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160 pages, Hardcover
Published January 7, 2021
It is often the question in life
Whether to stay or leave.
It’s a fundamental thing we believe.
History began with staying or leaving.
We stayed in the garden long
Enough for celestial history
To ripen, the slow completion
Of that cosmic task. There was no time
In the garden. Neither clocks, nor necessity,
Nor referendums presided over
Our ancestors’ temporal stay.
No one who knew the war, misery,
Untold and untellable suffering
Of life outside the garden would have left
Voluntarily. This is of course a metaphor.
Not to be taken on a razor’s edge.
To want to leave Europe is not the same
As leaving Eden. For Eden was perfection,
And nothing afterwards can ever be. Only
Degrees of imperfection, degrees of beauty,
Degrees of agreeable possibility, scope for
Growth and mutual growth, the space in which
To help one another on the difficult journey
Back to the rose garden, is maybe the best
That we can hope for. Those who sell some thing
As the perfect dream always sell a lie.
(Naturally, the italics are mine.)
When the dead return and find
That no one’s home. Only the wind
Rattling windowpanes of history.
Or they return and find that we’ve
Forgotten them, and they resume
Their old habits in our living spaces
While the fingers of evening climb
High on the white walls, and the clock
Strikes an hour no one knows.
We are beyond definition. The state
Can’t measure our true estate.
Not the school we attended
Nor our parent’s name, nor the university
We studied at, nor the forms of apprenticeship
That life offered can define or measure
Our cosmic potentiality.
No one can define us except ourselves.