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Perfectly Us
One summer. Two hearts forever changed.
Alex is magnetic. His vibrant personality and easy smiles draw people toward him. No one would guess he’s secretly hurting.
Shiloh is quiet. His social awkwardness and anxious mind make it hard for him to make connections. He’s always felt different. A little broken.
When these two meet, they recognize something in each other. One hides his pain, while the other wears scars from his. They’re opposites in every way, but like magnets, it’s what brings them together.
What starts as a tentative friendship soon blossoms into so much more, bringing about a summer of self-discovery, healing, soft kisses under the stars, and two imperfect people who learn just how perfectly they fit together.
Perfectly Us is a heartwarming and emotional opposites attract, demisexual awakening New Adult LGBT romance with a guaranteed HEA.
Trigger warnings: anxiety, depression, mention of self-harm and suicide.
Alex is magnetic. His vibrant personality and easy smiles draw people toward him. No one would guess he’s secretly hurting.
Shiloh is quiet. His social awkwardness and anxious mind make it hard for him to make connections. He’s always felt different. A little broken.
When these two meet, they recognize something in each other. One hides his pain, while the other wears scars from his. They’re opposites in every way, but like magnets, it’s what brings them together.
What starts as a tentative friendship soon blossoms into so much more, bringing about a summer of self-discovery, healing, soft kisses under the stars, and two imperfect people who learn just how perfectly they fit together.
Perfectly Us is a heartwarming and emotional opposites attract, demisexual awakening New Adult LGBT romance with a guaranteed HEA.
Trigger warnings: anxiety, depression, mention of self-harm and suicide.
237 pages, Kindle Edition
First published April 21, 2021
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Jaclyn Osborn
50 books1,777 followersAs an avid reader and coffee addict, Jaclyn Osborn can always be found with either a book in her hand or one being written on her laptop. The men in her stories mean the world to her, and she's thankful for each day she's able to do this as a career.
She writes M/M romance across all genres and worlds, including contemporary, historical, fantasy, and paranormal.
She writes M/M romance across all genres and worlds, including contemporary, historical, fantasy, and paranormal.
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April 5, 2022
I dream of a lake, the stars above it reflecting in the water. Shiloh’s with me. We don’t talk though. We just sit in the grass, our fingers linked between us, and exist together.
I tend to get personal on reviews sometimes, so I apologize in advance if that happens too much here. I don’t know why but it’s comforting to me to be able to relate to books like this, even if the theme itself isn’t light. Writing about that gives me a sense of reassurance.
It was 4am when I started writing this review, and I wasn’t planning on writing it but I genuinely can't stop thinking about this book.
More than one week ago, I found out about a “rough night” one of my closest and best friends had. She struggles with depression, anxiety, and alcoholism/substance abuse. She’s been struggling for more than three years. She’s aware of the help she can receive and knows she should get it, but it’s something she doesn’t see as a hopeful path. When I found out about this rough night she was having at midnight, I stayed up till 3 am wondering and hoping the police would get back to me with good news. Between calling them and doing nothing but trying to remain hopeful, I was worried I had lost one of the most important and dearest people in my life of over eight years. It was one of those times where I honestly didn’t doubt if she had taken away her own life. It’s gotten to the point where if someone asked me if she would, I wouldn’t doubt it. I hate it. I hate that I can say that and wish I could say that it isn’t something we need to worry about, but life has taken away that hope. It’s been hard to not text her again and see how she’s doing. The next day, after finding out what happened and that she’s okay, it didn’t help the way I was feeling. In the evening, it got to the point where I looked at three of my friends laughing and started crying as we were making our way inside our apartment because it made me think of my friend and ask “Will she ever stop seeing this?” This, being laughter and joy.
And this book reminded of that. Of all the possible losses.
So in other words, with what’s been happening in my life recently, this book hit a little too close to home. I can’t even lie and say that this book was probably what I needed after a horrible night because the book was hopeful. It was a wake up call for me.
Trigger warnings for depression, anxiety, suicide, and homophobia.
I don’t read as much YA as I used to. Part of it has to do with age and another part has to do with how difficult it can be to understand the characters despite the fact that I was their age only a couple years ago. But, Perfectly Us was a tale of two young boys who find love and comfort with each other that I enjoyed every it all. This was, quite honestly, one of the most realistic YA romance books.
