Shadow's secrets finally revealed - have the tissues handy
I've needed this book ever since I read the last page of Heartless and when I realised it was just full of Shadow, I practically jumped up and down, until I read the prologue and was gutted. I knew Shadow's story would be bad but actually seeing it written down, throughout the book, was just soul-destroying.
Shadow's exile was necessary for him to come to terms with his past and accept his future, and the manner of his leaving also prompted Mari's other men to face some hard home truths, especially Reaper who definitely did not cover himself in glory. They all needed to take stock and realise what was important and that they were stronger together, otherwise they would be ill-prepared for the battle that we all know is coming.
Tension between Mari, Reaper and Gunner was running high, with only Jandro to shore her up, and bless her for staying strong and not forgiving them for their actions. I have to praise Crystal for making Mari such a strong character who does not forgive and forget easily, unlike so many wimpy heroines in so many other novels, and for showing Reaper and Gunner not getting off lightly but suffering greatly for what they had done.
Shadow reliving his terrible torturous upbringing was heart-wrenching but seeing him realise that said upbringing didn't define him and that he was worth love and happiness was a joy to behold. He is such a gentle soul and a bloody miracle. So much Shadow made me vibrate with happiness, even when my heart was breaking for him. I can never get enough Shadow. Is it wrong to be jealous of a fictional character? I have never wanted to be the 'heroine' more than I want to be Mari! And good lord, the sex scenes between them were off the charts. Steamy, tender, hot, and just absolutely perfect.
Although there was a lot of action advancing the battle arc, the story of Shadow needed to be told now and his relationship with Mari had to be cemented. The two strands gelled well and made for another exciting, unpredictable page-turner. Honestly, I couldn't get through it quick enough. Then I kicked myself because I got through it too quickly. Now I have to wait till June for Ruthless. B*ll*cks!