I quite liked this story of adventure and romance. Lots of queer dragon books coming out right now...it's good stuff.
The Premise
Orsie is a dragon. Long, long lifespan, two forms (one humanoid and one full blown dragon) and a jewel he keeps inside himself called an "anaskett". But one day a fellow dragon named Nevmis, old and insane, steals his anaskett. If he can't get it back he will slowly turn into a human and then die.
Arkeva is just an archer, until he shoots an arrow at a dragon and wanders into a castle that forms a magical connection with him. The castle has a psychic presence that is possessive and malevolent, and Arkeva begins to feel stifled. But there is another psychic presence in the castle as well, caused by a large black anaskett sitting in the treasure room. Arkeva realizes he has a connection to a dragon far away, but they can only communicate through emotions. He can't, for example, hear the dragon tell him his name is Orsie or tell the dragon where his anaskett is hidden.
Orsie sets out on a quest to find the anaskett and the person with whom he has formed a sort of psychic bond. But winter is coming, and although Orsie is a dragon of the North, his human form is not so durable. He'll have a hard time making his way to his anaskett, finding the person he is growing to love, and becoming a full blown dragon again.
My Thoughts
I liked both Orsie and Arkeva. They strike me as individuals who do not have very strong connections in their lives, who are happy to find each other for this reason. I do hope things continue to go well with them in the future. I also enjoyed the writing style greatly, which is smooth, lush and often melancholy. Orsie is not what he is meant to be, and both he and Arkeva long to find each other. You sympathize with them and you are pulled into their troubles.
The mythology behind the world is interesting. I would like to know more about Nevmis, who remains a strong influence throughout the story but is still not as present as I expected from the beginning. The fact that she is largely corrupted as she is because she carries stolen anasketts is an interesting plot element, though I would have liked to explore that in more detail. Was she ever a good dragon? Or is that a fiction made up by Orsie's mother because she doesn't like to believe one of her own kind could be so brutal and sadistic? Either way the idea of anasketts and dragon-ness being something physical, something that can be stolen, was an intriguing plot element, not to mention the possibilities it opens up in the ending. I do wish a little more time had been taken to explore the nature of anasketts, especially towards the end, since they are fairly important to the plot and constitute characters in their own right.
On Orsie and Arkeva's eventual relationship, I remain ambivalent. While they do talk to each other (more than they talk to anyone else), the fact that they are concealing large amounts of information from each other when they finally do meet and this continues throughout almost half of the book strains their relationship for me. At some points it felt like their love was a little forced by proximity rather than by chemistry or true connection. Still, circumstances often create connection, so I more or less bought it. I did like that apparently Orsie is asexual (I think?) and this affects how Orsie and Arkeva's relationship manifests. Dragons do not mate through sex, but through touching souls. I want to know how this works.
Overall I liked it. Some parts of it remind me of Beauty and the Beast (two people, one slightly sentient castle, one person not being human, and secrets), others more have to do with soulbonds and questing. I would recommend as a romance with dragons and a mutual pining sort of vibe.
I received an ARC through Netgalley in exchange for an honest review.