3.8 stars
Perilous Refuge was quite a good book. It was not outstanding, but there was also nothing particularly bad about it. The story was well paced, never dragged, and contained enough activity and emotional development to keep me interested and invested until the end.
I also liked the characters. Some of Patricia Wilson’s heroines can frustrate me because their feelings seem to shift constantly, but Helen is much more steadfast. Her emotions and decisions follow understandable reasons, which makes her easy to root for. I enjoyed seeing her and Ross achieve their happiness.
The book contains relatively little angst, however, and Helen’s pining is quite mild. Readers looking for a mostly gentle romance will probably enjoy it, but it did not entirely satisfy my own desire for heightened emotion, deeper longing and stronger romantic anguish.
The hero also falls outside my preferred type. I usually enjoy an alpha hero who initially misunderstands the heroine or treats her badly and later has to confront his mistake and regret it. Ross does very little wrong. He can occasionally seem cold because he emotionally withdraws from Helen, but even that is relatively mild.
As a result, the story never reaches the emotional depths I most enjoy in romance.
It also did not quite match MacBride’s Daughter, the first Patricia Wilson book I read and one I absolutely loved. That novel had a wonderfully effective slice-of-life quality. Its heroine lived in the hero’s home, gradually made the house feel like a real home and became someone he could no longer imagine living without. Alex also felt more like the kind of alpha hero I enjoy, with considerably more direct interaction between him and the heroine. He constantly needled her while also showing moments of tenderness.
Perilous Refuge does not create quite the same emotional intimacy or romantic intensity, although it remains a perfectly enjoyable book in its own right.
Helen is twenty-four and the survivor of an extremely abusive marriage. When she was twenty, both of her parents were killed in a car accident, leaving her grieving their sudden deaths while also responsible for her fifteen-year-old sister.
In that vulnerable state, Helen was drawn into a relationship with the first man who offered her attention and support. She believed his declarations and assumed he was a good man, only to discover almost immediately after their marriage that he was abusive.
Helen was never happy with him. She concealed the violence because she was terrified for her younger sister, but when the abuse eventually went too far, she managed to escape with her sister and obtain a divorce.
Helen now has a three-year-old daughter from that marriage. She lives with her child and younger sister in a rural country village, supporting all three of them through her job.
The opening of the book is slightly long-winded. Helen is anxiously awaiting the arrival of a new boss. Her previous employer was kind and understood that she needed to leave work at five o’clock precisely so that she could return home to her daughter, particularly now that her sister attends evening classes at college.
Their household depends upon a carefully organised routine, and Helen fears that the new American boss—reputed to be cold, demanding and domineering—will expect her to work much longer hours and fire her when she refuses.
Because the family has very little money and depends completely upon Helen’s income, she is understandably frightened.
When Ross arrives, Helen is immediately taken aback by how handsome he is. He is nothing like the man she had imagined, although she remains wary and expects him to dislike her.
At first Ross does appear cold, particularly when Helen refuses to be flexible about her hours. When she explains that she has a child depending upon her, he assumes she is an unmarried mother who had a baby outside marriage and seems to become even more distant.
Helen concludes that he disapproves of her and has no intention of explaining her private history to him. She proves herself highly competent at work and so she remains his secretary.
A series of smaller events then gradually brings them closer. They travel to Paris on business, Helen becomes ill, and Ross meets her family and discovers that her circumstances are not what he assumed.
Her abusive former husband then reappears and threatens to take their daughter away.
This leads to a marriage of convenience. Ross becomes protective of Helen and proposes an arrangement that benefits them both. Helen needs his support and influence to help prevent her former husband from gaining control of her child, while Ross needs Helen to stop his parents pressuring him into marrying an American socialite they have selected for him.
Ross also makes it clear that he finds Helen attractive and expects their marriage may eventually become real. However, he promises never to force her beyond what she is willing to give. Helen is worried because she believes she is frigid and never wants intimacy and feels she would disappoint him.
By this point, he has noticed the way Helen sometimes freezes around him and has recognised her fear. He understands that her first marriage involved violence and treats her carefully because of it.
The rest of the book follows Helen and Ross as they slowly grow closer and begin functioning as a family.
SPOILERS
There is some drama when Ross’s American parents arrive and bring along the woman they want him to marry. The other woman is intrusive and determined to claim Ross despite the fact that he is now married to Helen.
Helen becomes jealous after seeing Ross with the woman and witnessing her kiss him. This helps Helen recognise that she does not want Ross taking other lovers and that the marriage has become emotionally important to her.
The emotional progression is mostly gentle. There are no enormous swings of anguish or highly dramatic revelations, but the relationship develops authentically and comes together in a believable way.
I never quite received the level of desperation from Ross that I wanted near the end.
My favourite romantic dynamic is for the heroine to fall in love first and pine for the hero, followed by the hero recognising his feelings when it may already be too late and truly experiencing the fear and pain of losing her. Even when a book does not follow that exact pattern, I still want the hero to reach a point of genuine anguish and panic over the possibility of losing the heroine.
Ross does make some mistakes. In particular, he allows Helen to believe that he and the other woman may still be romantically involved. I would therefore have liked a much stronger sense of his hidden torment, regret and fear of losing Helen once the consequences of those choices became clear.
Instead, the resolution feels slightly too casual.
Ross is protective when Helen’s former husband threatens her. He is also deeply concerned whenever she becomes ill or injured. Those moments show that he cares, but they never quite reach the level of secret longing, emotional desperation or intense overprotectiveness I was hoping for.
The book consequently misses the emotional peaks that would make it especially memorable or tempt me to reread it simply to experience those feelings again.
I also never quite fell in love with Ross as a hero. I did not gain a strong sense of him as a man carrying his own emotional wounds, loneliness or private anguish. His relationship with his parents is somewhat troubled, but it does not appear to affect him deeply enough to create a meaningful inner need.
I particularly enjoy romances in which the heroine fills a gap in the hero’s life that he did not realise existed and gradually heals something inside him. He then comes to value her presence because she has transformed his emotional world.
That does not really happen here. He seems tobhave been perfectly happy, of bored, with his life beforehand. Helen gains safety and protection through Ross, but I did not feel that she similarly healed or completed him in any profound way because he didn't need it.
The romantic dynamic instead suggests that Ross wants Helen from relatively early in the story and gradually works to win her over while protecting her. Helen takes longer to decide what she feels and whether she can trust herself enough to accept a real marriage.
Readers who enjoy a hero who recognises his attraction to the heroine early, patiently pursues a vulnerable heroine and helps her overcome her fear may respond especially well to this relationship.
It is simply not my favourite arrangement. I prefer the emotional positions reversed, with the heroine falling in love and pining first while the hero remains slower to recognise the depth of his feelings.
Even so, Perilous Refuge remained interesting and enjoyable. The characters are likeable, Helen’s behaviour is consistent and understandable, and the marriage-of-convenience plot develops naturally. The book is competently written, well paced and offers a satisfying if fairly gentle romance.
It did not deliver the angst, heroine pining, hero regret or depth of emotional need that would have made it a four- or five-star favourite for me. However, it was still a good reading experience and deserves just under four stars.