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324 pages, Kindle Edition
First published January 28, 2021
I guess I'll just get on with it. (sigh...)
Maybe I should start with something positive?
Or should I end on a positive note?
Ok. The blurb sounded interesting and before I dived into this book, I was truly aware of it being gay erotic. It was mainly curiosity that got me applying for the ARC, plus I came across quite a positive post in an FB group about the first book in these series.
Well...here it goes.
Frankly I was quite disappointed. I kept reminding myself that this was erotica, so maybe that was the reason for a missing plot, but I reached a point where I couldn't just for the sake of the heat and the hot sex keep on telling that to myself. There just was no story other than that the two MC's meet, have dirty sex and end fall into insta-love.
Now, I do hate insta-love. It's just a trope I dislike very much. Sometimes, when the story is well done, I can get past it.
But I couldn't this time.
Both MC's dismiss the opportunity to meet someone they only texted with and whom they feel emotional connected to (without knowing they are each others 'mystery person) in favor of someone they had incredible sex with. Because they truly believe that the latter one is the one they might have their HEA with. Based on sex. They didn't even have a name, didn't know who the other guy was. Just that they, apparently, were sexual very compatible. Uhm...am I the only one who doesn't get that?
At a certain moment, when Lucas and Max are getting it on again, out of the blue, while having hot, dirty sex with the guy he was hooking up with, Lucas thinks of the guy he hasn't met yet, but with whom he has texted and feels an emotional bond with. He doesn't know that Max and that guy are the same person yet, so it doesn't make sense that he thinks about him while having sex with the one he choses above the guy he texts with.
Max is still a virgin, but he sure doesn't act like one most of the time, except for when he doesn't understand the meaning of rimming (?)
Max wants to be treated as an adult. He's twenty years old but apparently people still treat him as a kid. But boy, did he act like one A LOT! He was so immature! Maybe it was his own behavior that caused people to treat him like a child?!
So, with the lack of a plot, with very flat characters, it was hard to feel any sort of connection to them. That didn't happen. I couldn't care less if they found their HEA or if they didn't. I finished the book, but I really had to push myself to get there. Even the sex scenes, (that were hot in the beginning) weren't that interesting anymore. It rarely happens that I skip those!
I'm really sorry, but this book was really not for me. For people who like to read about dirty sex and read those scenes multiple times, this is probably going to be ok for you.