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this book definitely ticked some of my pet peeves, but i'm in the mood for raw, emotional books these days. they seem to magically cure my book slump. so even if they stress the life out of me, i push myself to go out of my comfort, safe zone sometimes.
almost 5 stars until the shit hits the fan. some parts are wordy and really slow but what left me unsatisfied was how the story played out when the affair was exposed. sure there were some crying, screaming, anger. but once they all calmed down, i wanted to see how alice will handle her broken relationship with her sister, a sister who supported and loved her, and yet, got cheated on. i mean, not just her half attempt of an apology, call and text spam and a letter that monica torn unread anyway. yes alice was flighty, but for once i really really wanted to see her suck it up, face her parents and sister, lay her heart bare, humble herself and give them the honest truth. the christmas holiday would have been the opportunity for it. instead, monica called alice on midnight of new year. had a bit of heart to heart talk and cleared some air. same call where monica told alice that she and ethan had a little talk. which was another issue for me. i did not witness the whole monica-ethan talk, if it was even a whole talk. their relationship was the biggest hurdle of alice-ethan. there was no love lost for them but still, they cared for each other and lived together as lovers. ethan's pov for that talk would have been nice. if monica was an evil witch, i wouldn't care. but she was actually a good person, just too busy with her career. it felt rushed, with more telling than showing. well, good thing monica was not one to hold grudge, i guess.
anyway, alice and ethan are soulmates, not a single doubt about it. their love is deep and i felt it. especially ethan. alice is lucky to be loved by ethan.
for relationships that start on the negative side like cheating, for me, i prefer a jump ahead epilogue (few years) to know that they made it that far even after the rough start, guilt and mistakes. just imo.
descriptive sex are between h and H only.