One of the best things about this was the beautiful and authentic portrayal of mental health. Both characters are struggling in their own terms—Alex is still coping with his brothers suicide, and Shiloh is struggling with his inner demons that contribute to the depression and anxiety he has. However, what I really appreciated and absolutely loved was how the two boys didn’t heal each other or magically get rid of their struggles. Instead, as the two began to learn more about one another, they also find comfort and solace. Shiloh, mostly, for being introverted and Alex for not having someone like him to talk to. Their friendship develops in a slow and realistic way, showing their insecurities slowly throughout the book, their small confessions as they feel more comfortable around each other, and their attraction growing as they notice there is more. While we don’t see their entire friendship develop, the author does an amazing job as telling the reader what happened before. With the small jumps, mostly weekly or monthly, we’re still able to get an idea of how Shiloh and Alex have become closer. It really showed the emotional connection they built with how much time they spent together but also how they took over each other’s thoughts. Shiloh is portrayed as someone who knows he isn’t straight but also hasn’t come to terms with a label. Alex is gay, out and proud, even though his family hasn’t exactly accepted him. Despite their differences with their sexual orientation status, there is no rush for anything, before and after getting together. They’re also opposites in terms of sociable ability. Shiloh is shy, introverted, and mostly keeps to himself, while Alex is outgoing and has no problem making small talk with anyone around him. They made the cutest opposite pair.
In a way, they both reminded me of one of my ex roommates from Argentina. She was extremely outgoing and loved going out. Every time she was at home she felt stuck because she wanted to be doing something. She’d always invite me to hang out with her and her friends, and while I didn’t always accept, she still continued including me in places she thought I’d want to do. People like this really show me how much they’re willing to try and make you feel appreciated because of how used you are to feeling rejected or like you aren’t enough.
“Thanks, Alex.”
“For what?”
I relax more against him. “For being you.”
I have to say that Shiloh, in particular, really resonated with me. He reminded me of myself in many different ways. For starters, he’s on the asexual spectrum, and comes to the conclusion that he’s demisexual. From the beginning, we start seeing thoughts that many asexuals usually have such as thinking he’s not normal for experiencing sexual desire like others; not thinking about sex as much compared to others; thinking it’s weird that his body reacts differently. While this is all realistic, I was glad the author didn’t ignore asexuality/demisexuality after mentioning it once or twice but instead kept is as part of Shiloh’s identity and thoughts. She also didn’t use it as a plot device and shine a bad light on it. Throughout the book, Shiloh wonders why his body hasn’t reacted like it has for other guys, and it isn’t something he figures out right away. It takes time and patience and even courage. This felt so real, and it was as if I was going through an identity crisis again myself in high school and trying to figure out what was “wrong with me.”
In addition, going back to how the mental health representation wasn’t added as a plot device only or ignored, Shiloh struggles with anxiety and depression. He’s an introvert as well, and tends to overthink or worry too much about many things. I can’t describe how relatable all of his inner monologue related to this felt, such as when he mentioned how he still thinks about things he did so many years ago. He would also feel scared about what people thought of it and be worried about not being enough. The anxiety he’d carry would be a strong force in his actions and thoughts, causing him to act in ways he didn’t plan or want. From how I saw it, you can see how difficult it was for him at times to make these decisions for himself. He would step out of his comfort zone not only for himself, but for his father (who was an amazing and supportive character in this). It was easy to root for Shiloh and internally be proud of him for starting to make changes in his life–hanging out, meeting new people, and embracing himself more.
But no matter how much I loved Shiloh, I also appreciated the energetic, outgoing Alex. His enthusiastic and loud personality were a perfect addition to the darkness Shiloh felt. Alex, as he mentioned, saw Shiloh and how sad he really was. Although Alex is still mourning the loss of his brother who committed suicide, he remains optimistic in other ways and using different coping mechanisms–laughter, his work, and his friends. He’s unapologetic, caring, and hides his own hurt for the sake of others. He was also someone I said I wish I was friends with.
“A label doesn’t matter, Shi.” I press my lips to his forehead. “Just be you.”
“What if I’m still learning who I am?”
“Then I’ll learn with you.”
