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My Nonidentical Twin: What I'd like you to know about living with Tourette's
*Order now to read the long-awaited debut book from the huge TikTok sensation Evie Meg | This Trippy Hippie!*
Hey guys, you might know me already from one of my social media channels where I talk about the highs and lows of living with Tourette's Syndrome. I've loved sharing those times with you and - as there are lots of things I can't fit into a 60 second video- I've decided to write a book! It's the full story of how I came to be diagnosed and how having Tourette's has changed my life. Writing it has given me an opportunity to talk about things I haven't felt ready to share before - for some reason it's easier to put down private things in written words than in a video!
I talk about the many other illnesses I've been through and the dreams that it's affected - about my school days, relationships and my very lowest points - but I also talk about what I've managed to achieve in spite of all the obstacles. I hope it'll make you laugh and make you think, and empower you to realize that no matter what you're facing in life, there are always ways to deal with the challenges.
It's also so important to me that people understand what life is like with a disability, so we can be compassionate towards each other. I've bared my soul in this book to hopefully help others to do this. I'm so excited (and just a little bit nervous) for you to read it!
Evie Meg xxx
Hey guys, you might know me already from one of my social media channels where I talk about the highs and lows of living with Tourette's Syndrome. I've loved sharing those times with you and - as there are lots of things I can't fit into a 60 second video- I've decided to write a book! It's the full story of how I came to be diagnosed and how having Tourette's has changed my life. Writing it has given me an opportunity to talk about things I haven't felt ready to share before - for some reason it's easier to put down private things in written words than in a video!
I talk about the many other illnesses I've been through and the dreams that it's affected - about my school days, relationships and my very lowest points - but I also talk about what I've managed to achieve in spite of all the obstacles. I hope it'll make you laugh and make you think, and empower you to realize that no matter what you're facing in life, there are always ways to deal with the challenges.
It's also so important to me that people understand what life is like with a disability, so we can be compassionate towards each other. I've bared my soul in this book to hopefully help others to do this. I'm so excited (and just a little bit nervous) for you to read it!
Evie Meg xxx
240 pages, Hardcover
Published October 26, 2021
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August 27, 2025
Loved hearing the audiobook from this young author. Hearing her story is one thing, but experiencing her tics throughout added to the feeling of getting to know her more. She has such strength and a positive attitude; makes you want to be a better person.
October 29, 2021
Over the last year, Evie’s TikTok has come across my FYP quite often. To the point that her story intrigued me and decided to follow her TikTok.
When she told us that she was publishing this book, I knew I had to buy and read it instantly, and preordered it.
Having read it now, I can only say again how strong a person she must be. Her life hasn’t been an easy one, and while she has her difficulties, I admire how positive she is. And wanting to share her story with others, not only to teach those who don’t know much about Tourette’s, but also those who have it themselves. To be there for those that feel knocked down by it.
I found it interesting, informative and one that I genuinely read in one sitting.
When she told us that she was publishing this book, I knew I had to buy and read it instantly, and preordered it.
Having read it now, I can only say again how strong a person she must be. Her life hasn’t been an easy one, and while she has her difficulties, I admire how positive she is. And wanting to share her story with others, not only to teach those who don’t know much about Tourette’s, but also those who have it themselves. To be there for those that feel knocked down by it.
I found it interesting, informative and one that I genuinely read in one sitting.
November 7, 2021
Incredibly insightful and beautifully written. I've watched Evie's content since around September of 2020 and I've been in awe of her confidence, determination, and strength since that first TikTok. I'm sorry for all the bad things that have happened in her life, but no one has taken them in better stride than her. This book was a perfect way to share it and captivating from the very beginning. 10/10
November 8, 2023
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TW for mental illness, DP, DR, depression
re-read this today and EVIE I'M SO PROUD OF YOU!!
best bits👇🏻
🧠 a truthful and RAW, honest diary of life with Tourette's Syndrome
🧠 facts and statistics along with tips for TS, FND, DP, DR, Anxiety, Depression etc!
