A helpless newborn . . . that’s exactly how twenty-four-year-old Liliora Ellith feels in her efforts to speak up on behalf of the youngest members of Taerna’s pleasure-driven society. Her tender heart for the defenseless and deep aversion to conflict throw Lili's soul into turmoil when tragedy opens her eyes to the quiet yet heartrending war on Taerna’s babies—both born and unborn. Adon Olam’s word coupled with a secret in her own past fuel her determination, but the challenges ahead of her threaten to send her spiraling into hopeless depression. At the very end of herself, can her own utter insufficiency be anything less than the catalyst for complete disaster?
5+ stars & 8/10 hearts. All the Truth from Taerna books have a good, deep message that really resonated with me. This one was no exception.
I loved Liliora. She was a great example of someone I’d like to be. She reminded me of Carita from Promise's Prayer, only less shy. Her brothers were awesome too, especially Kethin. I really liked Trig—he messed up but he was so honest and took his responsibilities SO well. Rita I could not understand but I appreciated how she was portrayed and how Lili continued to love her and support her and help her in every way she could. The babies were all so adorable, and Tae was too! The other characters were nice, as well, but those are the ones that stick out, haha.
I enjoyed being back in rural Taerna after being in the city in the last book. The writing style, as always, was a great mix of old-fashioned and modern so that while not losing the medieval kingdom fiction feel, it also made you see the truths in your OWN day.
The plot was very good. I was kept completely hooked. I literally felt as if lives were hanging in the balance… Erika Mathews did a fantastic job making you feel the desperation, the need, the fear, the hope, the pain, the betrayal. There was no romance, besides Trig and Rita’s story, and that was a nice change. The theme/messages/topics were excellent. Mathews tackled basically every side of abortion. Abortion survivors, children murdered after birth, abortion because of jobs, abortion because of premarital pregnancy, abortion forced by government—it was all brought in. The twisted mindframe of the Lightener (woman who performed abortions), the horror & agony of the abortion for the babies, the relief when babies are allowed to live, the agony of waiting for an abortion to be done… it was all there, all so vivid and real. I am positive this book can change—and save—lives. It must be shared and read. The second message of doing everything in God’s strength and just resting IN His strength was also very powerful and very timely for me.
Overall, it is a beautiful, heart-tugging, inspiring, encouraging book with a message that must be heard.
Content: murder of children (in the womb & out of it); a woman sustains a forced abortion; a woman is an attempted abortion survivor and has a vivid dream of her attempted abortion; a man makes two women pregnant; several mentions of out-of-wedlock pregnancy. Recommended age: 16+ (12+ for children exposed to the world).
A Favourite Quote: “I know it hasn’t been easy, and maybe you aren’t ready—but I wanted to let you know to at least pray about it and consider it. Even if you aren’t ready, perhaps Adon Olam is ready for you.” A Favourite Beautiful Quote: “The entire world was wrapped up in this squinchy, soft, indescribably beautiful and delicate face—the curving forehead, the plump cheeks, the button of a nose, the rosebud ears, the downy hair so silky that Liliora nearly couldn’t feel it when she stroked the velvety and daintily-wrinkled head. Tiny fingers curled around hers when she offered one, and the teensy bits of fingernails dug lightly against her index finger.” A Favourite Humorous Quote: “He seemed quite tired this evening. Which reminds me—now I have an excellent reason to make sure you keep the noise level down. Otherwise, you’ll be awakened by his shrieks in the middle of the night.” “Point taken.” Kethin’s grin flashed again. “I don’t fancy that any more than the next person.” ... “I probably ought to head for bed. I can’t imagine I’ll be enjoying a full night of sleep anytime soon.” ... “Doubt it[.] At least I only get that when one of the animals is sick. This is like having a sick cow every night.”
*I received a complimentary copy of this book from the author for promotional purposes. I was not required to write a positive review. These are my honest thoughts and opinions.*
First, before I get into my review, I loved the pro-life moral! Christian fiction needs more pro-life books because it’s such an important topic!
