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ヒミズ / Himizu #1
不道德的秘密 1
Voici l’histoire de lycéens ordinaires, dont la vie aurait pu rester ordinaire, entre leur quotidien banal et leur manque de véritable ambition pour l’avenir. Mais derrière les apparences se tapit une douleur bien réelle : celle d’un vide existentiel. De petits riens en rêves brisés, leur routine se fissure et… C’est le début d’une insidieuse descente en enfer.
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December 10, 2020
Un manga duro y perturbador. Un chico con una familia disfuncional y que bordea el suicidio pelea con la vida hasta que toma una decisions sorprendente. Terror real sin fantasmas ni apariciones, la cruda realidad de la sociedad moderna.
July 22, 2022
Minoru Furuya has become my third most favorite manga author after Shūzō Oshimi and Inio Asano, thanks to his series 'Saltiness' and 'Ciguatera'. His stories follow underdogs whose mental peculiarities (OCD and autism are the most likely culprits for me) and shitty luck prevent them from realistically aspiring to anything better than an average life. The author consistently represents, in the three series of his that I've read, intrusive thoughts as strange, sometimes demonic entities that stalk the protagonist; I ended up doing the same thing for a novel of mine even before I knew about Furuya's works, so this must be a result of how certain types of brains operate.
Anyway, the protagonist of this bleak series (by far the most humorless of the three) lives at a shack that also functions as a boat shop. It belongs to his father, but the old man bailed on his family to become a drunkard and a gambler. Now his teenage son has to run the business, because his mother is focused on finding a new husband.
The protagonist is fed up with life from the moment we are introduced to him. As he mentions a few times throughout the story, he knows he came from garbage and that he's little more than a defective idiot. He tries to regulate his thoughts and actions so he won't stray from the path that may lead him to live a regular, mediocre life, and he holds a grudge towards anyone who dares to pursue lofty dreams, as he believes that those people are delusional and blind to the fact that they are doomed to fall. He wishes to struggle and perform some grandiose good deed that would justify his existence, but he fears that as a broken person coming from a ruinous family, his destiny has already been decided.
One day his mother elopes with her new lover, never to be seen again. Our protagonist, deprived of parental support, decides to quit going to school and just runs his father's boat shop. Soon enough, though, he comes to learn through a couple of Yakuza types that visit the boat shop that his father's debts may become the protagonist's responsibility as well.
As interesting characters other than the main guy we have the following: the protagonist's only friend, an ugly, short, nearly toothless kleptomaniac who nevertheless isn't as cursed as the protagonist because he doesn't have the same perennially bleak outlook on life; an aspiring manga author who works as a counterbalance to the protagonist with his determined work ethic and confidence in his talent; and a reserved but tough female classmate of the protagonist who is attracted to him for some reason, and who wants to improve his miserable life.
This author's characters, in the three series I've read of his, can often surprise you with their unpredictability. Some writers warn against using "and then" plot points; they suggest that every plot point must be a "but" or "therefore" regarding one or more plot points that came before. However, this author includes some sequences or scenes that in many stories would have long-lasting repercussions or be pivotal to the development of the plot, but in these stories life just goes on, or the important people fail to ever find out that the event happened. To put an extreme example, in one of the three series (won't say in which), some secondary characters rape one of the main characters, but none of the main characters, including the victim, ever find out about it. On the topic of rape, there's plenty of strange and/or sudden sexual stuff going on in this author's works, even as mild as a character suddenly pulling his or her pants down, or fingering someone else. The violence included can often be equally sudden.
They made a live-action version of this story. Here's the trailer. I haven't watched the movie yet; apparently the director intended to follow the manga faithfully until the whole tsunami and nuclear disaster of 2011 happened, so they included that in to offer some commentary and a more hopeful message than what this series supports. So far I can tell they made at least one change I consider questionable: in the manga the protagonist's father was constantly in a drunken daze, but he was never overtly cruel nor dismissive towards his son; the protagonist despised his father because he abandoned his family, and after that point there was nothing the old man could have done to improve their relationship.
It's a shame that I have already read the three series generally considered this author's best.
Anyway, the protagonist of this bleak series (by far the most humorless of the three) lives at a shack that also functions as a boat shop. It belongs to his father, but the old man bailed on his family to become a drunkard and a gambler. Now his teenage son has to run the business, because his mother is focused on finding a new husband.
The protagonist is fed up with life from the moment we are introduced to him. As he mentions a few times throughout the story, he knows he came from garbage and that he's little more than a defective idiot. He tries to regulate his thoughts and actions so he won't stray from the path that may lead him to live a regular, mediocre life, and he holds a grudge towards anyone who dares to pursue lofty dreams, as he believes that those people are delusional and blind to the fact that they are doomed to fall. He wishes to struggle and perform some grandiose good deed that would justify his existence, but he fears that as a broken person coming from a ruinous family, his destiny has already been decided.
