I think I need a break. I need a break from terrible things happening in terrible books. Not that the writing was bad, it's just a terrible thing to write or read about. But I need a break, I'm going to have to dig out something happy from my pile of not read yet books.
I was reading along, I could deal with the arrests, the trains, the lines to the left or the right. Left is where the old, sick people and children went. The right was those who could work, I knew that and read it feeling sad, but still reading on. Then I came to the part that made me put the book down for awhile, it is part of a letter:
The mood in our block has been so bad lately anyway. It must be because it's spring and being shut up in a gloomy room with some two hundred women, waiting until you're called for. And they call for so many of us. I can tell you some more about it now, as I know more or less what they're doing. You know about Schumann's experiments, don't you? He took Greek girls aged about seventeen and put them in an electric ultra-shortwave field, with one plate on their abdomen and another on their buttocks. It burnt the ovaries, but the electric current caused horrific wounds and the girls suffered enormous pain. Inasmuch as they healed, they were then operated on to see how the internal organs, especially the ovaries, had been burnt.
After the experiments were completed, they sent the girls to Birkenau. A month later, they brought them back for operations to see how it had worked. Schumann removed their ovaries to see what kind of condition they were in. Imagine it; nine abdominal operations in two-and-a-quarter hours. They didn't sterilize the instruments once between operations.
Then there are Samuel's experiments, which you know more about than I do. He's been at almost all of the women, some four hundred. They suffer dreadful pain. Anyway, you know that. It can't be true that he just removes a small piece of mucosa because it gives the women terrible trouble and they all need stitches.
When Schumann failed, Professor Clauberg came. He's apparently a well-known gynecologist from Kattowitz. He injects a white, cement-like liquid into the women's uteruses and X-rays them at the same time.
These men were doctors, how in the world did this happen? If I was there and could see into the future, I'd wait until no one was watching and move over into the left line. And with that I had to take a break. Whatever I read next better be fun, I need it. Happy reading.