Received an ARC via Goodreads, March 2021. Trigger warning for rape (it's not descriptive but enough of it is portrayed that made me think "hm, this probably would disturb ppl who have had a similar experience").
I went into this book with zero expectations other than (okay, so this is basically City of Girls but Zeigfeld), and despite it being exactly my parenthetical remark, this book easily won my heart.
I fucking love Olive, our main girl of the story. I thought I loved her when I was starting the book (she's got one hell of an opening chapter), but wow, I had no idea how much more I would be made to love her. Because of how easy Olive is to like and root for, when she hits a low point, you feel it in your gut, and there are SO many low points in her life. And then, when she hits her highs, goddamn, you wanna scream and shout for her, tell all the scummy assholes in this book that tried to either look down on her or take advantage of her to go fuck themselves in a muddy ditch and drown, cause man, Olive deserves the world.
And if I sound like I like this book because it's a kick-ass story about a woman who achieves her dreams and then some, then you're only half right. This book served some unexpected commentary about loyalty in the family, friendship, and what it means to be a woman whose passions and talents don't fit in with society's image of what a good woman is supposed to be. Women in the entertainment business get a whole lot of shit just for participating in it, and the general expectation is that all this is supposed to be temporary means to securing a marriage. This book went in on exploring that notion, and didn't disparage women for agreeing or disagreeing it. Which makes me realize that this story doesn't have any catty drama in it either, and instead celebrates women supporting other women time and time again -- except for those nuns, they suck >:( (jk, I understood where they were coming from too)
Addressing loyalty in the family was such a fascinating topic for me, because I couldn't believe that Olive still stayed in contact with her family. I mean, if I were in her position, I probably would also stay connected; but usually in these stories, characters in Olive's position have that "I've made this decision to leave, so I'm leaving and I won't turn back" thing going on, but this book does NOT do it. Family is still so important to Olive, and I found it so touching to see how Olive and her family grew together. They're all such flawed people, but I still found it so easy to love them all.
Final thoughts: read this book or you're a loser (jk, we're all winners)