This is my first time finally checking some of Alex DiFrancesco's work out, even though I have been eyeing their work for a while now and I am incredibly glad I finally got around to it! This short story collection features a few really interesting stories exploring transness and transformation in a variety of ways. Sometimes the change is about gender, sometimes about state of being, sometimes about loss of ability, sometimes about transforming into a monster. What I found fascinating is that the stories also explore a variety of genres, while always incorporating these theme of transforming. Furthermore, I really adored the way the book was structured, swaying back and forth between stories firmly rooted in the real world horrors whereas others dove deep into the otherworldly.
My short review for each seperate short stories include spoilers, so proceed with caution.
Inside my Saffron Cave follows a young trans girl who is unable to get blockers or transition due to oppressive state laws. At home she is struggling with her abusive stepfather and finds some solance in the local myths of the Storm Hag and online friendships. It is rather short for how much it explored and definitely one of the stories I would have liked more of. I think if we had dived a little deeper, it would have been more interesting. (TW for transphobia, emotional child abuse and past physical relationship abuse)
A Little Procedure is dedicated to Rosemary Kennedy and the connection between this story and her botched lobotomy are very clear and heartbreaking. In this short story a young woman is considered too sexually promiscious by her family and "fixed" through a lobotomy, the ending was one I enjoyed. I also really adored the horror of this one. (TW for misogyny, lobotomy and murder)
The Disappearance follows a professor who deals with his fall from fame as a poet by lashing out towards poets from marginalized communities until his disappearance becomes not just metaphorical but literal. Very fun and enjoyable and one of my fav stories in here.
The Ledger of the Deep follows a trans man coming out to his father, who does not take the name change well, due to old sailor supersititons that changing your name "deceives" the Sea Gods and will lead to bad luck. This is a very heartbreaking story, especially since the main character doesn't have a very supportive relationship, as his girlfriend is a lesbian, who cannot accept his new identity. The ending was sweet. (TW for deadnaming and misgendering)
The Chuck Berry Tape Massacre is really fun, following the story of a mother, who isolates her children due to rampant fear of the outside and contamination, mixed with music reviews of the Chuck Berry Tape, a tape that has become infamous for its dark history. This story is incredibly tense and connecting the two stories was really well done. One of my favorites. (TW for child abuse, unsanitarity and child neglect)
The Pure follows a vampire, who falls in love with a trans man and an enranged father, who wants to know what the vampire did with "his daughter", sweet and really fun. (TW for transphobia and attempted murder)
Perseus Denies follows a man, who cannot cope with the fact that his wife left him. Very haunting.
I Was There Too follows a white man working in a prison as a cleaner where he is tasked with cleaning the cell of a neo-nazi, who was arrested for slaughtering his friends, and the meme that haunts them both. Very unsettling and very good, one of my favorites. (TW for white supremancy, neo nazi culture, facism, 4chan, intrusive thoughts)
Hinkypunk follows a young child during visits to the grandmother's estate in the south and encountering the human monsters of our society. The haunting is hidden and very gothic and I adored the writing in this one. One of my favorites. (TW for racism, homophobia and murder)
The Wind, the Wind follows a group of soldiers traveling through the lands to fight a war, but they are all haunted by their own ghosts. Really interesting set up and I would have loved a longer version of this one. Also one of my favorites. (TW for anti-roma racism and facism)