One day his mother elopes with her new lover, never to be seen again. Our protagonist, deprived of parental support, decides to quit going to school and just runs his father's boat shop. Soon enough, though, he comes to learn through a couple of Yakuza types that visit the boat shop that his father's debts may become the protagonist's responsibility as well.
As interesting characters other than the main guy we have the following: the protagonist's only friend, an ugly, short, nearly toothless kleptomaniac who nevertheless isn't as cursed as the protagonist because he doesn't have the same perennially bleak outlook on life; an aspiring manga author who works as a counterbalance to the protagonist with his determined work ethic and confidence in his talent; and a reserved but tough female classmate of the protagonist who is attracted to him for some reason, and who wants to improve his miserable life.
This author's characters, in the three series I've read of his, can often surprise you with their unpredictability. Some writers warn against using "and then" plot points; they suggest that every plot point must be a "but" or "therefore" regarding one or more plot points that came before. However, this author includes some sequences or scenes that in many stories would have long-lasting repercussions or be pivotal to the development of the plot, but in these stories life just goes on, or the important people fail to ever find out that the event happened. To put an extreme example, in one of the three series (won't say in which), some secondary characters rape one of the main characters, but none of the main characters, including the victim, ever find out about it. On the topic of rape, there's plenty of strange and/or sudden sexual stuff going on in this author's works, even as mild as a character suddenly pulling his or her pants down, or fingering someone else. The violence included can often be equally sudden.
They made a live-action version of this story. Here's the trailer. I haven't watched the movie yet; apparently the director intended to follow the manga faithfully until the whole tsunami and nuclear disaster of 2011 happened, so they included that in to offer some commentary and a more hopeful message than what this series supports. So far I can tell they made at least one change I consider questionable: in the manga the protagonist's father was constantly in a drunken daze, but he was never overtly cruel nor dismissive towards his son; the protagonist despised his father because he abandoned his family, and after that point there was nothing the old man could have done to improve their relationship.
It's a shame that I have already read the three series generally considered this author's best.
August 29, 2024
This is the story of Yuuichi Sumida, our protagonist, who yearns for a simple, ordinary life, but his circumstances and internal demons conspire against him.
Himizu starts off by presenting a light-hearted facade, with exaggerated expressions and comedic moments. But don't be fooled by it.
This facade quickly crumbles, revealing a darker undercurrent. As the story progresses, the characters' lives become increasingly bleak, and the reader is plunged into a world of despair and hopelessness.
Himizu is an exploration of the human psyche, set against a backdrop of social neglect and personal turmoil, making it one of the most depressing manga I have ever read!!
Himizu starts off by presenting a light-hearted facade, with exaggerated expressions and comedic moments. But don't be fooled by it.
This facade quickly crumbles, revealing a darker undercurrent. As the story progresses, the characters' lives become increasingly bleak, and the reader is plunged into a world of despair and hopelessness.
Himizu is an exploration of the human psyche, set against a backdrop of social neglect and personal turmoil, making it one of the most depressing manga I have ever read!!
April 10, 2020
Je tente de lire à nouveau du Minoru Furuya mais sans succès. Je tourne les pages et je reste perplexe quant au message que veut faire passer l'auteur. L'histoire est tout de même plus "cohérente" que Saltinesse mais ça reste très tordue et pessimiste. De plus, les dessins ne me plaise pas. J'abandonne la série et l'auteur, ce n'est pas pour moi.
January 5, 2026
Ça fait longtemps que j'ai pas autant ri en lisant un livre. Ça raconte l'histoire d'un jeune homme qui ne sait pas trop quoi faire de sa vie. Il y a plusieurs autres personnages qui sont tout aussi intéressants que le protagoniste. Pour l'instant, j'aime beaucoup Himizu. Les illustrations sont hilarantes. 8/10
August 20, 2022
This was simply amazing,i felt like i was reading and seeing a dostoevskyan protagonist but without the philosophical epiphany which they get near the end of the book which made this feel more real to me . Just wow
March 25, 2025
not bad, but nothing to write home about. felt like it was trying to be edgy and nihilistic for the sake of it, the protagonist is pretty unlikeable throughout the whole thing. i wouldn't read it again. i think you'd be better off watching the live action movie honestly.
October 27, 2018
"hard and sad days that last for an entire life "
March 22, 2021
TF did I just read? This wasn't scary or creepy, just weird and perverted. And not even in a good way, just gross.
November 2, 2025
This is just as dark as the film, I was not disappointed
December 14, 2012
I read this as a language learning exercise, so my understanding is a little incomplete, but I was impressed with the tone of the story and the complexity of some of the characters. It's a very dark narrative, and that along with the initial attitude of the main character are what I found to be the most realistic and engaging. However, the characters do not appear to progress very far, and the ending is so-so.
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