🧠 includes a FAQ section at the end which answers people's questions about Tourette's and tics.
complaints👇🏻
✍🏻 a slightly too light-hearted tone, which isn't Evie's fault but the editor's choice! i prefer more dark or honest depictions of events rather than sugar coating, but this makes it family friendly so it's purely personal preference!
as Evie's friend, I'm so bloody proud of her and rereading this reminds me of how much hard work she put in :) and from a purely reader's perspective, this is eye-opening and so interesting!/i>
TW for mental illness, DP, DR, depression
re-read this today and EVIE I'M SO PROUD OF YOU!!
an autobiography of Evie Meg detailing life with disabilities and mental illness
best bits👇🏻
🧠 a truthful and RAW, honest diary of life with Tourette's Syndrome
🧠 facts and statistics along with tips for TS, FND, DP, DR, Anxiety, Depression etc!
🧠 includes a FAQ section at the end which answers people's questions about Tourette's and tics.
complaints👇🏻
✍🏻 a slightly too light-hearted tone, which isn't Evie's fault but the editor's choice! i prefer more dark or honest depictions of events rather than sugar coating, but this makes it family friendly so it's purely personal preference!
as Evie's friend, I'm so bloody proud of her and rereading this reminds me of how much hard work she put in :) and from a purely reader's perspective, this is eye-opening and so interesting!/i>
November 22, 2021
She's so cute even in writing! Sharing a bunch of info on tik tok doesn't do the book justice the eye opening reality was quite interesting to read .. I'm glad currently things are going better!!!
November 26, 2021
I love how reading this felt as if Evie was right across the room, telling the story herself. It was so beautifully authentic and approachable. There is barely any knowledge about these rare or rather stigmatised conditions to be found anywhere. I think it’s great how she makes all of this so accessible via her TikToks and this book with her very ordinary, easy language. That makes it a good read for kids as well, that’s great and not very common!!! Usually authors fight for their lives to seem eloquent and intellectual, but Evie is so down to earth.
Though from the title I had expected the book to be a bit more about TS, in the end it was more of a biography, but also not in chronological order and that‘s tough for an ND brain 😂
Though from the title I had expected the book to be a bit more about TS, in the end it was more of a biography, but also not in chronological order and that‘s tough for an ND brain 😂
January 15, 2022
This book was wonderful and not only explained personal situations from Evie’s life but taught you about her disorders. I loved this book and recommend everyone read it.
July 24, 2023
This is the best youtuber/tiktoker book I ever read. I highly recommend to listen to the audiobook at the same time. It truely hits different! Glad that someone is writing about tics and how it can impact onea daily life. I find Evie is so brave for writing such a honest and open book about her mental health, struggles and how to get through them.
December 10, 2021
Evie is such a brave woman and this book totally shows us that! What an amazing work you've done!
This book is for anyone who wants to know more about her and what she went through like DR, DP, paranoia... And what she still struggles with, like Tourette's, FND, anxiety... All these subjects are successfully explained and it was such an interesting read!
She wrote this with all her heart and we can feel it. Thank you Evie, keep shining ✨❤️
This book is for anyone who wants to know more about her and what she went through like DR, DP, paranoia... And what she still struggles with, like Tourette's, FND, anxiety... All these subjects are successfully explained and it was such an interesting read!
She wrote this with all her heart and we can feel it. Thank you Evie, keep shining ✨❤️
May 6, 2022
I have followed Evie for some time on social media. I can't understand her struggles with what she goes through but it's been such an interesting book to read! I've learnt a lot more about Tourettes, wish I could give Evie a big hug!!
October 30, 2021
I started following This Trippy Hippie on TikTok on January of this year (2021). I do not have anyone in my life with Tourettes, nor do I know anyone with Tourettes, but I enjoy learning new things and hearing about other people's lived experiences.
This book answers so many questions I was curious about, but did not want to ask for fear of being insensitive or rude (In the 90s, it was "Don't ask someone about their conditions!" in 2021, it's "If you're curious, look on Social Media, see if someone is sharing their experiences, watch and listen and learn!").
