4.5 stars
Michelin Moses is a popular crossover country music star. He is quiet, reserved, and tries to keep a clean homegrown image. He is also known for being a judge, mentor, and support for new talent on reality shows and has made friends with some of the gay contestants. But he is generally lonely and does not have many attachments.
Lucky Rain is a vibrant outspoken, sexy, quick-witted, hispanic Go Go Dancer. He's out, proud, and does what he has to do to work towards his goals. He has a large, close family and big group of friends.
They meet in a gay club at a party for one of Michelin's proteges. After some completely awkward flirting and ogling of the private dancer, sparks fly. But one interaction and misunderstanding has huge consequences for both of them.
Michelin finds himself getting more attention that could impact his public image. He is at the mercy of the label's publicists and before they know it, Michelin and Lucky are thrown into an unexpected situation that is manufactured for publicity. Eventually their closeness and sexual tension become harder to deny. But is it all for show or is there a chance at it becoming more real?
Michelin and Lucky have many outside obstacles--public scrutiny and social media, homophobia in the country music industry, demands of the record label, and career differences. Personally, they also have fears, insecurities, are stubborn, and have a hard time being vulnerable. Michelin needs to protect his image and new record, but not every one is supportive of a gay singing cowboy. He just wants to sing and not be a pioneer for a cause. But in refusing to stand up and fight will he lose his chance at happiness?
I liked the differences in their personalities with Michelin being more reserved and Lucky more outgoing. They managed to balance and complement each other. They traded control at times. Michelin needed words, praise, and emotions. While Lucky craved touches and actions. Michelin could close himself off and adapt an easy-going and charming facade as a diversion, but his emotions and fears ran deep and kept him from grasping at what he really wanted. He was giving and sweet, and wanted to be loved, but was so scared of not being worthy and being labeled. Lucky was proud, stubborn, independent, and was determined not to be a kept man. But Lucky really just wanted Michelin to fight and claim him as his own. But everything about them was a risk and could have consequences.
This is really about Michelin's journey towards finding himself, being vulnerable, trusting, and being comfortable in his own skin. He never wanted to do anything but be a singer, but he found out he could both inspire people or anger them. He could be a bit frustrating at times because he took a passive approach in order to not make more waves in the industry and let others make decisions for him. But that was one of the major conflicts so I had to remember to just be patient and that some situations take more time to navigate. But all along I kept waiting for him to find his way and make his own stand.
It is also Lucky's story about living on his own terms, following his dreams, but letting go of pride in order to truly trust someone. He was bold and ready to take on the world, but had so much pride and would not beg for what he needed. I think the author did a good job developing the characters and their issues. Their chemistry was intense and their connection was easy to see even if they had a hard time admitting it. There was quite a bit of confusion and push-and-pull.
I did not read the first two books in this series, but I was easily able to read it as a stand-alone. But the couples from the first two books do make appearances. I enjoyed the dichotomy of the country music and dance club scenes. It was funny, sweet, passionate, and emotional. I liked the tweets in the beginning of each chapter highlighting negative and positive posts in social media surrounding this couple, as well as getting both of their points of view.
I was gifted a copy in exchange for an honest review.