Characters: At first, I thought Liliora (the main character) didn’t have much room for growth. I was pleased to see her learn some lessons and grow closer to God over the course of the book.
Language: Clean.
Moral: This novel had several good themes: trusting God to get you through hard times, praying for and helping those in need, and standing up for what’s right even when it’s hard. And, of course, I already mentioned I loved the pro-life moral. I do wish, though, that a more hard-hitting approach to the pro-life moral had been taken instead of a more sentimental approach. I would’ve liked to see Liliora’s arguments with the abortionists/their supporters include verses that showed everyone (including the unborn) is created in the image of God and that murder is wrong because God says it is. Not because of how we feel about the person in question.
Plot: This story had a more meandering plot that followed Liliora’s spiritual growth. To be honest, I thought the events in the middle of the story were a little too much.
Random comments: Minor gripe here :) And his name is Trig. That dude was a complete creep. And no one in the story ever recognized that… I can’t go into detail here, but if you’ve read it, you know.
Romance: Clean. This book wasn’t a romance, and I really enjoyed that aspect. Lots of Christian fiction is heavily focused on romance plots. That’s great for some books, but I like to have variety in my reading :)
Writing: This is my first book by Erika, and I enjoyed her writing style. It was pleasant, flowed well, and gave the descriptions I needed to understand what was going on.
Overall: Sustainer’s Smile had a great theme, and I’d recommend it to readers who enjoy Christian fiction and fantasy.
Disclosure: I received this book free from the publisher/author. The opinions I have expressed are my own, and I was not required to write a positive review. I am disclosing this in accordance with the Federal Trade Commission’s 16 CFR, Part 255.
This is my favorite book I’ve ever written. It’s near to my heart. I love the characters, the themes, everything. I can’t wait to let you read it and laugh, cry, and smile along with Liliora Ellith. It launches on October 21 and you can preorder it now! https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B09...
This launch will hold an exciting opportunity! In honor of Respect Life Month in October, Ryana Lynn and I are co-releasing our pro-life novels Sustainer's Smile and To Save a Life! We are organizing a blog tour to scatter pro-life posts around the internet that month - and we're aiming for 64 bloggers to commemorate the 64 million unborn lives lost since Roe v. Wade. If you have a blog, please join the Official List here for more information. And please help by spreading the word! https://forms.gle/ygiVFDUjfvwW466x8
When I pick up a book, I want to be able to gain something from it. I want that book to address real issues, to tackle tough topics, to spread truth. And that’s exactly what this book intends. Abortion is a terrible evil, and I am so thankful to see authors standing up and showing the truth through fiction.
First off, the characters. Liliora seemed a little bit “perfect,” I suppose, at the beginning of the book. However, as the story progressed, Liliora encountered struggles and really did grow through the book. So my earlier fears were unfounded – yay! Liliora had the predominant POV, but a few other side characters also had some scenes. Rita was … interesting, and while she made some bad mistakes, it was nice to see her character arc beginning by the end of the book. Now, Trig? Not a fan of that dude. He was okay up until a certain point in the story, and after that, I really disliked him. Anyhow. Liliora’s brothers seemed like nice guys, and I appreciated their kindness and support of their sister. And that Madame Togni person? Ugh. She doesn’t even deserve commentary, so we’re moving on.
The plot wasn’t action-packed, but there was enough character development and happenings that the story moved at a nice pace. Some expected things - some really hard things - happened in the middle to end of the book which I was not prepared for! There also times I needed to shake the characters and tell them to make better decisions, but everything came together pretty well in the end.
And now, the theme. I loved the solid pro-life stance Erika took in this book. We need more pro-life books on the market! While exposing the evil of abortion was a very main theme, there were other great lessons throughout the book. I really liked how Liliora knew she had to do something to stop abortion, and she actually did something about it at her own expense. Other themes included trusting the Lord’s Will, the importance of prayer (so imperative!), and God’s sustaining grace for what He calls us to. This book wasn’t one of those Christian fiction stories that are hardly Christian, and I was thankful for that!