I also thought their relationship development worked out so well. It’s not completely slow burn but it does show a lot of slow progression overall. I was glad their small misunderstandings got handled early on that they managed to come to their conclusions. What I appreciated about their relationship is how it didn’t change from their friendship. They still acted as friends, which made their relationship stronger because of how close they wanted to be. I don’t know about you, but it’s pretty damn special to me when a couple aren’t just partners but also best friends. It really showed how both were in it for long term, even with the obstacles of life and school getting in the way. The “ending” ends more on a HFN note, but the epilogue made up for it. It takes place fifteen years later, and I’m not always a fan of these kind of endings, but this ending was bittersweet and heartwarming. I loved seeing everyone together and happy, yet the past was still circling them because nothing actually stopped, more like improved. And I know I already said this, but I am so thankful and appreciative of how mental health was handled here, especially suicide. It shows that even though you meet someone that makes you extremely happy and, quite honestly, changes you, it doesn't take away the pain you continue carrying because it’s not that simple.
This was my first Jaclyn Osborn book, but it won’t be my last. I had already been eyeing some of her books and I’ve noticed she’s written a couple more that also have mental health representation. For a YA book, it’s definitely become one of my favorites and not only I’ll forget easily or really soon. Despite it being only 197 pages, the author managed to capture many different emotions and feelings in between the pages, from the characters, to their inner thoughts, to their actions. It was quite a comforting and warm read for me.
“This is still hard for me to wrap my head around,” Shiloh whispers. “That we’re really together. You’re so damn perfect. And I’m not.”
“No one’s perfect. We all have flaws.” I close the small gap between us and rest my head on his shoulder. Sounds blend around us, music and excited yells. “I see your imperfections and love you more for them.”
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April 28, 2021DNF 40%
From the first pages, I had the feeling this wouldn't work for me.
The YA dialogue was a bit off. I found the way they met a bit forced. I felt thrown at them in the cinema, followed by a next encounter in the cafe.
I pushed further but the situations/plot didn't flow easily and I am giving up because I'm not enjoying it.
Yes, it's lovely and cute but it's doing nothing for me.
Ignore me and check all the awesome reviews.
From the first pages, I had the feeling this wouldn't work for me.
The YA dialogue was a bit off. I found the way they met a bit forced. I felt thrown at them in the cinema, followed by a next encounter in the cafe.
I pushed further but the situations/plot didn't flow easily and I am giving up because I'm not enjoying it.
Yes, it's lovely and cute but it's doing nothing for me.
Ignore me and check all the awesome reviews.
May 30, 2022
Alex is a social butterfly. Talkative, spontaneous and lacking in filters, he faces the world with a big smile on his face. Nobody would imagine the sorrow hidden behind it.
Shiloh is a lonely boy. He suffers anxiety and depression, and almost managed to kill himself. He doesn’t have friends: too worried about trying to say the perfect thing, he ends up saying nothing.
Perfectly Us is the story of two opposite boys searching for light after being at their lowest, finding the strength in each other. Both Shiloh and Alex are written in a way that makes you care about them from the first chapter. Alex will make you laugh and Shiloh will make you want to jump into the book to give him a big hug.
Sunshine Alex reminded me of another Alex I loved -yes, the one in Red, White & Royal Blue-, but with a sadder past and a more complex characterization. While he is surrounded by amazing friends who love him unconditionally, he’s also trying to survive the guilt of not being able to help his brother. Every day, he comes back to a sterile house, where his parents are too destroyed by their loss to care about the only son they have left.
“Morning.” Alex plops down beside me.
I nearly spit my coffee.
“I’m more of a spitter, too,” he says. “I only swallow for guys I really like.”
Shiloh is also a survivor, but mental illnesses are a never ending battle he has to fight every day, every moment of his life. He can’t understand what someone as Alex sees in him, yet he can’t say no to the unexpected ray of light. Slowly, he’ll be comfortable talking with his new, only friend, and will find out they have more in common than they thought.
“Shiloh!” Alex approaches the counter, beaming with a smile like I’m one of his favorite people in the world though we’re barely more than strangers.() “I didn’t know you worked here. () Feels like fate.”
“Or you could be stalking me.”
“I wouldn’t make a good stalker. I’m too loud.”
While Perfectly Us deals with heavy topics, they were approached with a hopeful view. Shiloh and Alex have gone through a lot, but the story follows them on their way up, facing the past to build a better future. The unconditional love of Shiloh’s dad and Alex’s friends also lightens the path, which will still be full of realistic struggles. As someone who has suffered from anxiety, I was deeply surprised with how the author managed to translate it into words. I couldn’t help but think ‘That’s it. That’s exactly how it feels.’
