Oh wow, did I never write a review for this? Well, first of all, so many things about the ending were already anticipated at this point. Marie Antoinette’s ending was clear, and this historical adaptation is rather sympathetic of her character, but not biased necessarily. It accurately depicts her failings and doesn’t sugarcoat things, but readers are able sympathize with her despite her shortcomings when they witness her struggles and limitations firsthand.
Andre’s ending was inevitable. It was tragic enough that he completely loses his vision and is never able to protect Oscar to his best abilities. He places himself in danger and dies amidst a gruesome battle, and dies with a love more alive than ever before. His blindness really struck my heart, knowing that he could never fully see Oscar anymore, or anything else for that matter. Even in their final acts of love, he couldn’t see Oscar, and she had no knowledge of his affliction. Andre is by no means a perfect character, but his love for Oscar was pure and he did indeed die for her, as he swore he would. I cannot help but respect and admire his resolution.
Oscar’s feelings are in turmoil in response to Andre’s death, and she immediately tries to follow him by committing suicide, exclaiming that there is nothing to live for anymore now that her beloved Andre is dead. Upon discovering his blindness, Oscar is even more despaired. I haven’t forgetting Oscar’s coughs of blood, which suggests that she may not have had much longer to live regardless. Oscar spent her life assuming the roles others forced upon her and serving her people, always living for others and never for herself. She could never even love loudly, whether it was for Fersen or Andre. Oscar felt like she had to live as a man her entire life, and died tragically fighting for others despite her grief.
I knew this story wouldn’t end happily, but I didn’t realize how tragically it would end. It’s sad that the fictional characters as well as the real historical figures met similar ends. Ikeda was ruthless in her execution of the ending, not allowing readers a single breath of relief. I enjoyed this story for what it was, but damn did it break my heart. This was not an easy read.