I read Everything Behind Us with a gentle ache in my heart. That ache is how I know an author has done their job well. The characters are real, the narrative is smooth, and my heart is fully engaged. And this book is all sorts of moving.
Connor is one of the good guys. One of the very best, in fact. And his God-led conviction to be a father to Reid and a husband to Sadie is admirable. Sadie has so many regrets and her life is, frankly, a mess, but she still comes off as sympathetic and dignified. Her longing for true love and her desire to do the very best for her son are real and relatable.
While this isn't your typical marriage of convenience story, it made me realize why that may be my favorite romance trope - it allows us to look at the meaning and the beauty of married love from the inside yet with a newness that gets lost in decades of commitment.
There's a beautiful line in Everything Behind Us that remarks on the beauty of the physical intimacy of marriage - not the sexual kind, but the mundane, humbling kind that's a result of human frailty witnessed up close. (I'd quote it here, but it's much more poignant in context.)
There's a lot to savor in this book. Some romance, yes, but duty to God and family, commitment, sacrificial love, and the nature of married love.