“Our duty at this hinge point in history, some say, is to be grateful and glad. Our role, some say, is to celebrate the earth and to love it. Our challenge is to find beauty in the rushing changes. The moral obligation of those who love life itself, some say, is to be still and rejoice in the music of the singing world. The world is still beautiful; celebrate that. It’s true. This Alaskan island I am on is glorious. The thrush song is woven from shining threads of happiness. My grandchildren are a delight ongoing…I will accept sorrow as the last great offering from a desperate world. But then I will shape anguish into something that is fierce enough to stand in defense of all we love too much to lose.”
Really thought provoking and hopeful and serious. This was the book that sinks into my bones like a song I know, but there was a very preachy side that may not be the best way to try to sway others into protecting the planet.But worthwhile as ways to cherish our planet, lightly edited for clarity. And poetry.
In the fifty years that I have been writing about nature, roughly 60 percent of all individual mammals have been erased from the face of the Earth. The total population of North American red-winged blackbirds and robins have been cut by a third. Half of grassland birds have been lost. As many as one of out five species of organisms may be on the verge of extinction now, and twice that number could be lost by the end of the century…Unless the world acts to stop extinctions, I will write my last nature essay on a planet that is less than half a song-graced and life-drenched as the one where I began to write.
We do have the luxury of writing in ordinary times. I’m convinced that writers are therefore called to efforts that are out of the ordinary. “We need the books that affect us like a disaster, that grieve us deeply, a book must be the axe for the frozen sea inside us.” Franz Kafka
Disaster calls us to action. They call us to levels of compassion and courage we did know we could reach. They smash us with sorrow and lift us with determination and moral resolved, the way a wave both makes and lifts us in the same wild movement. Disaster transforms sorrowful love into a force strong enough to change the trajectory of history….Dear Mary Oliver, do you think this might now be how we do the work of loving a weary, reeling world? And don’t we have to try?
You will find your calling in the intersection of your deep love and the world’s deep need. Frederick Buechner
I know that whatever is left of the planet when the pillage ends that’s the world that the children will live in. Whatever genetic song lines, whatever fragments of whale squeal and shattered harmonies are life, that’s what evolution has got to work with. Music is the trembling urgency and exuberance of life ongoing,
“Crossing a bare common…at twilight, under a clouded sky, without having in my thoughts any occurrence of special good fortune, I have enjoyed a perfect exhilaration. I am glad to the brink of fear. Standing on bare ground-my head bathed by the blithe air and uplifted into infinite space-all mean egotism vanishes. I become a transparent eyeball; I am nothing; I see all. Ralph Waldo Emerson
As the Earth swung heavily on its bell-chain, the night began to toll. Deep, soft belling seemed to roll over the desert, and ancient stone and ancient bone resounded. The saguaros sang out. Sand sifted down the flank of the moon-borne ridge. A drop of water popped onto the pool. Another. The poorwill called again. Profundo, adagio, deeply, slowly, the music pulsed through the dark amphitheater. I lay still, shaken by the night’s extravagant expressions of profound joy. I would make myself silent and resonant, tuned to the wild Earth.
Did dinosaurs sing? Was there a teeming, singing wilderness with all the species thumping around, tuning up for the next millennia? Of course, dinosaurs sang, I thought. They are the ancestors of the singing birds and cousins to the roaring crocodiles…turns out, no. Turns out the syrinx, the organ that produces birdsong and the larynx, the organ that produces operatic arias, didn’t evolve until after the dinosaur extinction event…Some dinosaurs blew air into their closed mouths and through nasal cavities into resonance chambers, which we see in fossils as bony crests. They made the forest echo with clear, ominous tones, eerily like a cello. I have heard it in recordings scientists made of the sound they produced when they blew air through crests constructed to mimic lambeosaurus’s. Some dinosaurs cooed to their mates like doves…turns out that even if dinosaurs didn’t sing, they danced. There is evidence in vigorous scrape marks found in 100-million year old Colorado sandstone. From the courting behavior of ostriches and grouse, scientists envision the dinosaur males coming together on courting grounds, bobbing and scratching, flaring their brilliant feathers and cooing. Imagine: huge animals, each weighing more than a dozen football teams, shaking the Earth for a chance at love.
