A candid, gut-wrenching story of one Christian woman’s battle with a mental health illness. Examine how this disease racked Bobbi's soul and took her on a roller coaster ride for most of her life. The ups and downs of bipolar disorder are revealed in this captivating journal. Come along on a journey between two worlds – mania, and depression, which reveals downward spirals into dark places and euphoric highs of grandiose emotions. This is a case history of the depths Bobbi dealt with inside her own personal struggle. Despite her strong faith, Bobbi faced and lived within her own Gethsemane with no one, outside of God, who could truly understand. Read about her most recent bout with bipolar depression as she shares how to live with the disorder, especially as a born again believer trying to remain spiritually strong through the storms. Prayerfully you will comprehend the truths behind this illness and explain how to deal with it as a Christian and in what way to remove the stigma associated with mental health issues. Bobbi's hope and trust remained in the Lord as she shares relevant scripture passages and poems along the way. Find your worth and value as a child of God through these pages. Be blessed in knowing the Lord’s love for you no matter who or what people define you to be.