What to say about this book? It’s such a difficult one to review because there are so many layers to excavate in this story and they are so hard to convey, it is really a book you need to experience for yourself before you can understand what it is really about.
On the surface, this is the story of a teenage boy, Aeon, who feels the need to escape from his life in the suburban area of Liverpool where he doesn’t feel like he fits in. His mother is white and his father is black and this makes him stand out, subjecting him to negative attention, prejudice and racial slurs. In order to try and find himself, he decides to travel to Jamaica, his father’s birthplace, to try and find his roots. He is a young boy, struggling to establish an identity for himself, as all teenagers do when they haven’t really worked out who they are and are trying on different personas for size, but magnified by his heritage which makes him stand out against his will. Unfortunately, when he gets to Jamaica, he finds he doesn’t really fit in there either and he sense of disorientation about who he is is further compounded.
Aeon is desperate for something to change, he talks about ‘making something happen’ throughout the book and goes looking for adventure. He is on a ‘hero’s quest’ as described to him by his English teacher, who he clearly idolises as one person who has always defended and supported him in the face of a fairly hostile world. However, his quest for adventure gets him into serious trouble in Jamaica, a place completely alien, where he finds that the tough persona he has developed in Liverpool isn’t cutting it. A real ‘fish out of water’ story.
You can’t help but feel for Aeon throughout the book. We all went through that time in our lives feeling like we didn’t know who we are or where we fitted, and this book will bring those memories vividly to life and give you complete empathy for Aeon and the trouble he brings on himself with his rashness and poor decision-making. He is calling out for guidance, which he isn’t getting from his cousin, Instance, who has accompanied him on the trip and is grappling with his own internal demons. However, there is a twisted, tender relationship between Instance and Aeon that again is recognisable to anyone who recognises that blood is thicker than water, even in the most trying of circumstances.
The author’s writing is vivid, tender, brutal and poetic all at once, and really captures the pathos of this story, which I am sure is down to the fact that is is partly autobiographical, but the talent exhibited here cannot be ignored. The imagery jumps off the page in 3D form, and pulls the reader into the heart of the story so you are living it along with Aeon, which is not always a pleasant experience but always feels authentic.
This book was a really moving and affecting read that made me feel like I had experienced something important and truthful when I had finished it. An insight into the conflict that rages within young people who stand out for the crowd and stumble trying to find a place in the world. A powerful coming-of-age story that will appeal to anyone with curiosity, imagination and empathy. In fact, the only people I can imagine won’t like it are the Jamaican Tourist Board.