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親愛なる僕へ殺意をこめて [Shinai Naru Boku e Satsui wo Komete] #2
My Dearest Self with Malice Aforethought, Vol. 2
Eiji Urashima lives by the motto, "Life's all about having fun!" But deep down, he hides a terrible secret he can't tell anyone. When he finally realizes the "malice" concealed in his body, he becomes entangled in a disatrous tragedy...
194 pages, Kindle Edition
First published December 6, 2018
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September 21, 2025
PT O primeiro volume já me tinha conquistado, e este segundo veio apenas reforçar essa impressão.
Aqui, Eiji Urashima procura compreender como se viu envolvido num assassinato de que nada sabe, mas no qual receia estar implicado devido à sua dupla personalidade.
Somos apresentados a novas personagens e aprofundamos o conhecimento sobre a organização criminosa Skall e o papel que desempenha em toda esta intriga.
Um thriller intensamente envolvente, onde nada é exatamente o que parece e em que todos parecem esconder segredos.
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EN The first volume had already won me over, and this second one only reinforced that impression.
Here, Eiji Urashima tries to understand how he became entangled in a murder he knows nothing about, yet fears he may be implicated in due to his split personality.
We are introduced to new characters and gain further insight into the criminal organization known as Skall and the role it plays in this whole intrigue.
A deeply gripping thriller where nothing is quite what it seems, and everyone appears to be hiding secrets.
Aqui, Eiji Urashima procura compreender como se viu envolvido num assassinato de que nada sabe, mas no qual receia estar implicado devido à sua dupla personalidade.
Somos apresentados a novas personagens e aprofundamos o conhecimento sobre a organização criminosa Skall e o papel que desempenha em toda esta intriga.
Um thriller intensamente envolvente, onde nada é exatamente o que parece e em que todos parecem esconder segredos.
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EN The first volume had already won me over, and this second one only reinforced that impression.
Here, Eiji Urashima tries to understand how he became entangled in a murder he knows nothing about, yet fears he may be implicated in due to his split personality.
We are introduced to new characters and gain further insight into the criminal organization known as Skall and the role it plays in this whole intrigue.
A deeply gripping thriller where nothing is quite what it seems, and everyone appears to be hiding secrets.
February 28, 2022
Holy shit, this is INTENSE.
4.25
4.25
July 23, 2023
sai hot
April 5, 2022
SKALL is just absolutely mad.
Our protagonist Eiji has dissociative personality disorder, and here he does more research on his other personality, B1. You'll just keep on reading and guessing on.
If you enjoy psychological murder mysteries than read this. In my opinion, this second volume is even better than the first.
Our protagonist Eiji has dissociative personality disorder, and here he does more research on his other personality, B1. You'll just keep on reading and guessing on.
If you enjoy psychological murder mysteries than read this. In my opinion, this second volume is even better than the first.
March 7, 2022
Another solid volume.
This time we try to pin point who killed Yoko. This whole volume is Eiji trying to figure out if his alter ego B1 did it. At the same time he gets deeper into the gang shit, and making things worse he robs from them despite the leader knowing what's up. Things get messier and messier and by the end all eyes are on Eiji, and not in a good way.
A 4 out of 10.
This time we try to pin point who killed Yoko. This whole volume is Eiji trying to figure out if his alter ego B1 did it. At the same time he gets deeper into the gang shit, and making things worse he robs from them despite the leader knowing what's up. Things get messier and messier and by the end all eyes are on Eiji, and not in a good way.
A 4 out of 10.
February 4, 2025
What I just read.....
August 12, 2021
Sympa mais pas ouf pour l'instant. Ça peut amener de bon prochains tomes mais j'ai pas le besoin de lire la suite dans la foulée...
August 19, 2024
3.5/5 interesting to see how the story is progressing. So far it’s just okay, no wow moments.
April 5, 2023
El segundo tomo es sensacional.
La trama continua develando nuevos acontecimientos y todo parece indicar que Enji, el protagonista está metido en una auténtica pesadilla.
Espero ansioso el volúmen número 3
La trama continua develando nuevos acontecimientos y todo parece indicar que Enji, el protagonista está metido en una auténtica pesadilla.
Espero ansioso el volúmen número 3
October 12, 2021
wow ternyata di volume 2 ini diluar ekpetasi ku. Tapi emang mencurigakan mafia nya sedari awal pas di vol. 1, masih penasaran dengan kepribadian Eiji B1.
December 22, 2021
Auch dieser Band war sehr spannend, die Gedichte verdichtet sich und man weiß nicht mehr genau, was wirklich ist und was nicht.
January 11, 2023
Ok tenía toda la pinta de que B1 no era malo... now I just need his POV.
4 de 5 estrellas.
4 de 5 estrellas.
November 10, 2023
un peu moins guez que le premier mais l’intrigue va vraiment pas du tout dans le sens que je voudrais donc ça me plait pas 💀
August 1, 2025
Jeszcze lepsza od poprzedniej. Od razu zaczynam tom 3 bo nie wytrzymam 🥲
July 18, 2020
Toujours très fan du dessin que je trouve superbe, des expressions des visages, de l'atmosphère. Le rythme m'a semblé moins "fluide" que dans le premier tome, mais le personnage d'Eiji prend de la cohérence et de l'épaisseur et j'adore son style. Très hâte de lire la suite. Encore quelques mois d'attente...