Overall, this book did well exposing the evils of abortion and the importance of doing something about it, whether that’s praying or helping women in need or literally saving babies. Although this book was technically fantasy, there’s no magic or anything weird – it actually felt a lot like a historical novel in some ways, but just in a land with a different name. For some reason, I think it’s easier for us to look at a different place, a different world, and see harsh reality even more clearly. I am so thankful for an author who has written a book standing up for those who cannot stand up for themselves.
Thanks to the author for providing a copy of the book in exchange for a review.
This was an absolutely touching pro-life book. The issue of abortion is covered from so many angles in the story which makes it special. In one case the father wants the child, in another the child is able to be adopted, and the MC even meets a child on the streets of the city who was born, but then abandoned. Lili meets the "abortion clinic director" aka the Lightener, and some of the staff there. Lili is able to care for some of the mothers and children throughout the book. Lili is such a sweet girl with a heart for children, and it's no wonder she fights so hard for their lives. But many still are lost. Her grief feels so real in the middle of the book, and I love seeing her rely on God through that, and He redeems her pain. As always there's SO MANY spiritual truths Erika ties in. There's no way I could name them all here. I loved seeing her interactions and "bible lessons" with the kids. If you enjoy fantasy (this is nonmagical at that), Christian fiction, and/or pro-life fiction then I highly recommend this!!
"She couldn’t imagine ever wanting to smile again, but rest sounded wonderful. If only she could truly rest—from the pain, the heartbreak, the gaping emptiness in her heart."
"All the love and hope she had poured into its stitches came rolling back over her. Her dreams and plans dashed back against her heart, then crashed against her soul, splintering into a million pieces."
"Somewhere deep in her heart was a tiny cry for Adon Olam—for Him to hear, to understand, and to comfort her, but she wasn’t even able to form the desire into a true thought, much less a plea."
“Lili, just remember: Adon Olam never leaves emptiness. He fills that emptiness with something greater. I can’t tell you what it will be, and I can’t tell you that it’s not going to hurt—because it will hurt—but I can tell you that the pain isn’t the final answer. It’s not the end of the story. Let Him finish the story.”
I’m not a lover of fantasy. I just have never really cared for it, so I was a little hesitant about reading this book. However, it was well done. To me it felt more like a real fiction story set a long time ago only with a few more modern things in it. The characters were well done and I really liked them. Well, most of them. This story had a very good message and even made me tear up at one time which does not happen very often. There are very strong pro-life messages and arguments in this book, as well as good lessons on leaning on God for your strength and not on yourself.
Easy five stars. I’ll be posting a full review during the blog tour, but here’s a snapshot:
While I really enjoy series, I was very grateful that this very much reads as a stand-alone novel. Jumping in with book four, I didn’t feel at all like I was missing out on the backstory. I’m pretty sure each book takes on a different protagonist. The concept of abortion is introduced fairly early on in the story and I was very impressed with Mathews’ ability to capture the propaganda within the abortion industry, the misinformation/ambiguity presented and even the perspective of workers at the slaughterhouse. Liliora, the protagonist, is delightfully likable. As referenced above, she walks with and waits on the Lord, throughout the novel. I also really appreciate that the novel demonstrates that God does speak to His children! There’s even a discussion about how we know God is speaking.
I received a complimentary copy of the book in exchange for an honest review:)
Abortion and infanticide are difficult subjects to write about. Trying to write about it in such a way that can also be family friendly, near impossible. But Erika Matthews absolutely nails it with this story, keeping it clean and light in content yet managing to completely tear at your heart-strings…
My heart soared with Liliora as she grew closer to God and it broke as she went through her devastating moments. I appreciate so much the depth of topics that was brought to this book while at the same time keeping it clean enough for just about any age.
This whole series so far has been an absolute blessing and I encourage you to give it a try!
**I received a complimentary copy from the author in hopes of an honest review. I was not obligated to leave a positive review. Thoughts and opinions expressed are mine alone.
