It’s the end of the term as he knows it, but Yatora doesn’t feel fine. His final project looms and his idea isn’t really coming together. But he’s not the only one struggling and Yotasuke might just burn his life to the ground to fix it.
It was a given that Yatora was going to have issues here - he’s been having a period so blue ever since coming to university that he seems like the demonstration product in a tampon commercial. This has been very well portrayed throughout this section of the story, though I have been on record as it being a bit overbearing at times.
But, as we’ve seen elsewhere (the wonderful Failed Princesses turns out to hang on it, in fact), this is another case where one piece of criticism gets under your skin and refuses to come out, colouring every action you take and making you second guess your instincts constantly. It’s validating your own insecurity in the worst fashion.
And the way he grapples with this problem is actually quite a step forward for him, as he finally does what he wants because he wants to, rather than trying to please somebody for whatever reason. He doesn’t see it as a big step, but it is, and I love that he doesn’t suddenly draw too much praise and gets what is, I think, a very fair criticism of his work thus far in the process. It’s excellent artistic growth.
Let’s be honest, however, this volume belongs to the exploration of Yotasuke in the aftermath of being told that his scores got him into TUA more than his talent did and the blow that’s done to his own sense of self.
We knew Yotasuke wasn’t the easiest person to get along with, but it’s not hard to sympathize with how his own perceptions of his abilities and how art is his thing, even if he doesn’t want it to be. Him finding out that if he’s not doing exactly what’s expected in the way it’s expected then, well, those expectations might crush him is a bit of a blow.
The examination of his character is something I didn’t know I wanted and it also brilliantly brings Yatora back to his old stomping grounds, but in a different sort of way, in a fairly neat fashion (and that repetition cleverly reinforces something in Yatora’s story later on).
Between that and his domestic troubles and finding a new friend, there’s a sense that Yotasuke actually becomes himself in this volume, rather than the construct he felt that he had to be. It’s a great turn for the character and the way it’s expressed is stellar.
His interactions with Nekoyoashiki, one of his teachers, are also amazingly interesting. The two of them couldn’t be more different and her idea of helping is so ingrained in the parts of art that Yotasuke absolutely hates that the two come to verbal blows. Their scene in the library sticks with me even now because it’s just such a good depiction of emotion and frustration, conveyed so well with the words and the art.
This is what I wanted from Blue Period and haven’t felt I was getting for the past couple volumes. I might have been a bit harsh suggesting that Yatora’s being at a loss was unintentionally hard to read, but this volume elegantly pays off so much of that plotline that all is forgiven on both sides (very magnanimous).
5 stars - that’s more like it. The ending of this one promises a visit from an old friend next volume and that just makes me even more excited now that things seem to be back on track.