This was a hard one to like, for both emotional and intellectual reasons. It pains me to say so, as I absolutely adored Hyperbole and a Half and even gave it as a holiday present to a dear friend. This has none of the joy, almost none of daffiness, significantly less dogs, and, more tellingly, a lot more death.
In fact, if you are at all prone to low points emotional states, I don’t think I would recommend this at all, because it feels like Brosh’s therapy journal where she’s working out some stuff. As such, some of the stories go on far too long into imaginings or dream sequences (‘Daydreams,’ ‘Losing,’ ‘Loving Kindness Exercise’) and should have been edited for clarity. The stories are often interspersed with brief one-page bits or thoughts that don’t necessarily help to provide context or connection. Though some pieces have more text than others, I can’t say that very much of a theme developed over the book, beyond that of ‘ dealing with mental health issues such as crippling depression and social anxiety.’ The graphics themselves continue to have the adorable little bright-pink wrapped Allie-fish, but she frequently experiments with other styles.
This is definitely not one I’ll be adding to my library.
Table of contents
Bucket: A three year-old obsessed with fitting herself into a bucket, to the point of hunting it down when her parents hide it. What starts as amusing becomes scary.
Richard: Deeply disturbing. This was the story that convinced me I wasn’t ready to buy the book when it was first published. Child Allie stalks the neighbor man and steals trinkets. Something was seriously wrong in that family.
Neighbor Kid: A story from adult years, where a 5 year-old neighbor kid is wildly social with everyone around her (as they often are), making Allie deeply uncomfortable
Poop Mystery: Piles of poop appear in the house in the night, leading the family to take turns accusing each other. Not as funny as it could have been, but chuckles for the line-up of possible suspects.
The Kangaroo Pig Gets Drunk: Second person story about animals being confused by human behavior. Also mildly disturbing.
Daydreams: Daydreams of successful situations strung together that have not occurred. Sadness.
Dandelions: babysitting a child, taking her on a stroll through a park and discovering the child was terrified by dandelions.
Bananas: Escalating an argument with her ex-husband Duncan. Uncomfortable, because she captures the emotion of the stupidity
Losing: The art gets strange here. Allie is wrestling with her depression demons. Shrek-like ogre, nightmare blobs, sinking into a depression. Her sister suicides in the midst of it, and it is heart-breaking: “And that feels… really bad. I could go on and on about how bad it feels. When you can explain things to people who are willing to listen to you explain them, it is extremely difficult to resist fully and brutally explaining them. It feels good to explain them00like maybe you’re getting somewhere. Like maybe, if you can just… really explain them, the experiences will realize you’re catching on and stop bothering you” (p.210)
The Pile Dog I: A roommate’s hair dog and their inability to sneak.
The Pile Dog II: The dog has a hugely swollen belly because of liver disease, alternatively looking either pregnant or like a tick. Good pictures.
World’s Greatest Cup: Loses the point, I think, which is that interactive devices aren’t helpful in a way they should be.
Fairness: Next-door neighbor has a morning hammering project, so a frustrated Allie brings some randomness into his life. Echoes of ‘Richard,’ without the creepiness.
Plans: Making plans in her kid diary.
The Ultimate Plan: Utterly batshit, and how confirmation we all work differently. She decides to power-through all her fears at once by watching scary movies on drugs, then going outside into the woods alone and taking more drugs.
Loving-Kindness Exercise: A loving-kindness exercise where you imagine someone you don’t know well doing something that makes them happy, and Allie gets caught up imagining the grocery store guy knitting.
Cat: My favorite, this one captures the daffiness of Dog and Helper-Dog in the first book. She and her friend Greg adopt a cat who has a love-hate relationship with a stuffed mouse.
Fish Video: Another sad one where one wonders what the adults were thinking. They videotaped young Allie trying to make friends with a dead fish for 45 minutes instead of, you know, explaining death to her. I’m so sorry, child.
The Ugly Duckling 2: Why do we tell stories about ugly children? Imagining H.C. Andersen, Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer, etc. Allie wants to give them the slice of reality that apparently her parents never did. Experimented with different art styles here.
Throw-and-Find: Solitary child Allie made up games for herself and wrote down rules, including this one.
Sister: Sister and her bestie have a weird co-torturing relationship. Again, adults around much? Holy guacamole.
A Nonspecific Story about an Animal: Confusing. Allie is the animal, so I think this is a parallel to the Kangaroo story where animals don’t understand what is happening. Perhaps a survival metaphor.
Friendship Spell: Another weird one where Allie may or may not have been locked within her apartment.
Friend: A powerful piece, it served as a nice bookend. After the divorce, Allie thought she wanted to be alone and then discovered she needed a friend. She goes through steps learning how to be friends with herself.
Acknowledgements: Sweet. I’m glad some good stuff happened to her.