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372 pages, Kindle Edition
First published January 1, 2021
As we walk into the restaurant I have the strangest desire to hug my dad. I can’t even think of the last time that happened.
My dad’s heart attack shook me more than I’ve let on. I sat in the waiting room all night long and during his surgery, wide awake, memories of my childhood clipping by. He was tough, but he was loving. When someone seems larger than life, being confronted by their mortality is like being struck in the face with a two by four.honorable mention to Wes's relationship with his brothers, by the end of the book I think he really understood how much they missed him and he them. 🥹
I didn’t notice my little brothers becoming men. I told myself they could never understand what I’ve been through. I pushed them away because they didn’t go to war alongside me. But after tonight, I’ve recognized something even more valuable. Warner and Wyatt would go to war alongside me.
Tonight, they did. Three shots were fired at the same time.
My eyes sting as I look at them. I want to apologize for pushing them away for years, but I’m still working on finding the right words, so for now, I say, “Thank you for tonight. I love you guys.”
“—Here’s what I figured out. My real problem was not what happened, but how I felt about what happened.”
Walt’s words sink in, finding a home in the jumble of emotions.