This was another incredible journey with Lydia, the Gatebreaker. As I watched her face the dangers from all directions and use her magic to fight off the enemies of the crown, I found myself forgetting a simple realization about her. Then her own heartrending, sobering words brought it back, “I’m not this person. I’m not brave. I don’t want to do this anymore.” Lydia was still a youth, one pushed to take on a role that threatened to break her many times. She shouldered burdens that she didn’t own and blamed herself when it ended in bloodshed that wasn’t her fault either.
Then there’s Aidric, the prince. I rotated between loving him and wanting to strangle him. He kept finding himself in a position to apologize, and he had a lot to be sorry for. He was constantly struggling in this part of the journey, with his feeble and subtle efforts to protect Lydia and still follow orders that he felt like he had to. It seemed he should have known better. After all he understood how this world worked, but he continued unsuccessfully trying to balance two things that could not exist together. Once again for all his princely responsibilities and position, he was still young though, not comprehending the lengths some will go to make their vision come to pass. Sometimes it’s the basics that get lost in the schemes of men. Aidric’s desperate exchange with Lydia shows this, “How am I supposed to save my people? How can I be a good leader?” Lydia answers him, “You’re supposed to be a good person, Aidric.” Aidric continues with, “It’s not that easy.” Lydia answers again, “It is that easy, Aidric. Be a good man.”
Can they save the land of Adylra? Is it as simple as Lydia says? I don’t know, but it’s a good starting point. Sometimes how you fight the battle is just as important as winning it. When you emerge from your struggle, you want to be able to still see a good person reflected back. Perhaps Aidric is right, and it’s not that easy. Yet, I think Lydia is right, and it’s the only path worth taking in the battlefield before them.