Wow! This book is emotional, provoking, poignant, heartbreaking, touchy, amazing sequel of Tattoist of Auschwitz. Actually Cilka’s stories affected more… Because after the war, her compelling fight to stay alive and endure all tortures, humiliation, disgust, abuse didn’t end yet. Now she is sentenced to hard labor in Siberian camps. And it was time to sharpen her real survival skills for doing what it takes to stay alive and fight against new kind of human monsters who were determined to absorb her last remaining parts of remained hope and joyful feelings slowly each day.
This book shakes you to the core, feel deeply sad, devastated, helpless for all those brave women stayed in the hell and achieved to live after all their losses, suffers because they were so mentally and psychically so strong and admirable, adorable people.
Cilka was only 16 years old when she was taken to Auschwitz Concentration Camp. She grew fast and her instincts told her there were two choices for her: to let them do whatever they wanted to her body or to die. She chose to survive and paid it her sacrifice being judged as prostitute who was sleeping with enemy. And her knowledge of more than three languages helped them convict her as a spy.
Now she was facing her inner fears and tried get through her sentencing days because there was always determination and real fighter hid inside her heart to push her keep going.
Some parts of this book are so dark, brutal, terrifying. All those torments, hunger, terror, humiliation, abuses the women suffered and learned to live with this inhuman conditions when the real war criminals out there resumed living their lives. Was it fair? Never and ever would be.
I really exhausted sobbing, wiping my tears, fighting with the lump on my throat. I haven’t read something so effective, shaking, wrecking for so long. And the most terrifying part is the events on this book are real.
So I dried my tears, stopped my hiccups and sobs, took a deep breath and started clapping all those women, praying for their souls! Their bravery, endurance, survival skills, determination not to bend and break reminded me of those beautiful words of Anna Frank:
“I don’t want to have lived in vain like most people. I want to be useful or bring enjoyment to all people, even those I’ve never met. I want to go on living even after my death”
Anna Frank achieved to be immortal, just like all these beautiful, memorable characters starting with Cilka will always stay in my mind and take a special place in my heart.
Of course five bravery, heroic, admiring, astonishing, full of tears, heart-wrenching, world-changing stars coming to this story.
I wholeheartedly liked Tattoist of Auschwitz last year but I LOVED “Cilka’s Journey” more and more!