This was one of those books that captured my heart. In some ways it was a call-to-action, as it reminded me of my duty to be praying for the unborn. The story line drew me in and I sympathized with every single one of the characters (it made me tear up more than once, and I don't tear up during most books). It was also saturated with Scripture, but not in a preachy way or one that made you want to skim through the verses to get on with the story. And though it is part of a series, I haven't read any of the others; it works great as a stand-alone too!
This book is now one of my favorite books. I have loved the Truth from Taerna series so far, and Sustainer’s Smile was not a disappointment. Somehow, each of them have a way of dealing with something that either I’m dealing with or that is close to my heart. This book is a good way to deal with the atrocities of abortion without delving into too much detail. I think that Liliora’s ministry is one that, even though we may not be able to get involved to the extent she did, shows that anyone can be influential in this endeavor to save lives. I appreciated the fact that the author didn’t sugarcoat the fact that helping to save the lives of babies is a painful task. It will be painful, but if showing these children our love causes someone to save their child or another child, then we have attained our goal. Before I get too sidetracked, here are some more thoughts on the book.
One thing I appreciated was that the author didn’t portray all of the mothers of the aborted children as cold, heartless monsters. The author really showed that some choose abortion out of fear. Some choose it because of selfishness. Some are simply misinformed. I think it is so important to emphasize this because overall, what we want to show in being pro-life is our love of all life. I also appreciated that the author showed the guilt that mothers feel after having an abortion. Many do not mention the guilt that mothers feel.
One other big thing that really caught my attention was the fact that even though Liliora was doing the right thing, she wasn’t able to do it all. Even though she was doing the right thing, evil was still happening around her. But the difference was that she was doing what she could instead of watching these babies suffer without an advocate. She couldn't save everyone, but she did what she could.
I don’t think children under 15 would enjoy this book (at least most of them), and it is a heavy book even though there is no content. I would highly recommend any girl 15 or older read this as it inspires young ladies to help fight for the lives of babies.
Thank you so much to the author for the opportunity to read Sustainer's Smile and review it!
Although I knew I would likely have limited time for reading anything this month, when the opportunity came up to read Sustainer’s Smile, I knew I ought to take it. It’s not every day that you come across a pro-life fantasy novel, is it?
Mathews takes a problem all around us in the world today (and, at least in my country, it seems to consistently be getting worse), and places it in a cross between our world and the fantasy world. Now—that’s one thing that I struggled with a bit. Since this is book four in a series, I felt like I’ve missed out on a lot of the world-building up until now. Though it was fantasy, it was very lightly that way—and very, very close to the border of just plain fiction. I was hoping to learn a bit more about the Taernan setting, and the things that made this world unique, but I didn’t come away feeling like I got much of that. Instead, I left feeling somewhat confused about the setting and characters in general.
As far as the story as a whole, it was good. Being the eldest of eight living children, with a number of siblings in heaven due to miscarriages, I have a real heart for babies. I love all my siblings, though I knew some of them such a short time, and it was difficult to have to say goodbye too early to some of them. Life is precious, no matter what stage it is at, and it horrifies me to think that innocent children suffer because their lives aren’t valued. That’s where the real beauty of this book comes in—it shows a little of how precious life is, and what we can do, practically, to help protect the vulnerable ones around us. I loved all the children shown in here! And also cried along with the main character at times.
Overall, I found this book encouraging, and I loved seeing a heart for life coming through its pages. Highly recommended, if you are interested in books with a pro-life message.
I was given a review copy of this book, and this is my honest opinion of it.
