So far from home... wherever that is
Waking up in the unknown is scary enough. Waking up, with no memory, in the middle of an auction of human beings, held captive by bars of light, no way to escape the fate you see coming- that's so beyond terrifying. Bought by a leering angel, drugged, but she could see what was coming, she took off. Desperation, they name is...well, whatever it is, she's so outta here. She climbs into the first place she can find to hunker down in and hides. Turns out it's the cargo hold of a ship. Luckily it's owned by 3 dads traveling with their daughter. Even better, they're on their return trip to a very remote planet. But, she was property, and people tend to not like it when things get taken from them. Now the question is can she manage to communicate enough to tell them that she can't remember anything, and what she does she wants desperately away from?
Spoilers ahead.
I appreciate so very very much that this author doesn't shy away from hard subjects, but also allows the reader to skip triggers. You are warned not only in the preface, but also before the event in the book- just in case you forgot the chapter number to avoid. And while they are part of the story, they aren't hideously bludgeoned into the reader without mercy. But, Cinn (what she eventually calls herself due to a partial memory surfacing) is such a strong character. I liked Lila and was a little terrified, honestly, about this prequel that would explain the humans' discovery in the universe. We know from New Horizons that they were auctioned, and while some may find benevolent beings to keep them safe, others wouldn't. What should have been labor contracts, similar to indentured servitude for a set time- and with a safe word to release you from the contract, was taken advantage of by unsavory characters. Without her memory she can't escape. Without being able to communicate, she can't escape. But she was brave and did manage to escape. The guys don't know what she is, are worried because they have a child and farm to care for, and while wanting to help the poor woman realize that she is under a contract and someone will come looking for her. And they do. Realizing that the jerk is coming to get her is what leads to the self harming scene. Also, escape from him, again, almost led to another after the other scene warned against. I skipped it thanks to the warnings. We only get a few POVs from Dae, Suk and Kai, but they help fill in the blanks of Cinn's confusion. The relationship that builds, builds onto an already existing one. Dae is the heart of it, Suk and Kai each bonded to Dae, but not each other as more than co-partners and co-parents. Cinn can see that relationship, and their family bonds, and while needing a safe place and being willing to work for it, refuses to interject herself- no matter how much she's coming to care for them.
I would have liked to learn more about the the investigation process. Lila's story just mentioned the 1 ship observing. No mention of of traces were found that would tell who was behind it. And after their ship left, no mention of another standing guard to prevent more kidnappings. While Cinn's story is resolved, the premise behind it is barely nudged. I hope, since this is going back in time we get some answers (I know not many because during Lila's story they're still searching), but at least take down the illegal auction part of it and stop the flow of kidnappings. Although, in some ways, Earth may not be as happy to greet the ones keeping them from being taken after the shenanigans in New Horizons lol. There was some property damage. But I'm fascinated with this new author's style, as much the story as the consideration of the readers, and the fact that for roughly 50% of this story the 5 main characters could not do more than pantomime to each other, and even that had some cultural snags.