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The beloved danmei/Boys’ Love wuxia novel series from China that inspired the donghua (animated series) streaming in English!

In this historical tale, a Daoist martial artist must begin a journey of healing and self-reflection as he resists the temptations of the powerful leader of a demonic sect.

Shen Qiao is a devout Daoist priest who has spent his life honing his skills and spirit, leading his sect with martial talent, beauty beyond measure, and an earnest heart. His polar opposite, Yan Wushi, leads one of the most powerful demonic sects and is said to be unrivaled in his strength and cunning. Yan Wushi believes in the inherently selfish nature of all people—himself included—and that nobody is above committing dark deeds for their own benefit.

When a fight leaves Shen Qiao injured, blind, and with hazy memories, Yan Wushi takes in the defeated sect leader with a dark test the limits of the man’s patience and faith in others to lure him onto the demonic path. Little does he know that he is about to meet the first immovable force of his life, and that two hearts can connect in unexpected ways. With the passing of a thousand autumns, who can stay eternal?

This Chinese historical fiction tale about powerful martial artists (wuxia) built around the desire between two men (danmei) inspired a beloved animated series (donghua). The Seven Seas English-language edition will include exclusive, all-new covers and interior illustrations.

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322 reviews36 followers
November 6, 2024
I don't wanna think about US Politics, I only want to think about Shen Qiao. 😣
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488 reviews232 followers
December 11, 2024
5 'Shen Qiao must be protected at all costs' stars



Rated S for SPOILERS! If you haven't watched donghua yet.

I love this story so much. I have to admit it took me a little time to get into it in the first vol, because the plot is a tiny bit more complicated than others that I read. But now, I'm totally immersed in it and it's just wow!

To know the world, one must first know themselves. Then they must forget themselves. Once they forgot both the world and themselves, never again would they be moved by worldy gains and losses.



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I know I already fangirled about Shen Qiao in my previous review but I think I'll need to again because I just find his charachter really interesting. At the beginning of the story he starts as kind of sheltered and naive, very focused only onto his sect and practising daoism. But he realizes this and tries to fix his mistakes and do better in the future and also widen his worldview. We really see his charachter develops and it also kind of shows how it's never too late to change and maybe challange our believes. This is very apparent in his understanding of religion/philosophy. It's not like it was wrong what he was taught his whole life but rather that he sees the possibilites that come with expanding your knowledge - in Shen Qiao's case how all three schools of thought combined can help advance his martial arts.


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Another thing I really like about Shen Qiao is how he seems so pure hearted, and innocent, and most of the time he is but he can also be ruthless in his own way (yes, he did castrate Mu Tipo and punish Chen Gong's servents severly).

Everything he did was because he wanted to do it. It had nothing to do with whether other people understood him, approved of him, or mocked him.
Looking at things from this point of view, he and Yan Wushi were the same.
But in the end, Shen Qiao was only human. He didn't have a heart as pure as snow, nor a spirit as sturdy as iron. He, too, grew tired and disheartened, and he felt pain.

He indeed tries to see all good in everyone but he's not as naive as actually beliving this. He will strike back when necessary. And no matter how many bad things happens to him, he never intends to give up. I especially liked his second fight with Kunye because it was not only about defeating his enemy but also about defeating yourself. Sometimes we are our own worst enemy - our worries, our fears, our insecurities. So, in order to advance, it's important to first defeat yourself. Only then you can leave these things behind.


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I already enjoyed watching everyone being mistaken about Shen Qiao's strenght in vol 1. Just because he looks delicate and fragile and because he lost a fight once, a lot of people mistakenly think he's weak. And it's always so amazing when he proves them wrong. He's plenty stronger than he appears.



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Though, he might be prone to fainting after the fights but that's why Yan Wushi is there, haha.



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Shen Qiao's lone figure looked so small and frail, defensless against nature's might. But the moment he drew his sword, his aura was as radiant as the river's. Shanhe Tongbei reflected a dazzling brilliance, and as the blade rose, its sword qi overflowed. It stirred the river waters to surge ever-higher, and Shen Qiao was engulfed in the sword qi, looking elegant and poised beyond compare, like an immortal on the brink of soaring to the heavens.