What the story of the dinosaurs tells me is that if the earth didn’t have music, it would waste no time inventing it. In birds, tantalizing evidence of birdsong is found in 67-million-year old fossils, marking the first know appearance of the syrinx. Now the whole Earth can chime, from deep in the sea to high in the atmosphere with the sounds of snapping shrimp, singing mice, roaring whales, moaning bears, clattering dragonflies, and a fish calling like a foghorn. Who could catalog the astonishing oeuvre of the Earth? And more songs are being created every year.
Human ears are built to hear birdsong, we hear most acutely in the range of 2.5 megahertz, which is the peak of birdsong. Human speech is pitched much lower, on kilohertz or below…Acoustic ecologist Gordon Hempton surmises that our bodies evolved not for party conversation but rather to harvest sounds from wild creatures… the aural signals on which our species’ success depended. But that’s just the beginning of the meaning we harvest by listening. Victor Hugo reminded us that ‘music expresses that which cannot be said and on which it is impossible to be silent.’ Listen. Breathe Earth’s wild music into you body. You are not alone. Here is the harmony of which you are a part. Your joy is the exhilaration of birds…The depth of your feelings is the depth of time. Your longing is a spring chorus of frogs, ‘the wordless voice of longing that resonates within us, the longing to continue, to participate in the sacred life of the world,’ as Robin Wall Kimmerer wrote.
When my colleague, a concern pianist, explained the augmented fourth, a dissonant interval, in music and in the wolf’s call, she brought both hands together in front of her body, palms skyward, fingers spread, and lifted the air. For her, words are not enough to describe this interval. It’s an interval of yearning, of hope- the sound of human longing. This is a sound that floods the soul, she said, and she strained forward from the waist. The augmented fourth is a heartbreaking interval, dissonance that comes so close to consonance, pulls itself so close, but never reaches the perfect fifth…Yearning, this ancient word, diving straight through history from the beginnings of language itself, a word as old as home or earth.
There is necessary beauty in the world, I understand this. Beauty to attract mates, to attract prey, to attract pollinators. But so much of beauty seems to be bycatch, “unnecessary beauty,” waste products of essential processes. The opalescence of the inside of an oyster shell, a rainbow around the moon, a baby’s dreaming smile. Profligate beauty is a mystery to me. Sing praises.
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I don’t claim to understand the Bible,
but I wanted to know what songs meant
to Job, so I carried the text down the halls
to my colleague who does. He found the
passage in his copy of the Parallel Bible,
a book that sets translations side by side.
It turns out that songs is translated
differently in each edition…
”Who makes glad songs at night,” and I thought,
yes, this translator would understand
what it’s like to sleep on a beach with the frogs
in full chorus and the coots hooting. The glad songs….
Another as “who gives us strength in the night,”
and I thought, this is the translator who has
come onto the dunes on a night when the wind
lifted and sent grains of sand streaming
like the Milky Way over the escarpment
where a mountain lion stood. Another translates
the same line to “who gives us protection by night,”
and I thought this translator must have slept
on an island in bear country, right on the soft, sweet ground,
right there in the salmonberries and swords ferns…
the last one says, “who gives us vision in the night,”
and I wondered, did this translator know the sudden
seeing that has nothing to do with eyes?-
that clear, sharp knowing that comes infrequently,
the grateful understanding when light has never been
so luminous or colors so clear.
I wish I knew that one Hebrew word
that means vision and strength
and protection and glad songs.
This is a word I could use.
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The calls of shorebirds, which evolved at the edge of the sea, have high frequencies, audible over the low rumble of the surf. In the forests, birds have low-frequency voices because the long wavelengths of the low tones are not as quickly scattered or absorbed by the tangle of leaves and moss. Scientific research shows that birds on the floor of the jungle sing in lower voices than birds in the tops of the same trees, and the northern forests carry the basso profundo voices of the owls and the grouse. But put a bird in an open meadow or marshland where sound can carry forever in the sunlit silence: here are the voices so beautiful to the human, also a savanna creature.
Listen to. To hear with thoughtful attention. To hold something close, to attend to it, to be astonished by it, to devote your life to its mysteries, to name it precisely, to wonder how it comes to be. To stay awake to it. To move closer to the wild and twittering night. To let it cover you and keep you safe. To me, listening is starting to sound a lot like love.
