A Liar’s Truth

Miya Four Vs. The World #1

by internetpistol

In which Sakusa Kiyoomi is raised to believe that gay people go to hell but then takes one look at Miya Atsumu and thinks, then why the hell did God make them so fucking hot?

Genres: Fan Fiction, LGBT

307 pages, ebook

Published January 1, 2020

Reviews

[anmol · Rating 5 out of 5]

i can read this fic everyday for my life and never get tired

[gaile · Rating 5 out of 5]

sakuatsu bible

[Jenna · Rating 5 out of 5]

read this book. now i’m a lesbian.

[valen · Rating 5 out of 5]

5 estrellas solo pq lloré


update reread: volví a darle 5 estrellas pq volví a llorar pero esta vez ya entiendo pq

3ra lectura: lo releo cada año y cada año lloro más q el anterior

[Beanie · Rating 5 out of 5]

one of the best, most beautiful fics I’ve ever read

[Cata · Rating 5 out of 5]

tengo tres cosas para decir:
1. espero que internetpistol, donde sea que esté, esté feliz, aceptada por su familia y, por qué no, con una buena novia
2. bless Yuu, whoever the fuck she is
3. los fanfics son singlehandedly lo mejor que tiene la humanidad.

[veepa · Rating 5 out of 5]

40k sakuatsu fanfic: haikyuu
started this fic as a femme leaning person and ended it realizing that sometimes, i like being masc!
cried a few tears and ugh this was so good and based on the seven husbands of evelyn hugo which made it 10x better.

read: march 23, 2022 - march 24, 2022

[ani gray-carstairs · Rating 5 out of 5]

VIVAN LOS FANFICS LA CÚSPIDE DE LA LITERATURA

[catalina · Rating 5 out of 5]

Leí este fanfic el año pasado y sigo pensando en el😩 el mejor mejor saku-atsu fanfic que hay, duele un montón pero ay, los amo.

[Carovline · Rating 5 out of 5]

THE BEST FIC I'VE EVER READ BWUAHQYYQYAUAUQUHSIQOQ

[Nina · Rating 5 out of 5]

I hate my life but in a good way 😭😭😭

[vianne!]

no shame, this stands for every sakuatsu fanfic ive ever read that’s altered my brain chemistry LOL, 5 stars, true literature

[Amanda · Rating 5 out of 5]

Holy shit. I’m sobbing. Thank you for writing this. I resonate so deeply with Sakusa in this story. My parents are deeply religious and have told me my entire life that being gay is a choice and if you are, you’ll be sent to hell. It’s a terrifying but very real concept I was taught at such a young age. When I was 13 I became infatuated with my best friend and me and her had begun dating a few months later. We dated for 8 months. My parents knew how close I was to her but oblivious to them they never knew just how close. We broke up because her parents, who were also homophobic, found out we were together and forced her to block me on social media and practically wipe me out from her existence. The last time I saw her was the last day of school but we never talked about it. And that was it. I never got closure. I didn’t care that she didn’t apologize, I cared that she never even acknowledged what she did hurt me and never even considered what it might’ve done to me. It absolutely wrecked me. My first year of high school was the worst year of my life. I had lost not only my first love but my best friend all in one. It pained me so deeply and I ached, I ached all the time. My mental health deteriorated and I got extremely depressed to the point where I couldn’t bare the thought of waking up. There was always this heavy pit in my chest and the mere thought of her would bring me to tears. And I had undergo this while my parents never knew the extent to what she was to me. It wasn’t until just recently that I got closure. It was the middle of the night, and out of nowhere I had this feeling to search up her account. Which I hadn’t done in years at this point because every time I did I’d still be blocked. But that wasn’t the case this time. She had unblocked me. I was immediately filled with a blissful sensation. It was 2am when I finally got the courage to message her. I must’ve drafted out a message and reread it for the last hour before sending it to her. She texted back a few minutes later. We talked for a while but what finally led me to the edge was her asking me, “Why aren’t you angry at me, don’t you hate me?” But no part of me felt any anger towards her I just felt content she answered in the first place. I did hate her at some point, or I convinced myself I did. I mean she was the biggest part of my life and then she disappeared without ever saying anything. And for so long I held a grudge against her and felt resentment towards her. I’d plan out scenarios in my head where if I ever saw her I’d slap her or I’d yell at her. But none of it ever made me feel better about myself or the situation. It took me so long to forgive her even without her apology. So getting to hear her apologize and then wonder why I’m forgiving her really did, for the lack of better, made me even more happy. Because for so long I thought she didn’t care enough about me, or that she never loved me at all. When in reality it had hurt her just as much and she had been carrying that guilt with her for just as long as I’d been carrying the burden of not getting closure. When we finally reached a conclusion to our conversation I went to the bathroom and completely broke down. I was smiling and laughing hysterically while sobbing. I had gotten my closure. The heavy weight that had been with me for years had been lifted off and I felt completely content and reformed. It was finally over, and a part of me recognized how much of me was still holding onto her even after all those years. So when reading your story I not only saw myself in Sakusa’s position but also her position. All those years I never once thought about how she must’ve felt. She was outed to her parents when she wasn’t ready to come out. She was forced to leave me and ghost me. She had no choice but to follow there rules. And I never once considered what that must’ve felt like for her. I’ve never been more moved through someone’s writing like this. It’s connected with me in such a way that nothing else has and probably never will. I don’t think you’ll ever read this, nor will any other users considering how long my comment is but if you ever do I want to just thank you. I’ve never felt more seen and accepted.

