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親愛なる僕へ殺意をこめて [Shinai Naru Boku e Satsui wo Komete] #3
My Dearest Self With Malice Aforethought, Vol. 3
In order to find Yoko Hatanaka's kidnapper and murderer, Eiji infiltrates the SKALL headquarters. SKALL's leader, Yashiro Sai, has got his eyes on him and after Eiji finally finds a lead to the murder, he is forced to go on the run from Yashiro. To lure Eiji out from hiding, Yashiro sends a threat to Eiji, declaring his intent to go after Kyoka. Eiji has no choice but to accept Yashiro's invitation to go on a deadly drive, but what awaits him is the most brutal murderous method he will ever see...
194 pages, Kindle Edition
First published February 6, 2019
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September 28, 2025
PT Aquilo que Eiji mais temia acaba por acontecer: a SKALL envolve a sua família adotiva e a sua namorada, colocando todos em perigo.
Forçado a agir sem hesitação, Eiji lança-se numa viagem repleta de tensão e adrenalina, cujo desfecho promete ser tão inesperado quanto marcante.
Sinto também que a arte de Shota Ito sofreu uma enorme evolução neste volume — os cenários de fundo, em particular, estão absolutamente fabulosos.
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EN What Eiji feared the most has finally happened: SKALL drags his adoptive family and his girlfriend into the conflict, putting them all in danger.
Forced to act without hesitation, Eiji embarks on a journey filled with tension and adrenaline, with an outcome that promises to be as unexpected as it is striking.
I also feel that Shota Ito’s artwork has gone through a tremendous evolution in this volume — the background settings, in particular, look absolutely stunning.
Forçado a agir sem hesitação, Eiji lança-se numa viagem repleta de tensão e adrenalina, cujo desfecho promete ser tão inesperado quanto marcante.
Sinto também que a arte de Shota Ito sofreu uma enorme evolução neste volume — os cenários de fundo, em particular, estão absolutamente fabulosos.
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EN What Eiji feared the most has finally happened: SKALL drags his adoptive family and his girlfriend into the conflict, putting them all in danger.
Forced to act without hesitation, Eiji embarks on a journey filled with tension and adrenaline, with an outcome that promises to be as unexpected as it is striking.
I also feel that Shota Ito’s artwork has gone through a tremendous evolution in this volume — the background settings, in particular, look absolutely stunning.
April 3, 2022
Bis jetzt ist dieses Band am Besten!!!
Es gab keine einzige Seite, die langweilig war 🤩
Es gab keine einzige Seite, die langweilig war 🤩
January 11, 2023
CHAN
4 de 5 estrellas.
4 de 5 estrellas.
August 18, 2021
Toujours aussi bien construit et intrigant purée les mindfuck commencent 😤
December 18, 2021
Ich mag die Spannung, den Nervenkitzel und den Horror dieser Reihe. Jetzt muss ich auf den nächsten Band warten und würde so gerne direkt wissen, wie es weiter geht.
October 17, 2023
Der Band war nicht ganz so spannend wie die anderen, aber wie immer mit einem fiesen Cliffhanger ausgestattet. Einen Band habe ich noch zuhause, was schauen ob ich den gleich noch hinterher lese.
November 18, 2024
Eiji is your typical shy college student trying to find himself, get a pretty girlfriend and cruise through life with no issues. Unfortunately his father was a brutal serial killer that left a stain on his family that follows him around everywhere he goes, and the emergence of a split personality with dark and violent tendencies gets him wrapped up in a murderous conspiracy where his dangerous alter ego seems to be his own worst enemy. Is he doomed to involuntarily follow in his disgraced father’s footsteps?
I thought this series would be a bit predictable considering I’ve seen this type of horror thriller before, but it ended up throwing dozens of unexpected twists at me, none of them being what I predicted given the premise. The truth behind both of Eiji’s personalities ended up being more twisted and complex than I had originally imagined.
What really won me over with this series is how unexpectedly complex and multilayered the entire cast of side characters ended up being. At first, the side characters all seem very simplistic and forgettable with one dimensional character tropes, but almost every single side character ends up having dark secrets of their own that are even more insane than those of the protagonist. Hardly anyone in this story is completely innocent, everyone is involved in the mass murder conspiracy in some way or another and the puzzle keeps getting bigger and bigger until the very end where everything is finally pieced together.