First of all, this book is definitely a biography of Evie, and it was awesome to learn so much about this happy, bubbly, smiley person we see a lot on TikTok! She has been through much more than I had realized, and it really gave background behind some of her videos from September where her body was 'locking up,' and also gave additional insight into the seizures she has.
Evie writes openly about her own mental and physical health struggles with the goal of de-stigmatizing these issues, and helping other people to feel less isolated and alone. She is such a strong, beautiful woman (both inside and out!). She talks candidly about her severe anxiety, severe depression, and depersonalisation/derealization disorder (wherein the person does not feel like they themselves are real/they do not feel like the world/people around them are real), as well as her paranoia happening at the time (cameras in her teddy bears' eyes and in the bathroom vent. She gives advice on what to do to help people with these issues (remind them they are safe), and what not to do (don't tell them it is not real: their brains are tricking them, and it's not going to do anything good).
If you are interested in learning more about someone's lived experience with Tourettes, non-epileptic seizures, social anxiety, depression, depersonalization/derealization disorder, and functional neurological disorder (or if you have these yourself, or know someone who does), this is definitely the book for you!
This book answers so many questions I was curious about, but did not want to ask for fear of being insensitive or rude (In the 90s, it was "Don't ask someone about their conditions!" in 2021, it's "If you're curious, look on Social Media, see if someone is sharing their experiences, watch and listen and learn!").
First of all, this book is definitely a biography of Evie, and it was awesome to learn so much about this happy, bubbly, smiley person we see a lot on TikTok! She has been through much more than I had realized, and it really gave background behind some of her videos from September where her body was 'locking up,' and also gave additional insight into the seizures she has.
Evie writes openly about her own mental and physical health struggles with the goal of de-stigmatizing these issues, and helping other people to feel less isolated and alone. She is such a strong, beautiful woman (both inside and out!). She talks candidly about her severe anxiety, severe depression, and depersonalisation/derealization disorder (wherein the person does not feel like they themselves are real/they do not feel like the world/people around them are real), as well as her paranoia happening at the time (cameras in her teddy bears' eyes and in the bathroom vent. She gives advice on what to do to help people with these issues (remind them they are safe), and what not to do (don't tell them it is not real: their brains are tricking them, and it's not going to do anything good).
If you are interested in learning more about someone's lived experience with Tourettes, non-epileptic seizures, social anxiety, depression, depersonalization/derealization disorder, and functional neurological disorder (or if you have these yourself, or know someone who does), this is definitely the book for you!
March 6, 2022
This was disappointing. The author’s experiences and struggles are obviously very valid and I hope her sharing of her life story is of help to other children and adolescents. However, speaking only from the literary point of view, I found the writing style to be quite poor. I know the target of the book is younger people, but still, I thought it was childish and plain. Also, I know this is a great achievement for her, but there was no need to mention so many times in the book that she has, indeed, written a book. Content-wise, some of her opinions re clinical diagnoses or therapeutic interventions can be seen as controversial. Eg, tic suppression is bad!? Tic suppression is literally the key component of all evidence-based behavioral interventions for tics. Ok if it didn’t/doesn’t work for her, but it’s not helpful for her to say in a supposedly educational book that it is bad.
October 19, 2021
I really really enjoyed this book. It’s hard to miss Evie Meg’s videos on TikTok and I have been seeing her important videos about raising awareness for Tourette’s for a while, so I was super thrilled to receive a copy of her book. In the book she discussed her childhood and in particular her close relationships with her family and friends. I also really liked how much emphasis was shown about the special bonds that she has with animals. It really made me connect to her and showed her personality.
She also discusses her journey with Tourette’s, mental health such as OCD and physical health such as seizures. These are delicate topics but Evie manages to deal talk about them with such maturity and grace. I really liked how there were informative sections to the book too, I found them very helpful.
Overall, this was a really inspiring read and absolutely one that everyone should get their hands on to find out more about Evie Meg’s inspiring story and Tourette’s in general.
She also discusses her journey with Tourette’s, mental health such as OCD and physical health such as seizures. These are delicate topics but Evie manages to deal talk about them with such maturity and grace. I really liked how there were informative sections to the book too, I found them very helpful.