I LOVE this book! This is the second book I've read in the TT series, and this is definitely a series I'll be collecting. It's "fantasy" - my favorite genre - but it's rich in truth and perfectly clean in every way. 💖 This book was engaging and kept me sucked in the whole time! I was pulled in from the start, especially with Liliora's "health" struggles and the mysterious little boy. Liliora is a gem. I love characters who are strong in their faith and set examples for me. I want to be like her. No, she isn't perfect, and yes, she has oh so many struggles, but she has a beautiful heart! The Ellith sibling's father really intrigued me in the first book. He seemed to be a quiet man who wasn't really involved much in his children's lives. So, I really enjoyed seeming his care for Liliora. Hopefully this isn't a spoiler, but we get to see Carita as a mother!! 🤩 I love it! All of Liliora's brothers are great - they cared so much for her - especially Kelton, and it was fun to see them help out when there were so many precious people to care for. This book broke my heart and made we want to shriek with anger. Baby Jabez!!💔 How can... 😭 but that's the real world, and it's good to remind ourselves what we are fighting against, and why. These children are precious. They are made in God's image, and they deserve a chance to live. 💖 Despite the pain, this book has a beautiful ending. 😍 God holds each and every one of us in His hands, and He never let's go. Even in the pain, even in the hardship, God is our Sustainer, and He loves us. Every child, born and unborn is held sustained by His mighty hand, and He sees every person He's created and smiles at them. Erika weaves faith through every page in this book. The message is strong and clear and it's a book I recommend everyone reads!
This was quite the tearjerker! So, I'll admit, I read Promise's Prayer, the first in the series, and I wasn't really a fan. It just didn't feel right to me, (especially since I'm a Catholic, so the author's spirituality was... quite different from mine.) Then after around a year, just a few days ago, I tried Victory's voice, and it wasn't for me. The MC was annoying, and I found the whole voice magic stuff confusing. Whatever it was supposed to be. However I started Sustainer's Smile because it was a pro life novel and I had been wanting to read it for a while. And I loved it! I liked actually how it was just set in the little village, it was calming. I loved Lilliora, she was so sweet! And all the babies<3 It was also so sad, and I cried several times... which is unusual for me in modern books. I liked how the author included very little theology in this one as I would have almost certainly disagreed with it. Also I liked how Lilliora didn't start out as an unlikable character, as some of the other mcs of the different books did. All in all, this was a sweet, wholesome, pro life book that I very much enjoyed. Also, the cover is so beautiful, I'm in love. All the covers in the series are actually!
I absolutely loved this book! While it had more of a theme-driven instead of plot-driven storyline, I feel like it worked for this story. Mathews’s heart for the unborn is evident on every page, and the sanctity of life is such an important message!
When it comes to characters…they were great! Kethin and Kelton are honestly the sweetest big brothers, and I am so excited to read their stories next in the series! :) I rather liked Trig; his heart was in the right place, even if his methods were a perhaps a bit questionable. Rita’s cavalier attitude towards her baby was heartbreaking, but an unfortunately realistic portrayal of how many people view babies. Liliora was a character I could relate to in her struggle to see the point of trials and discovering how God carries us in the midst of those trials.
Highly recommend!
Content: tactful mentions of pregnancy out of wedlock and abortion
This is a really creepy and really gross anti-choice book steeped in misogyny and misunderstandings of basic human biology. I can't believe people like this really exist. It's genuinely disgusting, the way people want to control women and prevent us from making choices about our own bodies.
Anyway, every time I read a shitty anti-choice book like this one, I donate US$100 or the equivalent in other currency to Planned Parenthood, NNAF, Abortion Without Borders (which has been doing wonders for Polish women -- I believe AWB reported that 17 thousand Polish women contacted them for help in the first six months after the Pro Foundation debacle, if I remember correctly), or some some other organization helping women safely access this medical procedure. I'm sure Erika Mathews will be pleased to know I went ahead and doubled my usual donation, in her honor <3
Matthews' heart for the unborn shines through in this novella, and it's for that reason that I wish I could give Sustainer's Smile a more enthusiastic review. However, I failed to connect with the characters, and that left me feeling ambivalent about the book. I did enjoy the songs and poems found throughout Sustainer's Smile (I believe reading Tolkien has given me a greater appreciation for poetry). Trig was a lovely character, definitely my favorite. And the message of Sustainer's Smile is an important one, no doubt about it. I simply would have appreciated a more engaging, emotionally gripping story as the vehicle for that message.
I received a free copy of this book from the author in exchange for my honest review.
Sustainer’s Smile was another powerful and moving installment in the Truth From Taerna series. The subject it dealt with was not always easy to read about but was handled well. Liliora was a relatable main character. Of course, the theme was well-written and central to the story.