled with love to welcome him
Within my soul the moon shines bright tonight (...)
-Mastureh Kurdi (p. 100)
Love is such an universal theme, that it has become commodified. Every popular song has in one way or another erotic lyrics. Before, this pushed me away. I would think: 'These feelings were supposed to be intense, to tear you apart from the inside, how could anyone write and sing so casually about this? Does this thing actually happen?'. Everything seemed so formulaic. During Medieval times in Persian-speaking places, being a poet was an actual job. You could live a comfortable life as a court poet. Which means, maybe, that not all of the older love poems stem from genuine feelings, and some of them could have just been composed for monetary gain. However, this way of expressive yourself feels special to us now, because it differs from the usual pop song. Funnily enough, some of these old writings were also used for musical performances, so really they could be seen as the pop songs from back in the day. Yet it's clear to me that most of these poems come from a very genuine place. And even if they didn't, they still mean the world to me.
I've fallen from that high roof of my longing
To the foot of reality's wall (...)
-Zhaleh Esfahani p 159
I began to understand more and more Majnun's insanity caused by his love for Layli. I, myself, feel closer to insanity nowadays more than ever. I do enjoy feeling like this (even though melancholy, dread and fear are obviously part of it), however I need my brain for other things too. But, O God, that pretty face. The purest of hearts. The warmest of smiles.
Those past springs that I lived through without you
What were they then but autumns, since the spring is you? (...)
-Simin Behbahani, p 169
English speakers are very privileged to have Dick Davis as a translator from Persian. He is a poet in his own right, and it shows. I wish I could compare his renderings to the original texts, but he is one of the most respected scholars of Persian literature, so I choose to trust the experts.
Not all of the poems are erotic, some of them explicitly critique patriarchy, war and other types of exploitation. It is utterly amazing that women have been writing in the Persian language for so long.
This books means a whole lot to me, and I hope you give it a chance when the time is right. <3