Overall, this was a really inspiring read and absolutely one that everyone should get their hands on to find out more about Evie Meg’s inspiring story and Tourette’s in general.
August 11, 2021
Its amazing love you Evie Meg
March 23, 2023
When I picked up this book I had no idea that the author has a very large following on social media, but it was great to get to know her and her story. I'm glad I saw a previous review and listened to the audio version so I could hear her vocal tics as she reads - if you don't live with someone with Tourette Syndrome this can be a jarring experience I'm sure, but it will be worth it. I'm not sure about sharing the audio with my own TS kids though since tics can often trigger tics.
However, I think she did a great job informing and advocating for Tourette Syndrome and her other disabilities that she experiences. And she tells a full story instead of only focusing on her diagnosis. This is so important for people to see. That those with Tourette Syndrome are people with full lives 💙
However, I think she did a great job informing and advocating for Tourette Syndrome and her other disabilities that she experiences. And she tells a full story instead of only focusing on her diagnosis. This is so important for people to see. That those with Tourette Syndrome are people with full lives 💙
January 5, 2023
Having had 2 sons with Tourette’s someone asked me to read this to see if it was a good book to give to their recently diagnosed child
It was not horrid, it was not well written but should work well for a 10 year old
Obviously the author has experienced first hand HER version of Tourette.
I sent one of my sons over to see her son
There are better books that cover more with less personalization and more help.
It was not horrid, it was not well written but should work well for a 10 year old
Obviously the author has experienced first hand HER version of Tourette.
I sent one of my sons over to see her son
There are better books that cover more with less personalization and more help.
June 23, 2023
Incredible book about Evie's life with Tourettes and PANDA'S (although in this book she thoight she had FND). I really liked reading about her life. The writing style is super easy and I could literally hear how she would say the words in my head. It kind of felt like she was casually telling me a story. I've also learnt quite some new things about tourette's which was very interesting. I would definitely recommend this book!
November 9, 2025
I don’t want to downplay how incredible it is that a 20 year old wrote a book, but unfortunately I didn’t love ‘My Non-Identical Twin’. Marketed as an account of her experience with Tourette’s syndrome, it’s only a small focus of a larger picture of her overall debilitating mental and physical health. That’s her prerogative of course, but wasn’t really what was sold.
For a condition that can manipulate your voice, and in Evie’s case it does, at least it’s evident that she has maintained control of what she wanted to say in the book. The writing style definitely felt more palatable to younger readers, but I hope it delivered comfort and understanding to those that need it.
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For a condition that can manipulate your voice, and in Evie’s case it does, at least it’s evident that she has maintained control of what she wanted to say in the book. The writing style definitely felt more palatable to younger readers, but I hope it delivered comfort and understanding to those that need it.
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March 1, 2022
evie's videos occasionally appear on my tiktok fyp and this was cheap on kindle so i thought i'd check it out. i really related to a lot of her mental health struggled and it was interesting learning more about fnd and tourette's.
very basic writing but she is young and that's really not the be all and end all of an autobiography, i don't think.
very basic writing but she is young and that's really not the be all and end all of an autobiography, i don't think.
June 18, 2022
This was such a brave and informative book about Evie-Meg’s struggle with mental health and Tourette’s. She begins by taking the reader through her childhood and the importance that her relationships with her friends and family has had to her over the years. I really loved the emphasis on her connection with animals and how they’ve truly helped her.
Evie-Meg manages to talk about such delicate topics like mental health and Tourette’s with respect, knowledge and care and this was great to read. I also think that for many young readers or people that aren’t familiar with these topics, this is a great way to show how they should be thought about and spoken about. And although there is a lot of talk about mental health, I would recommend this to everybody, no matter if you struggle with it yourself.
There was also some great tips on how to help people with Tourette’s or mental health so it’s a great book to have read!
Evie-Meg manages to talk about such delicate topics like mental health and Tourette’s with respect, knowledge and care and this was great to read. I also think that for many young readers or people that aren’t familiar with these topics, this is a great way to show how they should be thought about and spoken about. And although there is a lot of talk about mental health, I would recommend this to everybody, no matter if you struggle with it yourself.
