I don't even know where to start. This book .. I'm just .. what can I say lol. I don't like writing bad reviews for books but I feel like it's unavoidable. Maybe it just wasn't for me. I should've just DNF'd it but it was like one of those car accidents on the highway that you just can't help but see what happened. I'm not that hard to impress but the majority of this book just didn't sit well with me. Frankly, it just made me so uncomfortable??? Which is weird, considering it's young adult. I don't know, maybe it's just me.
So let's begin. I wasn't a big fan of the writing. I think that was a biiiig reason as to why I was so uncomfortable. Starting with how Quinn and Maiken ran into each other in school, literally ran into each other. I understand that he's muscular or whatever but how in the world did he give her a black eye. No, TWO black eyes?!?!? What? Was he walking like a robot, his arms outstretched, fists forward??? Or walking backwards maybe with his elbows cocked back and hit her square in the eyes?? I don't know, it doesn't make any sense. It's honestly such a small detail in the book but I couldn't get over it!
I love the whole over protective brother thing and I think that it has its endearing qualities, I understand it. But this was just overbearing to the point that she can't even look at a guys direction. Don't get me started on her mom's lessons on being polite. I totally agree that you should be polite but that doesn't mean you should be a doormat either. Teach her to be assertive and stand up for herself. Her brothers aren't always going to be there to have back and defend her from bullies, she's gotta learn to fend for herself and there's a way to do that without being b*tch like Tessa. The entire family also believes that girls shouldn't chase boys and those that do are trouble. Now look, I'm mad old school and I think that a guy taking the first step is cute, but if a girl wants to go ask a guy out... who the f*ck cares! It doesn't make them trouble, it doesn't make them hussies and the fact that this book drills this over and over again just infuriates me.
Moving on, this is a young adult book. Demographics are what? 13 to 16? I don't know. Quinn is I think 15 and Maiken is 16 and that's okay but everything between them was so cringe-y for me! Quinn's point of view was very immature. Very naive. I know she's just a teen but she sounded like she was 8 honestly. There was a point where she was describing Maiken and thinking about how good he looks. She stops herself in the middle of it and says how she's being inappropriate and impure. All she did was think he was cute, nothing about sex either. So while she was sounding like an 8 year old, Maiken was sounding like an older guy. Sometimes a normal 16 year old, sometimes sounding like a guy in a new adult book. Seriously, the whole "shes my girl and no one can touch her" was freaking weird. It's legit a line from an NA book I read. It wasn't jealousy but posession and that, I don't appreciate. It just left me with a bad taste in my mouth. Another thing, their "relationship" didn't feel right, it felt forced. No chemistry. I have more chemistry with my nonexistent boyfriend. It felt really flat to me and it didn't make my emotions rise, maybe my anger and annoyance.
I don't think there was a single thing that I liked about this book. Don't get me started on the ending. How anticlimactic. Everything was leading up to this Christmas party and it was just ... nothing really happened. People went to the party. There was pool involved and then the end?!?! Seriously??? I wasn't expecting much after the whole raccoon bruise from their run and lack of believable romatical tension but at least give me a plot. It was a bunch hog wash that didn't really make sense other than to add drama into a useless, unfounded love triangle. Then a brother goes missing??? What was the point of that?!? It was like let's add tropes into this book and maybe it'll all come together but spoiler alert, it doesn't. You win some, you lose some with Kindle Unlimited.