“We are most ourselves when we are intimate with the rivers and the mountains and the woodlands, with the sun and the moon and the stars in the heavens; when we are most intimate with the air we breathe, the Earth that supports us…with the meadows in bloom…however we think of eternity, it can only be a aspect of the present.” Thomas Berry
Each of us
Are so much
More than we
Think we are-
This body these
Sorrows and hopes.
We are air
Exhaled
By hemlocks,
We are water
Plowed
By whales,
We are energy
Ejected
From stars,
We are children
Of deep time.
Our ears tremble
With wind through
Treetops. Our eyes
Flash with sunlight
Through rain. How
Can we be
Fully alive, if
We don’t pause
To notice, and
To celebrate, all
The dimensions of
Our being, its
Length and depth
And its movement
Through time?
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A great whale is a wondrous creature, so tuned to the flashing fish and the dark sea. It is beautiful, the glistening blue-black back decorated with barnacles…a mammoth animal as graceful as flowing water. A great whale is knowing, as elders are knowing… It is magnificent beyond human measure, slowly folding and unfolding through time. It is roaring grand…It is a trembling consciousness, a manifestation of the mind of the universe.
Either we are alone in the universe, or we are not. If we are the only creatures in the universe who can make meaning out of all of this, what a terrible, terrible silence surrounds us. And what a soul-crushing responsibility we have, not to blow the one chance the universe has to understand itself…Intelligent life evolved at least twice on Earth, and who knows how many other times. On Earth, it took 3.8 billion years for human intelligence to evolve from the first evidence of life in rocks, and 500 million years for octopus intelligence to evolve from our common ancestor.
The sun may burn out, but evolution has 9.5 billion years…if time is so incomprehensibly expansive, then possibility is unimaginably expansive too…what is happening around us that is too small to notice? What is happening around us that is too big for us to register? Maybe the pulse of life, the eons-long, universe-wide cycles of extinction and regeneration are the sound waves of the universe, and we are too small to hear. Maybe the universe is not silent, but is throbbing with the slow, slow music of mistakes and redemption that necessarily comes with time…
On this planet, the glittering urgency of ongoing life is a close as we will get to the sacred, and forests are its jubilant expression. It follows that every suffering, every destruction of an old forest, is a profanity, an evil act. It is a violence we cannot even begin to measure because we have only the smallest understanding of the forest’s multitude of lives.
“The beauty of things was born before eyes and sufficient to itself; the heartbreaking beauty will remain when there is no heart to break for it.” Robinson Jeffers
It is hard to know what to make of this cosmic grief, but I do know that we have to make something of it. Otherwise, grief will make something of us and it may be fear or cruelty, resignation or madness…By the time the full moon returns, we will collect every gift of healing that the night offers. We might start with air. Or the moisture of the night. We will carefully lift shadows into the jar to wash their deep blue over the bright urgency of apprehension. We will have to work hard to get gravity into the jar…we’ll try to catch a bit of time, the most healing of all Earth gifts, and put it under the faithful tides. If you find yourself smiling, hold this too… I am allowing myself to believe that with grief always nearby, gratitude for the world’s remaining gifts may be close at hand and that will sustain us.
The music of the day became the music of the years.
If you sit still in the dark, breathing quietly, the world will come to life around you. Astonishment will rise in you like the slow tide…and then you will understand you are kin in a family of living things, aware in a world of awareness, alive in a world of lives, breathing as the shrimp breathe, as the kelp breathes, as the water breathes, as the alders breathe, the slow in and out. Oxygen created by plankton, carbon dioxide by the hemlocks. Every breath you take weaves you into the fabric of life.
Like a sea slug or a clam, I am carbon atoms spun through time, arranged and rearranged in patterns. Break my patterns down to atoms, and I can scarcely be distinguished from the stars.
“You could cut off my hand, and I would still live. You could take out my eyes, and I could still live. Cut off my ears, my nose, my legs, and I could still live. But take away the air, and I die. Take away the sun, and I die. Take away the plants and the animals, and I die. So why would I think my body is more a part of me than the sun and earth?” Jack Forbes, Powhatan-Ren’pe
“Silence is like scouring sand. When you are quiet, the silence blows against your mind and etches away everything that is soft ad unimportant. What is left is what is real: pure awareness and the very hardest questions.” Gordon Hempton