This first book in the Assassin in Paradise Series by Jack Stroke has his main character, the elite assassin Amber, questioning everything in the current stage of her life, from work, to marriage, to family, and probably the most important to her, can you really ever go back home where you had happiness as a child and find what you are looking for. Solving this question is what drives Amber to think about her life's situation as well as almost drives her mind crazy. At the same time, as she is working on changing herself and her life, her assassin skills are called upon once again. The author puts her in a real quandary as to how long she can keep her professional life a secret from old childhood friends while at the same time keeping them safe, and ultimately still taking care of her business of eliminating the bad guys. I look forward to adding the next chapter in Amber's life to my TBR file. This is a somewhat late voluntary review of an Advanced Reader Copy of this book from Hidden Gems Books.