[valentina · Rating 5 out of 5]

Even tho this is fanfiction, it’s one of the best things i’ve ever read. This story is about accepting yourself and accepting that the world in which we live in and the people that we love might not love us for who we are. As someone LGBTQ seeing the struggles these characters face and how they get their happy ending, it makes me feel that one day i can get my happy ending too. this fanfic means so much to me , i first read it one year ago and it still hits me SO HARD it’s unbelievable. I’d honestly recommend this to anyone as a YA lgbtq book, it differs from haikyuu so much but it still captures the escence of the characters and it’s so well written that i’m sure that even if someone has no idea who Sakusa and Atsumu are, they will enjoy it and get something valuable out of it.

[Milady · Rating 5 out of 5]

I pushed this moment for a while, because i was worried it would be too angsty for my little heart. (I am one of these person who doesn't read major angst because my mental health would absolutely not survive)

In the end it wasn't too angsty, but the breakdowns were FELT-

anyway starting flame now wish me strength

[mcstermindzs · Rating 4 out of 5]

Anche se la Sakuatsu non è la Kuroken o l’Iwaoi (LEI È BELLISSIMA MA NON È MICA TE!!!) comunque gasa troppo!! Atsumu “undressed” boy per eccellenza. Se solo la rai avesse dato a Manu lo stesso percorso di Sakusa ora sarei una persona migliore anche io

[Jaden · Rating 5 out of 5]

hurts so good. will leave you crying like a little baby and you will like it.

[ems · Rating 5 out of 5]

this is my favorite fan fiction ever i love it sm and i cried so much. Omi and Atsu are soulmates.

[Api · Rating 5 out of 5]

NOO INCREÍBLE AHORA PUEDO MARCAR CUANTAS VECES LEÍ ESTA FIC !!!!!
“i’m standing here today because loving you is the truest thing about myself” PODRÁN?????

[Pau · Rating 5 out of 5]

Me rompí en pedazos help

[flora · Rating 4 out of 5]

AGDHHJJ ESTE LO RELEO POR LO MENOS UNA VEZ CADA QUINCE DÍAS QUE MANERA DE DESTROZARME 🙏🙏🙏🙏 Mucha pasión muchos sentimientos..

[Catalina · Rating 5 out of 5]

I really love all internetpistol's fics

[Aida · Rating 5 out of 5]

this book had me violently sobbing at 3am

[ley · Rating 4 out of 5]

me lo lei en enero pero es para meterlo en el challenge q no llego lmao

[Chaos™ · Rating 5 out of 5]

Ive read this over so many times and each time I cry harder in a good way

[Marureviere · Rating 5 out of 5]

“Miya Atsumu,” he says. “He isn’t a was, he’s a… he’s a still. He’s an… all the time.”

[glo · Rating 5 out of 5]

truly changed my lesbiania life in october 2020.

[Leila · Rating 5 out of 5]

Cambio vidas (la mía)

[Eilema · Rating 5 out of 5]

sometimes angst can be worthy

[Dafne · Rating 5 out of 5]

Es una maldita pieza de arte. Es liberador pensar en lo mucho que las personas Queer tienen que pasar. Lo amé