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186 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 1958
And the mirror was broken, the wooden shutter of the window broken. Broken, broken. He saw himself as a great red cliff, rising from the rocks of his own ruin. I am an old man, an old man. J’ai plus de souvenirs que si j’avais mille ans. And this cursed Baudelaire whining in his head like a mosquito, preaching despair. How does a man grow old who has made no investment in the future, without wife or child, without refuge for his heart beyond the work that becomes too much for him?
‘Why try to save me?’ he demanded. ‘Who cares? This world—this world’s a grain of salt. A grain of salt in an ocean. No microscope is strong enough to see me. No camera is fast enough to catch me between birth and dying.’
"It was because of murders that I was ever born in this country. It was because of murders my first amoebic ancestor ever survived to be my ancestor. Every day in my life murders are done to protect me. People are taught how to murder because of me. Oh, God,’ said Heriot savagely, ‘if there was a God this filthy Australian, British, human blood would have been dried up in me with a thunderbolt when I was born.’"