Before You Were Gone is the third instalment in The Eastbourne Murder Mystery series, featuring retired journalist and amateur sleuth/Private Investigator (P.I.) Dee Doran. The story begins with Emer Doran, Dee’s cousin, on board a busy tube train in London on the last day of her holiday as she makes her way back to her hotel to collect her luggage and head to the airport. She had initially been in The Big Smoke for a job interview but her mother, Ursula, had once again managed to make her daughter feel inferior and self-conscious and claimed the only reason Emer had ventured to London in the first place was to try to win back ex-fiancée Nikki, who had walked out on her instantly obliterating their wedding plans. Occupying a space by the door she let's the powerful vocals of Lana Del Rey take her away from the sea of bodies and the heat emanating from them. As the tube winds it's way slowly to Victoria, Emer catches a glance of a bleach-blonde woman reading a book and wearing a stunning hand-painted silk dress. When she looks up from her book, it takes Emer's breath away completely; the woman puts her book away and alights the train but with endlessly whirring memories and joyous nostalgia overshadowing everything else at that moment, Emer follows the woman off the train despite it not being even close to her stop. The woman looks the spitting image of Emer's seemingly deceased sister Kitty, who she was told died in an accident - now twenty three years ago. She has an overwhelming feeling that this IS Kitty rather than just someone who resembles her immensely so she continues to follow her.
Emer realises the girl walks with quite a faint limp, that can be explained by Kitty's tumble and resultant broken leg from a pony at the fair when she was a mere four years old. We fast forward to two months later, Dee is returning to the nineteenth century, candlelit Gordon's Wine Bar on London's Embankment despite it holding many conflicting memories for her. She had often spent a wicked night there with close friends and ex-husband, Billy; actually it was where they had their first ever date together. After taking the wrong tube, Emer eventually turns up at her table and introduces herself. The meeting had been a consequence of an email Emer sent last week hoping Dee, as a sort of P.I., would lend her expertise to a case of apparent family secrets, love, loss, lies, deceit and revenge. Emer also discloses the sighting of Kitty on the tube not long ago. Can Emer and Dee discover the fate of Kitty and what actually happened to her when they had only ever been told that she had died after a tragic drowning? The family weren't even able to mourn the body, given there wasn't one, after the drowning occurred in the ocean and her body was never found. This is a compulsive, captivating and mystery-filled read with large and explosive family secrets at its heart. I found it fast-paced with great characters in both Emer and Dee who will stop at nothing to finally discover the truth after decades of silence, cover-ups and betrayal. I particularly enjoyed that it was not only full of intrigue and intensity but emotion too and it proves just how lying to your family about something large will always come to the surface and hurt them in the end. A deeply twisty and enthralling unravelling of one family's lifelong hidden skeletons and the quest to put them right. Highly recommended.