There was also some great tips on how to help people with Tourette’s or mental health so it’s a great book to have read!
April 18, 2023
⭐️3.75⭐️
October 27, 2024
Liebe Evie & das Buch! Leistet wunderbare Aufklärungsarbeit über ihre Erkrankung.
September 28, 2022
3.5
Struggling to rate this because I did really enjoy it but I have to compare it to other memoirs I have read. This book was really simplistic and easy to understand, leading me to believe it would be perfect for a younger audience, like reading it in schools. I listened to the audiobook and it was really special experience to hear the author's tics as she read it. I related a lot to some of Evie's struggles and it was really nice knowing I'm not alone. I'd definitely recommend this if you suffer from anything Evie does or just want to learn more about it.
Struggling to rate this because I did really enjoy it but I have to compare it to other memoirs I have read. This book was really simplistic and easy to understand, leading me to believe it would be perfect for a younger audience, like reading it in schools. I listened to the audiobook and it was really special experience to hear the author's tics as she read it. I related a lot to some of Evie's struggles and it was really nice knowing I'm not alone. I'd definitely recommend this if you suffer from anything Evie does or just want to learn more about it.
November 17, 2021
Of course when I'm on Booktok, I am fortunate enough to come across some brilliant authors.
The Trippie Hippie account run by Evie Meg, is a young woman with mental health, physical health, and neurological conditions. Nonidentical Twin is Evie Meg's journey through her health problems, from when they first developed to now.
I listened to the audiobook, because I personally feel like autobiographies are best heard from the voice of the author. One of Evie's diagnosis is tourettes, so it was more personal to listen to it and hear her tics as her story unfolded.
I loved this book. I really loved Evie's story telling, and her writing. I read this book because I wanted to support one of my favorite tiktok creators, but also because of the feild I work it, it is important for me to understand various disabilties and how they impact people. And Evie's disabilties are ones often misrepresented in the media.
I really liked how personal this story was. Evie was clear that each story she shared was her personal experience with the disabilties and how ever story is different
Evie shared some of her mental health struggles, and I have to be amazed by how incredible she is for sharing her story. She had depersonalizarion and derealization disorder, which are so often not know about or have stigmas surrounding them. Evie sharing her store is one step foward with ending stigmatization of mental health issues.
Evie spent time sharing some of the accommodations she has made to be able to live without pain or frustration. For example cork under her plate at the table to keep her from stabbing the table, or boxing clubs to lessen the damage from her wall punching tic.
I highly reccomend this book
The Trippie Hippie account run by Evie Meg, is a young woman with mental health, physical health, and neurological conditions. Nonidentical Twin is Evie Meg's journey through her health problems, from when they first developed to now.
I listened to the audiobook, because I personally feel like autobiographies are best heard from the voice of the author. One of Evie's diagnosis is tourettes, so it was more personal to listen to it and hear her tics as her story unfolded.
I loved this book. I really loved Evie's story telling, and her writing. I read this book because I wanted to support one of my favorite tiktok creators, but also because of the feild I work it, it is important for me to understand various disabilties and how they impact people. And Evie's disabilties are ones often misrepresented in the media.
I really liked how personal this story was. Evie was clear that each story she shared was her personal experience with the disabilties and how ever story is different
Evie shared some of her mental health struggles, and I have to be amazed by how incredible she is for sharing her story. She had depersonalizarion and derealization disorder, which are so often not know about or have stigmas surrounding them. Evie sharing her store is one step foward with ending stigmatization of mental health issues.
Evie spent time sharing some of the accommodations she has made to be able to live without pain or frustration. For example cork under her plate at the table to keep her from stabbing the table, or boxing clubs to lessen the damage from her wall punching tic.
I highly reccomend this book
November 24, 2021
brilliant heartwarming
I have followed Evie Meg on social media for a while and have always found her to be brilliant at educating people on Tourette’s syndrome and FND.
I have followed Evie Meg on social media for a while and have always found her to be brilliant at educating people on Tourette’s syndrome and FND.