I'll just mentioned Shiwu here because he's so cute in this ilustration. He's the little boy that Shen Qiao saved a while ago and he's the most precious kid. This child thinks that his Shen-langjun hung the moon and the stars and he's like a little duckling following him around. It's so cute!! I know how sad the circumstances that brought them together are but now that they are "stuck" with each other, I don't want to see them separated.

Next to him, Shiwu asked timidly, "Shen-shi, is it really possible for me to reach your level one day?"
Shen Qiao stroked the boy's head and smiled. "Of course you can. Many thousand paths spring from the great Dao. Everyone walks their own. As long as you study diligently, success will naturally follow."
Shiwu couldn't help but smile.
It was the first time he'd smiled since leaving Bailong Monastery.


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Also, it was funny to see Shen Qiao kind of confused about what exactly to do with Shiwu. I mean, it's true that half of the time everyone wants to kill him and the other time he's half dead just because that's his current state, so honestly not exactly a good environment for a child. But rememebring how Zhou Zishu somehow managed to keep Chenling alive and even tought him a lot of stuff, I think Shen Qiao would do just fine as a Shizun. Also, he already mastered the act of 'patting your disciple's head' so that's that.

To know others was to know oneself - when one understood the minds of others, one would understand their own. Where the sword was, the Dao was. It was a spiritual link, drawing together the immortal's body and the buddha's heart.



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Getting back to Shen Qiao's charachter, I haven't said anything about his relationship with Yan Wushi yet. I don't even know where to start, because these two are so complicated together. Previously, I was talking about Shen Qiao's naviete that is not exactly true. He might seem oblivious to a lot of things but it's not him being ignorant. He choses to believe in everyone and he choses to believe in Yan Wushi even when it would be wiser not to.


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Shen Qiao finally opened his eyes. "The reason I'm met with betrayal after betrayal isn't because I'm naive," he said evenly. "It's because I believe that kindness will always exist. If there were no fools like me, where would Yan Zongzhu find your pleasure?"
Yan Wushi burst into loud laughter. "Interesting words!"
He said to Shen Qiao, "My venerable self doesn't need friends. Only one kind of person is qualified to stand as my equal: an opponent. And you? You no longer qualify."



Even a betrayal like that is not enough to bring Shen Qiao down. No matter how many times he puts his faith onto wrong people and is left abandoned, he never gives up. He always rises like a phoenix from the ashes. (yes, I know, I'm such a drama queen. and I'm totally taking this as an excuse for this epic gif. and yes, I also know that's YWS and not SQ but watch me if I care, lol)


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Shen Qiao shook his head and laughed helplessly at his own conjectures. Perhaps he did think too well of others, but if it made him happier, what was wrong with believing the best of people?

Anyway, even before that scene, their relationship was definetely complicated. They seem not to have anything in common - one being righteous, while other being kind of the opposite. But there are some things they have in common - trying to prevent the continuing of war. And despite being for different reasons, this is still something Shen Qiao admires in Yan Wushi.



Their bowls clincked, the resulting sound crisp and pleasant. Shen Qiao thought back to when they'd first met. He'd never have imagined that there'd come a time when he and Yan Wushi could chat peacefully like this, and he smiled despite himself.


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And not just that, I honestly thing Shen Qiao likes to spend time with Yan Wushi. He might find him annoying and all that but most of the time we see Shen Qiao kind of enjoy being with him. Shen Qiao could leave anytime he wanted. He did leave at the begining but he didn't mind all that much being reunited with Yan Zongzhu. Also, he lets him get away with things that he would never let anyone else. And if I'm bold enough, I'd say he maybe even enjoys (at least a little bit) to be bullied by him.

"I was fighting a bloody battle out there, and now I see my A-Qiao about to be seduced away! How perfectly agonizing!"
Shen Qiao didn't comment.
He didn't even need to look to know that Yan Wushi's clothes had not a drop of blood on them, let alone the remains of a "bloody battle".


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Yan Wushi raised an eyebrow. A mean-spiritedness surged within him. Without warning, he grabbed Shen Qiao's chin and forced a kiss upon him, right there.



I think if anyone else would do that to Shen Qiao, they would already lost their martial arts... or maybe some important body part, lol. But he just let it go because it was Yan Wushi (I still hope Shen Qiao will make him pay some time in the future *evil laugh*)



As for Yan Wushi, his charachter is difficult to understand. We are rarely in his head, so we more often see his actions through the eyes of others, and let's just say it's easy to see him as a villain like that. Everything he does is for his own gain but he doesn't exactly do bad things. He just doesn't care. And being at the top of the world, he doesn't really need to care.