“What’s your number?”
“Um.Why would you want my number?”
“So I can properly stalk you.” Alex winks.
Is he… flirting?
No. I must be imagining things.
Overall, Perfectly Us is a YA/NA slow burn romance, strangers to best friends to lovers, that will fill your heart with warmth. The connection between Alex and Shiloh was so powerful I was feeling as happy as jealous. I highly recommend it if you enjoy beautiful characters you can’t help but fall for, realistic portrayal of mental illnesses, character growth going hand in hand with relationship growth, great friendships and balance between deep and fun scenes.
“I already feel like I’m flying.” Shiloh pulls me to his chest, his long arms coming around me. “Each and every moment I’m with you.”
Thank you so much Elena for showing and convincing me to read this book with your amazing review!💛 It's been more than one month since I read it and I still remember it like it was yesterday. Definitely one of my favorite romances this year!
*Rating: 4.5/5
Shiloh is a lonely boy. He suffers anxiety and depression, and almost managed to kill himself. He doesn’t have friends: too worried about trying to say the perfect thing, he ends up saying nothing.
Perfectly Us is the story of two opposite boys searching for light after being at their lowest, finding the strength in each other. Both Shiloh and Alex are written in a way that makes you care about them from the first chapter. Alex will make you laugh and Shiloh will make you want to jump into the book to give him a big hug.
Sunshine Alex reminded me of another Alex I loved -yes, the one in Red, White & Royal Blue-, but with a sadder past and a more complex characterization. While he is surrounded by amazing friends who love him unconditionally, he’s also trying to survive the guilt of not being able to help his brother. Every day, he comes back to a sterile house, where his parents are too destroyed by their loss to care about the only son they have left.
“Morning.” Alex plops down beside me.
I nearly spit my coffee.
“I’m more of a spitter, too,” he says. “I only swallow for guys I really like.”
Shiloh is also a survivor, but mental illnesses are a never ending battle he has to fight every day, every moment of his life. He can’t understand what someone as Alex sees in him, yet he can’t say no to the unexpected ray of light. Slowly, he’ll be comfortable talking with his new, only friend, and will find out they have more in common than they thought.
“Shiloh!” Alex approaches the counter, beaming with a smile like I’m one of his favorite people in the world though we’re barely more than strangers.() “I didn’t know you worked here. () Feels like fate.”
“Or you could be stalking me.”
“I wouldn’t make a good stalker. I’m too loud.”
While Perfectly Us deals with heavy topics, they were approached with a hopeful view. Shiloh and Alex have gone through a lot, but the story follows them on their way up, facing the past to build a better future. The unconditional love of Shiloh’s dad and Alex’s friends also lightens the path, which will still be full of realistic struggles. As someone who has suffered from anxiety, I was deeply surprised with how the author managed to translate it into words. I couldn’t help but think ‘That’s it. That’s exactly how it feels.’
“What’s your number?”
“Um.Why would you want my number?”
“So I can properly stalk you.” Alex winks.
Is he… flirting?
No. I must be imagining things.
Overall, Perfectly Us is a YA/NA slow burn romance, strangers to best friends to lovers, that will fill your heart with warmth. The connection between Alex and Shiloh was so powerful I was feeling as happy as jealous. I highly recommend it if you enjoy beautiful characters you can’t help but fall for, realistic portrayal of mental illnesses, character growth going hand in hand with relationship growth, great friendships and balance between deep and fun scenes.
“I already feel like I’m flying.” Shiloh pulls me to his chest, his long arms coming around me. “Each and every moment I’m with you.”
Thank you so much Elena for showing and convincing me to read this book with your amazing review!💛 It's been more than one month since I read it and I still remember it like it was yesterday. Definitely one of my favorite romances this year!
*Rating: 4.5/5
May 10, 2021
~3.5~
It took me a while to get into this story and connect with the MCs. Jaclyn Osborn's writing is cluttery, with every scene and random person described in minute detail. I now know more about working in a movie theater than I ever wanted to because one of the MCs, Alex, works in one.
Both Shiloh and Alex are hiding a world of pain; they just hide differently. Alex is outgoing and charming, while Shiloh is quiet and awkward. But Alex brings Shiloh out of his shell; he brings him from the shadows into the light.
