✰ 3.5 stars ✰
“How can I be funny if I can’t even speak? It’s not easy to tell a joke when you can’t get the words out.”
Billy Plimpton, The Boy Who Stammers, has one dream in life - to be known as the The Boy Who Made Everyone Laugh. To be someone who can deliver a joke and punch line right on the money, without him turning into the punchline. The only thing standing in his way to the road of fame - a stutter so painful a part of him that it's made it hard for him to be part of a group - to fit in - to belong. And though the trial may be tough and the journey to getting rid of his stutter entirely nearly impossible and unfathomable, it's with a touch of humor, a lot of grit and fierce heart and candid cruelty fueled by a determined spirit, Billy Plimpton might just be on the path to becoming The Funniest Boy in School. ❤️🩹❤️🩹
“Tears still streaming. Rage and fear in every muscle. Thinking how much better everyone else’s lives are than mine. Why can’t I just be normal? Or at least just have a problem that everyone understands...”
I've never read a book about stuttering, so this was an insightful and helpful look into it; told through the eyes of a young boy, it made for a much more engaging read. Even with the stutter that made it difficult for Billy to fit in as the new kid at his middle school, Bannerdale, to hide and shy away from speaking up, he was still a very relatable and real young boy, who, honestly, went through the same emotional hurdles of growing up and fitting in that any normal child could go through. There's so much more to him, if he didn't only hide behind his stutter - that fear of being laughed at - it's the worst. 😔 And my heart hurt to see the lengths he went to, not to be noticed - not to draw attention to himself and do whatever it took to make his stutter less noticeable, just so he can earn the approval and attention for the things that he is proud of - capable of - like his talents at telling jokes or being a skilled drummer. But, even when not trying to be seen, inadvertently, you do - and bullies are the haunt that hunt Billy down, to some rather painful and hurtful moments. 😥
The level of bullying Billy faced - it was rough - oh wow, it was hard to stomach and I felt a little bit appalled and surprised that it was something so intensely shown in a Middle Grade book, no less. But, if there are people who do endure such cruel jeers and taunting leers as the ones Billy had to face from one very committed bully, William Blakemore, there are also those who are there to show Billy the good side of being who he is. Friends who see beyond the shadow of what makes you feel small, when you can be so much larger than life - if you only give yourself a chance. 🥺🥺 I know it sounds super motivational, but I don't know how else to explain it. As much as at times I was angered at how Billy seemed to only care for himself, I think it was rightfully shown that way. He is a young boy, who's only now getting the chance to be something for himself - so how he goes about it - may be not the approved way, but it was certainly a believable one. ❤️🩹❤️🩹
“Have you ever noticed that when you desperately want something to go a certain way, it never really does?”
Truer words were never spoken. But, sometimes, it can even be for the better. And Helen Rutter showed that, even when everything was crumbling around Billy, he still found a way to lift his spirits up - his jokes really shined when it mattered, and even I enjoyed some of them, too, like 'Why did the boy throw his watch out of the school window? He wanted to see time fly.' 😅Billy's jokes acted as not only a catalyst to his many interactions, but a chance for him to prove his worth to himself.
And I liked that even though Billy felt so disheartened at times due to his own struggles, there were so many people around him, who saw the potential in him and believed in his strengths and wanted him to be happy. His new friends, his concerned teachers, his protective parents - oh that scene. That shocking moment with his mother - I got chills - it was too intense. 😟 I do applaud the author for going the extra mile, but I wonder if it may have been too much for those of faint-heart. But, it felt so real and again, I do admire how much care there was into showing the wide range of Billy's emotions - the hurt and loneliness he would feel, the ache of wanting to fit in, the warmth and kindness of finding friendships, the pains of losing them, and the joy of reclaiming the passion which brings him the most happiness. 🫂🫂
“Sometimes when things are getting too much, we take it out on the people nearest to us, even if it’s not on purpose. Everyone does it, Billy. It’s what you do from now that matters.”
As much as it was an emotionally impactful read, I did feel the ending was a bit too easy and convenient, but I feel myself, judging it too harshly, because Billy needed that hopeful, uplifting ending. We needed that glimmer of a promise, that joyous sign that even when you feel defeated, you can still rise up from being pushed down - not only for him, but for those around him, as well. Billy got that moment to shine in everything that he had to offer. It was that reminder that even when the chips are down, you can still find a way to make it work out in the end. 👌🏻👌🏻