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His achievements and martial arts, his incredible strenght - many understood that they'd never reach such heights. It was human nature to admire those of great strenght, and if anyone claimed they felt no trace of admiration for the egoistical Huanyue Sect Leader - who had the power to warrant such an ego - they'd be lying.


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However, being at the top doesn't necessary mean you're undestructable and yes, Yan Wushi tastes defeat as well. That's the price of being too arogant. But I like this. I really don't like overpowered charachters, so seeing Yan Wushi vulnerable is amazing. We need this man on his knees more often 😏



How very like Shen Qiao to say such a thing. Even when he'd fallen into the mire, when he was smeared with dust and grime and was at anyone's mercy, still he struggled back to his feet and walked onward, step by step. His comrades' betrayal, his kindness being repaid with enmity - it was as if he'd taken none of it to heart.
It...truly made someone long to crush him beneath their heel one more time, just to see how much more he could take before he collapsed completely.
Wouldn't that face look even better stained in tears and begging miserably?


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Yan Wushi, I totally feel you on this because YES - this is me with all my blorbos. Let these charachters break and watch them glow 😈 and well, well, well, it seems that our Yan Zongzhu doesn't desire just an opponent. I'm sure it's his new discovered kink to see Shen Qiao cry in bed. Very NSFW art under spoiler, open at your own risk 😉




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Speaking of opponents and who is qualified or not, I really look forward to see Yan Wushi discovering that Shen Qiao is a worthy opponent alright. And not just that but so much more *cough* cultivation partner *cough*


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This is getting really long but I just have to mention that Qian Qiu is not lacking in badass ladies! I'll skip Yuan Xiuxiu because she annoys me but Bai Rong is so adorable.



I really enjoy the whatever relationship she and Shen Qiao have. She's such a sweet girl, despite being ruthless assassin and it's really amusing to see her navigating between trying to kill him and trying to save him/having a crush on him? And Shen Qiao deciding between being annoyed by her and wanting to adopt her as a sister, lol


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Bai Rong laughed. "Shen-lang, why are you so cute? I just keep liking you more and more!"


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The other lady is Zhao Chiying. I hope we'll see more of her charachter in the future because she seems so interesting and I like her sect (though they will need to toughen up a little bit, poor souls were not exactly faring well until Shen Qiao arrived).




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Oh my, this review really got out of hand with lenght and my gif making but nevermind, I like it. And if you manage to stay with me till the end, here's a reward - opening donghua song. Enjoy!

I can't wait for vol 3 because it starts with donghua finale and I'm more than excited to read it!!!

"I'm not as incredible as you think." Shen Qiao shook his head. "I only want to see that man one more time, to see the disappointment on his face. Let him know that the demonic core didn't take, that it didn't control me. That I'm still myself."


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For the ideals I pursue within my heart, I would not regret a thousand deaths to die.


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Shen Qiao had removed his commone robes and changed back into the Daoist robe he used to wear every day, a long time ago. His hair was held in place by a jade pin, his white Daoist robe danced in the wind. From afar, he looked like an Immortal or a god. It was hard to look away.


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Thousand Autumns Qian Qiu (Novel) Vol. 1 by Meng Xi Shi 4,5 'I'd say my A-Qiao but I know YWS doesn't share' stars ⭐⭐⭐⭐/⭐
Thousand Autumns Qian Qiu (Novel) Vol. 2 by Meng Xi Shi 5 'Shen Qiao must be protected at all costs' stars ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
Thousand Autumns Qian Qiu (Novel) Vol. 3 by Meng Xi Shi 4,5 'Yan Wushi being cute' stars ⭐⭐⭐⭐/⭐
Thousand Autumns Qian Qiu (Novel) Vol. 4 by Meng Xi Shi 4,5 'Yan Wushi wooing his a-Qiao' stars⭐⭐⭐⭐/⭐
Thousand Autumns Qian Qiu (Novel) Vol. 5 by Meng Xi Shi 5 'yanshen in love' stars ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
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501 reviews168 followers
December 9, 2024
i simultaneously have very big feelings about this danmei and no feelings at all.