November 7, 2021
This book is possibly the greatest most moving book I have ever read. Evie goes in to so much detail about erratic and jubilated times of her life, a lot of very moving quotes and words for Evie. Congratulations on writing such an incredible book with and impeccable impact. Definitely reccomend!! 🤍
December 28, 2022
My book didn't have mandalas in it!😩
This was a nice read, almost like reading someone's journal, but it was really an amalgamation of all sorts of memories and events in her life. I'm not sure why there were two chapters on her animals, I feel like they could've been merged into one chapter. I felt like she spoke about her pets as much as she spoke about tourettes. I'm an animal lover and cat owner so I can appreciate how therapeutic they can be but I felt like I didn't need to know about every single pet she'd ever had in her life.
There was a lot of padding as expected really. It was insightful though and it was nice to learn about Evie's life and struggles, whilst overcoming them and getting to a better place. It might be a great read for those with tourettes or FND.
It was lovely reading her continued excitement about writing a book though. Congrats Evie!
This was a nice read, almost like reading someone's journal, but it was really an amalgamation of all sorts of memories and events in her life. I'm not sure why there were two chapters on her animals, I feel like they could've been merged into one chapter. I felt like she spoke about her pets as much as she spoke about tourettes. I'm an animal lover and cat owner so I can appreciate how therapeutic they can be but I felt like I didn't need to know about every single pet she'd ever had in her life.
There was a lot of padding as expected really. It was insightful though and it was nice to learn about Evie's life and struggles, whilst overcoming them and getting to a better place. It might be a great read for those with tourettes or FND.
It was lovely reading her continued excitement about writing a book though. Congrats Evie!
November 12, 2022
I was recently diagnosed with tourettes myself, I bought this book before the diagnosis however and I will say that Evie was a massive inspiration to continue pushing for my diagnosis rather than denying a part of myself. the book helped me so much with accepting myself and pushing forwards, it made me smile so much seeing how far she has came.
truly a wonderful book that has inspired me and many others!!
truly a wonderful book that has inspired me and many others!!
November 18, 2021
This book gives you an amazing point of view on what happens in the lives of those who struggle with different disabilities especially Tourett’s. Evie writes as if she is having a conversation with the reader. She is also very cautious of what she is writing and insuresq that the reader feels safe and comfortable. While she goes into talking about her struggles she makes sure that she gives the reader ways of coping and ways of helping others.
There are many reasons on why others should read this book, Evie writes in a way to ensure that not only does she give a large amount of information to the reader. There is always a check in to ensure that the reader is okay and has ways that might help them to cope with things that they themselves are struggling with. In the book she not only talks about tourette's but anxiety, ADHD, depression, seizures and so much more. Evie talks about ways to help not only yourself but those around you who may be struggling or need help.
As she goes into things that are hard to talk about and need to be talked about in a way that is helpful for both the reader and the writer. While reading we see Evie grow in not only her successes but her struggles as well. We can see life events happening in not only her perspective but others around her. While this is not a commonly known disability she manages to spread awareness and knowledge about the condition.
Although this disability has no cure and is life long she manages to always have a good outlook on life and doesn’t let something she has no control over affect the way she lives. Even while struggling to do things sometimes she doesn’t let it stop her. She continues to work hard and not let anything stop her.
In writing she brings about empathy and as she does this as it gives the reader a sense of inclusion and understanding of the experiences. While writing about her story and experiences she gives understanding and acceptance. While going through her school experience we see her grow and change throughout her time there. In an informal way of writing her book she gives the readers a better and more meaningful experience. I would suggest this book to anyone who sees themselves as an outsider or feels as if they are different. No matter who they are or what they are going through, they are welcome. As this book brings acceptance and inclusion for everyone, If someone is struggling in a new diagnosis Evie brings a calming atmosphere.
There are many reasons on why others should read this book, Evie writes in a way to ensure that not only does she give a large amount of information to the reader. There is always a check in to ensure that the reader is okay and has ways that might help them to cope with things that they themselves are struggling with. In the book she not only talks about tourette's but anxiety, ADHD, depression, seizures and so much more. Evie talks about ways to help not only yourself but those around you who may be struggling or need help.