Don’t be deceived by the predictable opening with familiar psychological horror cliches. The series gets more intense, unpredictable and challenging to figure out the longer it goes on and the payoff at the end hits really hard. Eiji is a tragic character that’s easy to hate at times but incredibly sympathetic, the side characters all have fascinating subplots of their own as well. It has a slow build up but gets significantly better with each volume.
I thought this series would be a bit predictable considering I’ve seen this type of horror thriller before, but it ended up throwing dozens of unexpected twists at me, none of them being what I predicted given the premise. The truth behind both of Eiji’s personalities ended up being more twisted and complex than I had originally imagined.
What really won me over with this series is how unexpectedly complex and multilayered the entire cast of side characters ended up being. At first, the side characters all seem very simplistic and forgettable with one dimensional character tropes, but almost every single side character ends up having dark secrets of their own that are even more insane than those of the protagonist. Hardly anyone in this story is completely innocent, everyone is involved in the mass murder conspiracy in some way or another and the puzzle keeps getting bigger and bigger until the very end where everything is finally pieced together.
Don’t be deceived by the predictable opening with familiar psychological horror cliches. The series gets more intense, unpredictable and challenging to figure out the longer it goes on and the payoff at the end hits really hard. Eiji is a tragic character that’s easy to hate at times but incredibly sympathetic, the side characters all have fascinating subplots of their own as well. It has a slow build up but gets significantly better with each volume.
August 16, 2021
selfcuck
September 11, 2025
Oj zawiodłam się bardzo... W porównaniu do dwóch poprzednich części mega słaby tom, jeden wątek został rozwiązany, ale liczyłam na rozwinięcie osoby z okładki, więcej szczegółów, historii... Na początku może i coś się działo, za to potem wszystko poleciało tak szybko, tak szybko się czytało, ale w sumie nic ciekawego niestety ☹️
June 2, 2021
Bon alors ce tome je l'ai bouffer à une vitesse, avant la dernière page je ne m'étais même pas rendu compte que je le finissais 😅
L'histoire est toujours aussi mystérieuse et prenante ! Franchement je fonce acheter le tome 4 et 5 !
L'histoire est toujours aussi mystérieuse et prenante ! Franchement je fonce acheter le tome 4 et 5 !
April 24, 2023
Me pareció que terminó muy rápido todo para lo peligroso que nos habían pintado a la mafia, pero bueno. Ahora vamos con el siguiente arco donde ahora tenemos a la novia como sospechosa de ayudar a B1 al acompañarlo a la clínica, a esperar el otro tomo para ver qué resulta ser 🤔
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October 4, 2023
The climax of the first major arc and man it had everything! I honestly was thinking the gf was involved in some way and to see it wasn’t the case was good. Also she’s great for sticking by Eiji’s side.
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May 19, 2025
Nesse volume vemos a resolução de certos conflitos e mistérios das edições anteriores, ao mesmo tempo que novas perguntas são levantadas com o plot twist desse final. Mal posso esperar pra ler o próximo!!!
August 18, 2025
Historia podąża w bardzo ciekawym kierunku. Przy pierwszym i drugim tomie wydawało mi się, że doskonale wiem dokąd fabuła zmierza, a teraz (na szczęście!) okazuje się, że się myliłam. Ostatnie co można zarzucić tej mandze to przewidywalność i sztampowość.
October 29, 2021
Superbe tome j’avais peur car l’action était rapide mais à la fin je suis restée bouche bée je continue avec la saga
February 7, 2022
I love characters like Sai tho
August 18, 2022
eiji gives me a lot of takemichi vibes fr
January 9, 2023
4 and a quarter though
January 14, 2023
2.5 stars.
April 8, 2023
4,5 estrelas
June 30, 2023
OoOOoOOOOo betrayal....
Things are getting interesting.
Things are getting interesting.
July 8, 2023
I'm so glad that the Sai Yashiro and Skall arc seem to have ended and we're focusing more on Eiji's condition now.
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August 20, 2023
Wiedziałam ze ta typiara jest sus
September 28, 2023
This is a pretty good mystery series.
December 19, 2023
Coraz większy mindfuck...
February 29, 2024
Buen thriller.
August 5, 2024
WHAT?!?!?! WHAT THE HELL JUST HAPPENED?!?! WHO SHOULD I TRUST?!?!?
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