did i like this? objectively yeah! did i enjoy reading it…maybe not???? the plot isn’t clicking for me even though i enjoy both the characters & writing style so idk where the wires got crossed

anyways on to the next one. i’m too invested to drop this so fingers crossed i’m able to get into this a lot more in the next volume.


i need to see yan wushi get his ass kicked a few good times. pls. he deserves it 🥰
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873 reviews43 followers
September 2, 2023
If the afterlife is isekai then I want to be transported to the setting of Thousand Autumns as Shen Qiao's shijie to fight alongside him and protect him from the literal trash fire that is everyone except Shiwu. Just look at this pure boy:


I'm still really enjoying Meng Xi Shi's pretty writing and the politicking of this series. It might not be everyone's cup of tea, but I love the focus on Shen Qiao's character development as he interacts with the political webs all around him.

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1,029 reviews201 followers
January 31, 2022
I would be lying if I said that the political intrgue and the constant battle between the sects don't keep me more interested than the romance (or rather lack of it XD). Shen Qiao is one of those good characters through and through. They typical heros you would find in old Wuxia novels but the author manages to sprinkle a bit of humanity into him in the form of the countless calamities that befalls him. Still despite everything that happens to him, he sticks through them all. Meanwhile we hav Yan Wushi being the most despicable love interest. Maybe not despicable but at least most selfish and sefl-centered. We are given glimpse of the true character underneath the facade but we are yet to see if he can redeem himself.
With that I finish the second volume of this series and I have to say that the story has clearly picked up now comapred to the begining. Will be diving straight into the third novel now.
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608 reviews47 followers
December 29, 2023
I like the series and the characters as a whole but this book felt like it dragged on. There was soooo much fighting in it and i just kept getting confused on whos who and what's relevant. Not the books fault, I'm just dumb. I need a summary frfr. But i really like shen qiao as a main character and he had some shining moments in this. I dont really pay attention to the plot in just adventuring with my homie.
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68 reviews6 followers
March 7, 2025
My first and most prominent thought upon finishing this book was--holy hell am I glad that I didn't DNF volume one!!! While the first book was only a 3.5 for me, this one was a solid 5 out of 5! I was absolutely blown away by how much better this volume was than the first! The first book took me an entire month to struggle through, but I finished this one in just five days! For me, when I'm not listening to an audiobook, that is incredibly fast! Almost from the very beginning, I could not put this book down! Whereas the first book started out somewhat aimlessly and failed to get me invested in the plot or characters, until the latter portion, this one had me on the edge of my chair from the get go!

Probably my favorite thing about this book, and the element that got me most excited, were the absolutely EPIC battles throughout! I've never come across another author who writes battle scenes quite the way that Meng Xi Shi does. Not only are these fights chock full of heart-pounding excitement, but they are so beautifully and elegantly described! I absolutely fell in love with this writing style and I can't get over the beautiful and thrilling images Meng Xi Shi painted in my head! There were times where I was practically squealing with delight as Shen Qiao overcame the odds and turned the tables on all the people who looked down on and belittled him! I was so immensely satisfying to read!

That brings me on to the second thing that I loved most about this book, and that is Shen Qiao himself. Prior to reading Thousand Autumns I had heard many people, even some of those who didn't care much for the series as a whole, say that the thing they loved the most was Shen Qiao. Some people even went as far as to say that they only read these books for Shen Qiao despite not enjoying the rest of the story. I have to admit that, after reading the first book, I didn't really get it. For me, Shen Qiao was mostly fairly unremarkable. I liked him, but I didn't understand why so many people seemed to absolutely adore him. However, after reading this volume, I can confidently say that I have been fully converted! I now completely understand why people love Shen Qiao so much! He is just such a wonderful and kindhearted person, but more than that he has an incredible and indomitable inner strength that I admire more than anything else.