As she goes into things that are hard to talk about and need to be talked about in a way that is helpful for both the reader and the writer. While reading we see Evie grow in not only her successes but her struggles as well. We can see life events happening in not only her perspective but others around her. While this is not a commonly known disability she manages to spread awareness and knowledge about the condition.
Although this disability has no cure and is life long she manages to always have a good outlook on life and doesn’t let something she has no control over affect the way she lives. Even while struggling to do things sometimes she doesn’t let it stop her. She continues to work hard and not let anything stop her.
In writing she brings about empathy and as she does this as it gives the reader a sense of inclusion and understanding of the experiences. While writing about her story and experiences she gives understanding and acceptance. While going through her school experience we see her grow and change throughout her time there. In an informal way of writing her book she gives the readers a better and more meaningful experience. I would suggest this book to anyone who sees themselves as an outsider or feels as if they are different. No matter who they are or what they are going through, they are welcome. As this book brings acceptance and inclusion for everyone, If someone is struggling in a new diagnosis Evie brings a calming atmosphere.
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December 14, 2025Wow this book has really traveled through the year with me. It took me a long time because a lot of feelings came up. I’ve followed evie for a long time and absolutely adore her but some dark parts of me came to life in response to this book. Evie has social anxiety and struggles with so much more than I do on top of that, and yet she has lots of friends and is successful and treats herself like the adult she is.
Compared to that, my life seems pretty shit for stupid reasons. I have social anxiety too, and while it doesn’t cause me to be mute, it takes my personality away from me most of the time and I have to fight to get it back every single second of my life. My brain doesn’t allow me to be a unique individual easily. On top of that, depression has stolen my motivation for everything. I have to force myself to do everything, even if it’s something fun that I actually like. I struggle to hold down a job and the only person I can relax around is my boyfriend, which basically means he’s also my best friend, and one of my only friends. I don’t know how to let people get close, despite me raging behind the walls of my mind 24/7. It’s weird to be so jealous of someone I know for a fact has been dealt a much worse hand than I have. Just another way I’m at the mercy of my subconscious, I suppose.
Anyways, the book. It’s a good introduction to the sweet Trippy Hippie, and long time fans will love the audiobook since evie herself reads it. I bought and read the physical novel and sort of found myself in the weird in-between place of knowing almost everything that was talked about, and being surprised by Evie Facts(tm) that I had no clue about, like the dissociative paranoia part of her life(a chapter that almost brought me to tears :( I’m so glad that’s done with. Poor evie and poor family!). I particularly enjoyed the way she described her animals. I could see them so clearly in my mind, especially the cute rabbits sunbathing and leaping in the air. It is obvious it’s a debut novel but it lays out her life very well and I feel like I know her a little better now. A sweet pure book.
Compared to that, my life seems pretty shit for stupid reasons. I have social anxiety too, and while it doesn’t cause me to be mute, it takes my personality away from me most of the time and I have to fight to get it back every single second of my life. My brain doesn’t allow me to be a unique individual easily. On top of that, depression has stolen my motivation for everything. I have to force myself to do everything, even if it’s something fun that I actually like. I struggle to hold down a job and the only person I can relax around is my boyfriend, which basically means he’s also my best friend, and one of my only friends. I don’t know how to let people get close, despite me raging behind the walls of my mind 24/7. It’s weird to be so jealous of someone I know for a fact has been dealt a much worse hand than I have. Just another way I’m at the mercy of my subconscious, I suppose.
Anyways, the book. It’s a good introduction to the sweet Trippy Hippie, and long time fans will love the audiobook since evie herself reads it. I bought and read the physical novel and sort of found myself in the weird in-between place of knowing almost everything that was talked about, and being surprised by Evie Facts(tm) that I had no clue about, like the dissociative paranoia part of her life(a chapter that almost brought me to tears :( I’m so glad that’s done with. Poor evie and poor family!). I particularly enjoyed the way she described her animals. I could see them so clearly in my mind, especially the cute rabbits sunbathing and leaping in the air. It is obvious it’s a debut novel but it lays out her life very well and I feel like I know her a little better now. A sweet pure book.
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