3.5 ⭐
I read this book because I wanted to read a spicy book this week and yes it delivered in certain ways with the smut. Could be a teensy bit corny (not a bad thing) or awkwardly written at points for me but pretty good. Apart from that, I am very unhappy with Xavier and that ending because I do not know why he is blaming her like that if he truly loves her. Lying aside ( I totally understand him being upset for that,) I did not like the fact he threw her abuse in her face like that all because she met up with you know who but y'all know a males pride is easily bruised. Like connect the dots sir. Have an adult conversation. Make it make sense. Like please sense my annoyance. And on that note, I found it weird the type of character he was in terms of their relationship dynamic. In this book, the FMC, Chanel, suffered within an abusive and controlling relationship in the past, and then she ends up with Xavier who is genuinely sweet and a caring man but could be overly domineering sometimes which I found contradictory I guess. She never reacted in an adverse way to some of his actions due to her past trauma, even if it was not abusive or truly meant to threaten her. Like she left one controlling man to end up with a semi-controlling one? Like he is good man I just don't see the point of having his character holding those qualities you know???? I don't know that bothered me alot through out the book, and I was trying to understand the authors reasoning for this the whole time especially if she wasn't going to explore the trauma within Chanel. Like women in abusive relationships played a big part in the book and her own story but I don't feel we navigated enough. Also, Chanel is something else. I'm not sure I really really liked her, but I understand and respect her. I want to read a story on Gabby more. Anywho, I'm not sure I want to continue this series because I found his reasoning for leaving her bs, and I hate the unnecessary rahrahrah. I might just read to see if she ends up with a pickney tho. All that raw sex have to bare fruit lol.