Throughout the book, Shen Qiao is faced with disaster after disaster and put in countless situations that would utterly crush most people, yet he manages to not only overcome them all but also remain true to himself and his ideals while doing so. To me, all of his victories and triumphs felt completely earned, especially after watching all the struggles he has gone through to get there. Seeing him overcome so much adversity and work his way back up from literal rock bottom is so moving and inspiring! He is incredibly kindhearted, but also not weak or naive. Shen Qiao has a will of iron and I love how he is portrayed as a good character but one who also isn't a pushover. He has no problem killing evil people who do nothing but harm to those around them. I can't stand "good" characters who refuse to kill anyone even if it is a mass murderer who will only go on killing other people and doing harm to everyone around them. Its very refreshing to me to see this type of character who isn't so self-righteous that they will let a murderer walk free just because killing goes against their moral code.

There were several twists in this book that I absolutely did not see coming, and one in particular that practically had me throwing my book across the room in outrage on Shen Qiao's behalf. This story provoked so many strong emotions for me and I often found that I couldn't stop reading even when I was upset because I simply HAD to find out what happened next. I loved the intense battles, the high drama, and the political intrigue. I literally cannot wait to pick up the next volume and find out what happens next! I am SO SO hoping for some kind of redemption for Yan Wushi, because, right now, I'm not sure that I can ever forgive him for what he did in this volume. As of right now, I definitely do not believe that he deserves Shen Qiao in the least or that he is even remotely worthy of him. I genuinely hope that this changes, as that is my biggest complaint about the story thus far. But even if it doesn't, I am still deeply invested in Shen Qiao's journey and I want to see him succeed and finally find the peace and happiness he so greatly deserves!

(Also, a side note. I absolutely adored Shiwu and his relationship with Shen Qiao! There were a few touching scenes that nearly had me in tears! I really hope to see more of Shiwu, and I swear that if anything happens to that poor, sweet little kid, I will riot!)
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549 reviews237 followers
October 29, 2023
this book contains detailed fight scenes, interesting political feuds, most of the characters looking down on shen qiao and hating yan wushi's guts because he's a menace, shen qiao always ends up bedridden after an intense fight, and a lot of name drops a normal person wouldn't be able to keep up with.

not sure if i'll continue this because the story shouldn't be THIS LONG and the narration is slow-paced. i was getting impatient to see where they would all lead.
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175 reviews50 followers
March 2, 2024
Fair warning, I will be swearing in this review…

Shen Qiao frowned. "I thought we were friends."

Yan Wushi smiled thinly. "You have only yourself to blame. If you hadn't talked about being friends, I might have waited a little longer before moving against you. Just what kind of person do you think my venerable self is? Why would I need someone like you, some down-and-out laughingstock who can't even recover his martial arts, who's been exiled from his sect to be my friend?"

Shen Qiao stopped talking.


This little bitch. I’ve never in my life loved a character, while also wanting to wrap my hands around their neck and choke the life out of them, but congrats Yan Wushi! You get the honoured title 🥰

While I sincerely enjoy Yan Wushi and Shen Qiao’s dynamic, I am a firm believer in the “Shen Qiao should give a nice painful punch to Yan Wushi’s face” agenda. Our A-Qiao honestly deserves better than this petulant man-child. Yan Wushi is basically that one toddler in daycare that has that one toy that they severely mistreat and abuse, but once another kid comes along and tries to play with it, that toddler will throw the tantrum to end all tantrums because someone touched their precious toy. That is the best way I can explain YanShen, so yeah.

But while I advocate for the beating of Yan Wushi’s ass and freeing Shen Qiao from this man, I look forward to more of their relationship in the upcoming volume. Yan Wushi’s bitch ass betrayed our A-Qiao, gave him a demonic core without his knowledge, and gave him away to a nasty pervert cultivator, and A-Qiao’s loving, beautiful self is still going to go save him? Yan Wushi, you do not deserve him. I want Yan Wushi on his knees for Shen Qiao. I want to see this man fall so hard, so fast, that he feels the absolute pressure of his lust for Shen Qiao. He. Will. Fall. First. And. Harder. No other way I can accept YanShen tbh

But in the end, Shen Qiao was only human. He didn't have a heart as pure as snow, nor a spirit as sturdy as iron. He, too, grew tired and disheartened, and felt pain.


Shen Qiao. My man. I will always shine the spotlight on him. He deserves it. He goes through so much shit, and he is still standing.

Shen Qiao can’t even walk ten steps without being;
A) attacked
B) harassed
C) flirted with, or
D) all of the above

And my man is man still standing.