November 18, 2024
Eiji is your typical shy college student trying to find himself, get a pretty girlfriend and cruise through life with no issues. Unfortunately his father was a brutal serial killer that left a stain on his family that follows him around everywhere he goes, and the emergence of a split personality with dark and violent tendencies gets him wrapped up in a murderous conspiracy where his dangerous alter ego seems to be his own worst enemy. Is he doomed to involuntarily follow in his disgraced father’s footsteps?
I thought this series would be a bit predictable considering I’ve seen this type of horror thriller before, but it ended up throwing dozens of unexpected twists at me, none of them being what I predicted given the premise. The truth behind both of Eiji’s personalities ended up being more twisted and complex than I had originally imagined.
What really won me over with this series is how unexpectedly complex and multilayered the entire cast of side characters ended up being. At first, the side characters all seem very simplistic and forgettable with one dimensional character tropes, but almost every single side character ends up having dark secrets of their own that are even more insane than those of the protagonist. Hardly anyone in this story is completely innocent, everyone is involved in the mass murder conspiracy in some way or another and the puzzle keeps getting bigger and bigger until the very end where everything is finally pieced together.
Don’t be deceived by the predictable opening with familiar psychological horror cliches. The series gets more intense, unpredictable and challenging to figure out the longer it goes on and the payoff at the end hits really hard. Eiji is a tragic character that’s easy to hate at times but incredibly sympathetic, the side characters all have fascinating subplots of their own as well. It has a slow build up but gets significantly better with each volume.
I thought this series would be a bit predictable considering I’ve seen this type of horror thriller before, but it ended up throwing dozens of unexpected twists at me, none of them being what I predicted given the premise. The truth behind both of Eiji’s personalities ended up being more twisted and complex than I had originally imagined.
What really won me over with this series is how unexpectedly complex and multilayered the entire cast of side characters ended up being. At first, the side characters all seem very simplistic and forgettable with one dimensional character tropes, but almost every single side character ends up having dark secrets of their own that are even more insane than those of the protagonist. Hardly anyone in this story is completely innocent, everyone is involved in the mass murder conspiracy in some way or another and the puzzle keeps getting bigger and bigger until the very end where everything is finally pieced together.
Don’t be deceived by the predictable opening with familiar psychological horror cliches. The series gets more intense, unpredictable and challenging to figure out the longer it goes on and the payoff at the end hits really hard. Eiji is a tragic character that’s easy to hate at times but incredibly sympathetic, the side characters all have fascinating subplots of their own as well. It has a slow build up but gets significantly better with each volume.
September 11, 2025
Oj dzieje się... trzyma w napięciu przez praktycznie całą książkę, niektóre fragmenty do przewidzenia, ale i tak wciąga. ALE NIE KOŃCZY SIĘ W TAKICH MOMENTACH... Dla mnie ta część jest trochę lepsza od pierwszej, na pewno więcej się dzieje, zaczyna się powolutku wszystko wyjaśniać, dlatego jestem ciekawa co się wydarzy przez następne 9 części 🤣 (mam nadzieję że nie będą tak tego rozwlekać cały czas...)
June 1, 2021
4,5⭐
Déjà commençons par la converture qui est splendide !
Très bon tome, le scénario et les graphismes sont géniaux ! On suit et on ressent les émotion de Eiji à la perfection, franchement dans mon top 5 des meilleurs manga que j'ai lu ! Hâte de lire la suite et j'espère que l'histoire continuera de me faire vibrer pendant les 11 tomes !
Déjà commençons par la converture qui est splendide !
Très bon tome, le scénario et les graphismes sont géniaux ! On suit et on ressent les émotion de Eiji à la perfection, franchement dans mon top 5 des meilleurs manga que j'ai lu ! Hâte de lire la suite et j'espère que l'histoire continuera de me faire vibrer pendant les 11 tomes !
July 8, 2023
In this volume, Eiji gets involved with a gang because of other personality, B1, while trying to figure out who killed his Youko, his girlfriend who he doesn't know he's dating before she died. On top of all that, he's also the number one suspect for Youko's death.
I'm not sure if I like this whole story arc with Skall for some reason.
I'm not sure if I like this whole story arc with Skall for some reason.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
November 24, 2021
A little too much on the nose with the cliff hangers (and not all of them hold up under scrutiny), but I find the amnesia plot and how the main character basically has to piece together his own-ish motives quite interesting.
November 13, 2022
It gets better Omg in book 2 and I’m sold already so I hope it keeps up with the consistency. I like that the stories connect to meaningful pieces through Eiji Kun still trying to discover his real self and what has been happening
June 9, 2021
J'avais deviné deux, trois trucs mais purée que c'est bien ✨
December 9, 2021
Ahhh what’s going on?? It looks like things are not what they seemed. I’m loving this!
February 5, 2022
Are all SKALL members batshit crazy or is it a Sai thing-y
September 4, 2022
Ich mag es sehr, wie sich die Geschichte weiter aufbaut. Auch hier gab es wieder einen Cliffhanger, der mich neugierig auf mehr macht!
December 1, 2022
2.5 stars.
All these characters need fresh braincells.
All these characters need fresh braincells.
December 7, 2022
所有的伏线都圆得非常好，感觉大纲写了八页纸……最大的反转不是剧情而是结局，纯爱战士真有你的！（惨遭创死）（没有说不好的意思）（但惨遭创死）喜欢京花的两张封面。
February 4, 2023
Ale to jest dobre
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