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255 pages, Kindle Edition
First published April 21, 2021


”I don’t say no. I don’t know how to play that game where you cling to your pride or your standards or whatever.”

Dario and I aren’t a love story. It’s the other kind. Girl meets mysterious, brooding mafioso. Convinces herself they’re in love. Lets him take over her life. And in the end, mysterious is criminal. Brooding is cruel. And the mafioso is a monster.













I’ve been here before. I’ve been ghosted, slow faded, two-timed, dumped, and kicked to the curb enough times to know the drill. This relationship was no different than every other disaster I’ve thrown myself into. Dario and I aren’t a love story. It’s the other kind. Girl meets mysterious, brooding mafioso. Convinces herself they’re in love. Lets him take over her life. And in the end, mysterious is criminal. Brooding is cruel. And the mafioso is a monster.
Every boyfriend I ever had has gone on about how pretty I am, but that didn’t stop them from fucking other women or treating me like shit. And I took it. Because at least I was wanted for something. Because I knew what it was like to lose all your friends and get pushed to the outside, and if I was with a man, I was in. Home free. At least for however long it lasted.


"I want her back. I want to break her again and watch her cry. Hear her beg for mercy. I want her terrified and cowering, covered in snot and her own piss."
"I know her perfectly. Better than she knows herself. She’s a tangled ball of self-doubt, foolish pride, dumb hope, brilliance, masochism, and blind affection. And I’m obsessed."
“Everyone else is a piece. A pawn, a knight, a king. Not you.”
I snort softly. “Let me guess. I’m the queen?”
“Nope. You’re the one on the other side of the board.”