I get so hyped when this man is showing off his badassery. He’s severely underestimated by everyone and I need everyone to know that he stays on top. And everyone always thinks he’s a doormat but yk that man can be twisted and psychotic when he needs to be marry me please a-qiao

"Then what about A-Qiao?" said the child. "Is A-Qiao good or bad?" His round eyes were as black as pitch, yet crystal clear. Within them was reflected the image of his dearest person.

A hand immediately stroked his head. It was warm and dry, like balmy sunlight cradling his body.

"My A-Qiao is the cutest."

The child became a little shy at this gratifying answer, but he couldn't hold back a bright smile.


What will you do now that you’ve killed me? Little baby A-Qiao was the last straw. Because at the end of the day, Shen Qiao is still that little A-Qiao who misses his teacher 😭

Shen Qiao didn't speak, just held him tightly for a long time. Finally, he released the boy and took his hand. Two figures, one large and one small, walked slowly along the Yellow River, moving ever-forward.


The last thing I expected after Shen Qiao was betrayed by Yan Wushi was for him to adopt a kid. Shiwu my beloved. They were the absolute highlight of this novel. They are so father and son. Master and disciple. Like that’s Shen Qiao’s son right there. No one touches his son. I am manifesting that they WILL have a happy ending. Because istg if Shiwu dies 🥰🔫 y’all will have to hold me back from jumping off a cliff if this boy dies (not to mention that I genuinely think Shen Qiao will snap if his son dies) Shen Qiao and Shiwu will be a happy family at the end. 🥰 I won’t accept any other outcome.
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940 reviews20 followers
May 31, 2025
"For the ideals I pursue within my heart, I’d not regret a thousand deaths to die."

Rereading never prepared me from the absolute wreckage this volume has brought me. Shen Qiao’s unwavering resolve, even through immense suffering, is fucking amazing that it hurts, thinking that the emotional weight intensifies in this volume.

The pain and betrayal he has gone through has stricken him much more here, especially about Yan Wushi's. It's obvious in the volume that his trust and affection towards Yan Wushi goes beyond so much more than respect to the man's capabilities. He knows full well that Yan Wushi is a demonic leader but he still has passages where he's saying some what ifs or making a path to try to justify Yan Wushi's unpredictable cruelness. His attempts to reconcile Yan Wushi’s ruthlessness with the growing personal regard he feels show just how complex their relationship has become. It’s heartbreaking yet compelling to see him wrestle with loyalty, disappointment, and his own ideals.

I admit that I cried a lot on this one. It's mostly because of Shen Qiao. Shen Qiao’s strength doesn’t lie in brute force or cultivation techniques, but in his unyielding principles, his ability to carry so much grief with dignity, and his refusal to abandon what he believes in, even when he’s broken. What makes it even more painful is that he knows. He knows Yan Wushi is dangerous. He knows the world is cruel. And still, he chooses to meet that cruelty with grace, to walk into impossible situations because something in him believes not in blind optimism, but in a deeper moral truth.

Even if Yan Wushi never appreciates his views and way of doing things, Shen Qiao still does it. It’s this soft resilience that makes Shen Qiao so easy to cry for, and love deeply as a character. He breaks, but never bends into someone else.

I also want to take this opportunity to acknowledge Zhu Lengquan and Chuyi, may they rest in peace. All the fights in this volume has left a deep impression in me. Meng Xi Shi is a genius in crafting those scenes. I was so thrilled allthroughout. May all the people who deserves death gets it and rots in hell.
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109 reviews7 followers
July 1, 2024
This book is truly a masterpiece. (i spent the second half of it crying… shen qiao, the person that you are. there is no one better than you in this world.) yan wushi you bastard (affectionate), I love you very much, you're a brilliant, fascinating character but I think you owe someone an apology the next time I see you! (although knowing his nature, the likelihood is even less than zero.)

