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288 pages, Kindle Edition
First published August 5, 2021
🤡 Parker basically writing poetic smut about him getting fucked underneath a pier for his class with Donovan was beyond inappropriate. no student would actually dare turn that kind of writing in, and nor would a teacher let it slide😭
🤡 their sexting was like reading an IKEA manual.
🤡 Donovan’s ten-year-old daughter was written like she was a toddler. no ten-year-old talks or acts like that💀 embarrassing.
🤡 Marcos, Parker’s best friend and roommate, was a judgey little prick. like just let Parker wear what he wants even if it doesn’t fit your idea of “fashion”. and pressuring your friends to hook up with people too? that’s not a vibe, sweetie.
he also pissed me off with prying about Parker and Donovan’s sex life, low-key making fun/being weird about them not having anal sex yet after six weeks of dating... i– i don’t think i need to explain that penetration isn’t the only form of sex out there?? and it’s none of your business what Donovan is and isn’t comfortable with. disrespectfully, fuck off.
🤡 the speed in which Donovan graded papers really had me suspending my disbelief. no teacher grades papers the same night they’re submitted and gives them back the next day ://// that’s some serious Hogwarts, magic shit.
🤡 while the sexual chemistry was there during their in person encounters... i wasn’t fully convinced of the romance. idk, i think they reconciled their online and in person personas really quickly— their ease seemed a little unbelievable so in turn the romance was too.
🤡 and most of all... i didn’t really like Parker. i thought he was a bit of a dick in the beginning, just little things here and there that i didn’t enjoy. but what tipped me over the edge was that he was pushy af with Donovan... idk, their first kiss didn’t have me smiling like i wanted too even if it was written really well— Donovan leaves after finding out that the guy he’s been talking to online is Parker, his student. he tells Parker it can’t happen bcos it’s an abuse of his power, it’s unethical... you know, the usual.
but Parker didn’t seem to give a shit bcos he followed Donovan and was pushy af with him in my opinion. i am not saying Parker forced him or anything but he definitely saw Donovan’s “no”, uncertainty and hesitancy as something he could push, something he could change. left a bitter taste in my mouth— if Parker had backed off and let Donovan process shit, i wouldn’t have minded Parker putting himself out there, but he was too selfish for my tastes, not thinking about Donovan’s career or what Donovan told him, but was focused on himself and what he wanted🤷🏻♀️




When I read the blurb and realized Van had a daughter, I tried to keep an open mind, because usually I don't enjoy children in my mm romances. Often they are either too mature, or too childish, hardly ever acting like a child of their age. And I just don't like it when a child takes the podium too often. It's about the men in the story, and I want the focus to be on them.
But this was A.M. Johnson and I trusted that I had nothing to worry about. And I didn't. She portrayed Anne very well, I really liked her. She acted like a 10 year old, not judging her father for having a boyfriend. She had questions, but accepted his answers just as a 10 year old would. All she needed was for her father to be happy. Adults can learn so much when we would be willing to look at the kids in the world more often!
And God, how I loved the secondary characters! I loved Van's family. I loved their dynamics, their snarky banter, their honesty. And what a character Parker's roommate Marcos is - I felt some interesting possibilities there, when a certain male figure whom we met before, flirted with him!
And as I am not ready for this series to be over, I am hoping for another book anyway, no matter who the main characters are going to be. I love the world of Lowe Literary, loved to see Wilder, Jax, Ethan and Anders again.
When the conflict finally comes, it is (again) handled really well. It felt legit, the way Van was conflicted. What he'd hoped to achieve for most of his life, and then what he finally found and needed. Their arguments and reactions were relatable, not just some added drama.
"I'm not doing this." He turned to leave, and as I grabbed his arm, goosebumps scattered across his skin.
"Wait, okay...just...wait a second." It was harder to let go of his arm than I thought it would be. The heat of his body lingered on the tips of my fingers. "I'm not taking the job."
"Van...I don't want to do this again."
"Christ, you're a stubborn ass."
I love it when there are well written dialogues, and Amanda writes those really well. When the characters have a conversation, it seems to come from real-life. It's how people talk. I find I am enjoying a book even more when the dialogues feel real.
I'm sure there is a lot more I can tell about this story, but I think it's better to find out for yourselves. You don't have to have read the first two books in this series, but for the best enjoyment, I recommend you would. The first two are truly beautiful, but this one was just perfect.
Highly, highly recommended!!
I kindly received an ARC of this book and this is my honest, unbiased review