Prepare for your heart to break a little. These boys have been through the wringer, and both are hiding secrets. Shiloh is also trying to figure out his sexuality as he doesn't feel attracted to people in a "normal" way (not until he finds his person in Alex that is).
I liked the supporting characters, especially Shiloh's dad and Alex's best friend, Ruben.
The last chapter offers a tentative HFN, but the epilogue is epic.
It took me a while to get into this story and connect with the MCs. Jaclyn Osborn's writing is cluttery, with every scene and random person described in minute detail. I now know more about working in a movie theater than I ever wanted to because one of the MCs, Alex, works in one.
Both Shiloh and Alex are hiding a world of pain; they just hide differently. Alex is outgoing and charming, while Shiloh is quiet and awkward. But Alex brings Shiloh out of his shell; he brings him from the shadows into the light.
Prepare for your heart to break a little. These boys have been through the wringer, and both are hiding secrets. Shiloh is also trying to figure out his sexuality as he doesn't feel attracted to people in a "normal" way (not until he finds his person in Alex that is).
I liked the supporting characters, especially Shiloh's dad and Alex's best friend, Ruben.
The last chapter offers a tentative HFN, but the epilogue is epic.
April 19, 2021
This was such a perfect read!
Every now and then I'm really in the mood for some NA, and I'm really happy I got the chance to read this book.
The story is about Alex, who's vibrant and loud. He's funny, he's caring, he likes his job at the movie theater, and enjoys spending time with his best friend Ruben. Alex is out and proud gay.
It's the beginning of summer, just before Alex will go to college. One night while working at the movies, Alex meets Shiloh, who's the opposite of everything Alex represents: Shiloh is quiet and mostly spending his time on his own. He lives with his father and works at a coffeeshop, dreaming of owning his own one day. He hasn't gone to college and isn't planning to do so.
When they meet, they're both intrigued with one another, and when they meet again, a friendship develops. A friendship that slowly turns into more. But Shiloh has never labeled his sexuality. He always felt like he was different, but never understood why.
Though Alex seems to be comfortable in his skin, while their relationship develops, he starts to open up to Shiloh and it appears there is much more to him and his past than one might think. Encouraged by Shiloh's story - who literally wears his scars on the outside - Alex shares his inner scars and together they find a way to deal with their troubles and trauma's.
There was so much I liked about this story. I loved Alex and Shiloh; they felt very real, and specially Shiloh's mental problems felt authentic. His anxiety, his depression...it was obvious the author understood what she was dealing with. Very well written and both Alex and Shiloh were adorable, sweet characters. The secondary characters were great too: Ruben, for instance. And Shiloh's father, who happened to have another secret himself. I'm happy the author didn't pretend that Alex's difficult relationship with his parents could be solved with a couple of conversations; the scars were hidden way too deep for much too long to make that happen. But it's never too late to hope and to work hard to achieve something different.
This was my first book by Jaclyn Osborn and I know it won't be my last. I really clicked with her writing style!
So, if you are in the mood for a NA, and please, be aware of the trigger warnings before going in, this is one I would highly recommend. It's sweet and endearing, but at the same time it pulls at your heartstrings, leaving you with a lot of feelings.
Highly recommended.
I received an ARC in exchange for an honest review
Every now and then I'm really in the mood for some NA, and I'm really happy I got the chance to read this book.
The story is about Alex, who's vibrant and loud. He's funny, he's caring, he likes his job at the movie theater, and enjoys spending time with his best friend Ruben. Alex is out and proud gay.
It's the beginning of summer, just before Alex will go to college. One night while working at the movies, Alex meets Shiloh, who's the opposite of everything Alex represents: Shiloh is quiet and mostly spending his time on his own. He lives with his father and works at a coffeeshop, dreaming of owning his own one day. He hasn't gone to college and isn't planning to do so.
When they meet, they're both intrigued with one another, and when they meet again, a friendship develops. A friendship that slowly turns into more. But Shiloh has never labeled his sexuality. He always felt like he was different, but never understood why.
Though Alex seems to be comfortable in his skin, while their relationship develops, he starts to open up to Shiloh and it appears there is much more to him and his past than one might think. Encouraged by Shiloh's story - who literally wears his scars on the outside - Alex shares his inner scars and together they find a way to deal with their troubles and trauma's.