I needed some time to dry my eyes and collect myself so that I could put some of my thoughts into words, but I'm okay now (I think?). The whole concept of qq revolves around the ongoing discussion of morality, of whether someone else can warp your nature wilfully despite your own intentions. This is definitely explored further, when yws tosses sq over to get killed after planting a demonic core in his body, which was a line I didn't think he was going to cross. (I actually gasped aloud. They were getting along so well with such good chemistry and rapport, I guess it was too good to be true without some betrayal.)

yws tries to treat sq with carelessness and disinterest like he does with everyone else around him despite sq regarding him as a friend, and despite their shared memories, experiences, adventures and despite having saved each other's lives multiple times. I said "tries" in reference to yws' behaviour because I think it's becoming clearer and clearer that it's his inability to leave sq alone- a warring voice in his own heart to let someone else in- which he is abundantly afraid of, causing him to throw sq into the fire. (He struggles to connect with people because he doesn't allow himself to care. He wields his disdain and his arrogance like a sword and shield. Everyone else is frightened of him but sq is the only person who treats him like a friend despite his bullying.)

sq is a saint and he can't catch a break! Give this man a hug, and then a medal for retaining his own sense of justice and purpose, and not letting himself get consumed by hateful thoughts or disillusion towards humanity after numerous betrayals.

In this segment of the story alone, their relationship has already been an entire rollercoaster ride. I'm glad that this was a turning point for getting Joyful Reunion out of his body, and jumpstarted his healing process. The monastery arc was so lovely and wholesome until the demonic sects came after the abbott with slaughter in mind. I'm so glad we got to see Shiwu become a disciple, with such a wholesome father-son relationship with sq. The ending was so indicative of sq's personality. Regardless of all the hurt and betrayal that yws has caused him, sq still chooses to save him because it's the right thing to do. So many people's lives are contingent on yws' survival, and so sq chooses to save the man who left him to die. Anyways, so much happened in this!! I am desperate for more!! You cannot leave me here, stranded in the middle of a book!! CRIES
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20 reviews7 followers
July 7, 2025
Damn, this one was definitely better than the first volume. It still took me ages to finish reading it, but I think I'm warming up to it!
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178 reviews13 followers
July 11, 2024
this was SO good
i love Shen Qiao so much, awhh
Yan Wushi, too, but he's a bitch right now
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246 reviews16 followers
March 8, 2024
Betrayal, action, suspense! Wow this volume had so much going on!!
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601 reviews34 followers
July 6, 2024
This volume was so damn good! The only reason I didn't read this in one sitting was because I had to go to work.

Shen Qiao continues his journey being called Yan Wushi's kept man despite just how much he hates that title. And Yan Wushi continues to be even more of an asshole the entire book. The demonic cultivator has such a mercurial personality it almost gives you whiplash. Granted there is a method to his madness, but it usually makes the setup hurt even more.

Then we have Shen Qiao making leaps and bounds in his cultivation despite being repeatedly hurt. I feel for him I really do. I am excited to see how his relationship as master and disciple with Shiwu evolves over the next few books. I hope it becomes more like family than anything.

We see a lot of action in this volume be it Yan Wushi against others or Shen Qiao against anyone really. All of the fighting makes the intricate political intrigue easy to stomach. Especially, considering that we met so many new characters this time. I need to make a map to keep track of who belongs to what sect and country.

Still, I enjoyed this immensely, and volume three is on standby for first thing in the morning. I hope more people will read this and other danmei novels as they come out.
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403 reviews1,184 followers
July 16, 2024
When the villain love interest is acting like an actual villain?! *kate yells at pages, throws across room, immediately purchases third book*

Side note: I would take a sword to the chest for Shiwu. He and Shen Qiao are so adorable I can’t even stand it.
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286 reviews26 followers
September 10, 2023
Yan Wushi still deserves to get his ass kicked. Shen Qiao is bamf and we stan him in this house.
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23 reviews6 followers
December 7, 2024
Reads in one breath, SQ is still the bestiest.
I've heard some spoilers about THE event of this book, that's about the only thing I knew, and I kind of feel like it was overstated a bit, I thought it would be a more major moment, I didn't like that most of the emotional work from SQ happened offscreen, but I guess it's just taste differences. I need to read the rest of the story to see how it plays out.

It probably seems judging by my reviews that I'm meh about the series, but I actually enjoy it so much, I basically inhaled this volume. It's just like usual with the long web novels - not much to say after each volume and weird to evaluate them separately.
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263 reviews
September 16, 2024
4.75 stars

What a journey this second volume was (and how lucky I was to have enough time to read a lot today). This book had me cheer with joy whenever Shen Xiao fought and didn’t lose like he did in the beginning. And wasn’t this volume’s final fight one of extra splendour. I loved it and also its outcome. Call me petty, but that guy deserved what he got.

Which brings me to the other person who deserves a thorough beating but didn’t get it (yet). Yes, I’m talking about Yan Wushi here. Seriously, did he piss me off when he rejected Shen Qiao’s offer of friendship. The betrayal was something I expected but I at least I thought he (in the idk deepest corner of his heart) actually liked Shen Qiao (and apparently SQ himself thought so too).

I’m way more unforgiving than Shen Qiao and I hope there will be much grovelling involved. I also hope the meek and frail Shen Qiao with his mastered sword heart will rescue Yan Wushi before everyone and their dog’s eyes so both their reputations garner what they deserve. 🤞

If I’m honest, I can’t see any romantic feelings develop between them at this point in the story, but there’re three more books to come and much can happen. Yours truly is extremely curious about what’s to come. For now I’m routing for Shen Qiao in all his endeavours (just like little Shiwu — who was an absolute darling and whom I hope to see again).

One thing I enjoyed above all in this second volume: the fight scenes. The ones in the first book were already great but here the opponents were stronger and more interesting with their different styles and abilities. Meng Xi Shi’s vivid and poetic style of describing those scenes was absolutely brilliant.
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915 reviews98 followers
October 1, 2023
I hate to say this, but I didn't enjoy vol 2 as much as I thought I would. There's so many new characters and so many fight scenes, it becomes confusing very easily. There's also not enough Yan Wushi (even though he was such a prick the last time we meet him in this book).

Shen Qiao is still a wonderful character and I love that he remains good and generous even after awful events. The way he takes care of Shiwu is so sweet! Despite the long fight scenes, I *am* looking forward to the next volume, because there were lots of interesting bits and twists. 3.5 stars
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1,126 reviews219 followers
Want to read
June 18, 2023
How can I not want to read after seeing such a beautiful cover ?
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69 reviews4 followers
March 17, 2025
3.5⭐️It’s strange to say that a lot happened in this volume, but also not much at all? There were definite slow moments that seemed to drag a bit, buuuut by the end of the volume we’re finally getting pieces to connect and a larger plot revealing itself.

One negative that stuck out to me: repetitive scenes. Bai Rong is obsessed with popping up out of thin air just to unsuccessfully mess with Shen Qiao (this series should have a counter going for her random appearances) and we get a repeat scene from volume one of Yan Wushi & Shen Qiao’s lengthy travels leading them to starving masses of refugees, followed by Shen Qiao’s attempts to save just one person.

I’m still thoroughly enjoying the author’s writing style and general prose, though. Every action/fight scene is beautifully descriptive, the background information and world building is clearly carefully thought out. Although at times, the story does seem to meander away from main plot relevance, overall it’s still intriguing enough to pull you back in (maybe that’s just my growing curiosity for more info on Yan Wushi though…)
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614 reviews2 followers
October 23, 2023
“I only want to see that man one more time, to see the disappointment on his face. Let him know that the demonic core didn’t take, that it didn’t control me. That I’m still myself.”


This book was really boring because it feels like there’s no goal with the story. Shen Qiao is just traveling around and then some different thing happens that at least makes the story somewhat interesting but except for that it’s just boring. This book really fell short for me because of that and it took some days to get through it. I feel like if you write a book without a clear goal or something that drives the character forward you have to be really good at writing interesting stories in general because otherwise you end up with something like this.

Now I’m not going to sit here and only criticize this book because I mean it’s not badly written in general but when the only interesting moments is when Yan Wushi is part of the story there’s clearly something lacking with the MC and the story in general.

But in the end the book got better and it actually got a purpose, because that’s when the MC got an actual goal and I felt like the story was more interesting to follow.
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227 reviews
February 9, 2024
ੈ✩‧₊˚ ➵ 4.5/5 ✧

shen qiao gave a self-deprecating smile. “there are certain things in this world that a person must do, even if they know it’s impossible. perhaps the results won’t be as you wish, but i won’t give up as long as a strand of hope remains. perhaps i’m just foolish and naive.”
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29 reviews2 followers
July 8, 2024
Shen Qiao, the man you are
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353 reviews10 followers
January 10, 2025
Shiwu, poor babe, I NEED to see more of you in the next volume. Shen Qiao, I did not expect this of you. That being said, Yan Wushi: I want to scream at you
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