There was so much I liked about this story. I loved Alex and Shiloh; they felt very real, and specially Shiloh's mental problems felt authentic. His anxiety, his depression...it was obvious the author understood what she was dealing with. Very well written and both Alex and Shiloh were adorable, sweet characters. The secondary characters were great too: Ruben, for instance. And Shiloh's father, who happened to have another secret himself. I'm happy the author didn't pretend that Alex's difficult relationship with his parents could be solved with a couple of conversations; the scars were hidden way too deep for much too long to make that happen. But it's never too late to hope and to work hard to achieve something different.
This was my first book by Jaclyn Osborn and I know it won't be my last. I really clicked with her writing style!
So, if you are in the mood for a NA, and please, be aware of the trigger warnings before going in, this is one I would highly recommend. It's sweet and endearing, but at the same time it pulls at your heartstrings, leaving you with a lot of feelings.
Highly recommended.
I received an ARC in exchange for an honest review
dnf
May 4, 2021DNF at 27% so no rating. Judging by the stellar reviews this is definitely a case of "me and not the book". I was bored and just didn't get drawn in to the story like I'd hoped. 🤷
April 27, 2021
I have so many personal thoughts and feelings about this story but feel uncomfortable sharing them. It's too personal. To the author: know, I found it achingly beautiful.
Some highlights:
-Dual POVs
-Perfect pacing
-Chemistry
-Opposites attract
-Hurt/Comfort/Healing
-Family & friendships
Shiloh & Alex were absolutely wonderful.
5 Stars
May 1, 2025
4.25 stars
August 9, 2021
Two sad and lonely teenagers find love.
Sad is definitely an oversimplification here, but it’s the way that Shiloh describes Alex when he sees through his happy facade. Alex is struggling with his brother’s suicide and the subsequent neglect of his parents. His mother is completely absent, but not as bad as his homophobic father. Alex is always smiling and laughing to hide his pain. Shiloh can see through that because he has depression and anxiety that culminated in a suicide attempt.
It sounds like it’s a lot, but the way this author handles these themes doesn’t lend an oppressive air to her story. It’s surprisingly light. Almost too light. There’s really no plot here. It’s all about the romance and how these guys ended up being perfect for each other. It’s a very sweet exploration of a teenaged love story and it did read true to how I remember being that age.
The best part about this story is the use of therapy. These guys don’t fix each other or magically heal anything with their love. One of them goes to regular therapy and talks about it. There’s medication, dealing with those effects, and finding the right dosage. I absolutely applaud this author for normalizing these things when dealing with mental health and trauma. Thank you.
TW: suicide, suicide attempt, suicide ideation, depression, anxiety, homophobic parent
Sad is definitely an oversimplification here, but it’s the way that Shiloh describes Alex when he sees through his happy facade. Alex is struggling with his brother’s suicide and the subsequent neglect of his parents. His mother is completely absent, but not as bad as his homophobic father. Alex is always smiling and laughing to hide his pain. Shiloh can see through that because he has depression and anxiety that culminated in a suicide attempt.
It sounds like it’s a lot, but the way this author handles these themes doesn’t lend an oppressive air to her story. It’s surprisingly light. Almost too light. There’s really no plot here. It’s all about the romance and how these guys ended up being perfect for each other. It’s a very sweet exploration of a teenaged love story and it did read true to how I remember being that age.
The best part about this story is the use of therapy. These guys don’t fix each other or magically heal anything with their love. One of them goes to regular therapy and talks about it. There’s medication, dealing with those effects, and finding the right dosage. I absolutely applaud this author for normalizing these things when dealing with mental health and trauma. Thank you.
TW: suicide, suicide attempt, suicide ideation, depression, anxiety, homophobic parent
April 23, 2021
This book was everything. This was my first time highlighting a book, and that is just to show how much it touched me. The writing was phenomenal and the character development was just amazing. I felt so much during this book, but I never felt weighed down, there was always something that pulled up and helped carry the load. I think that is what I liked the most. Whether it was a friend or an amazing father, there was someone/something. Shiloh and Alex are both broken in their own ways so this hurt/comfort was so prevalent and one of my favorite tropes. This one was done so well. Especially with Shiloh's dad being so awesome as well as Rueben. The supportive side characters were wonderful. I also just liked how it felt so real and their love story was natural and not forced at all. The demisexual awakening was done so well too. I enjoyed every second of this book and we got an epilogue for the ages.
ARC provided and this is my honest review.
ARC provided and this is my honest review.
May 3, 2023
Beautiful and real
NA books are usually not my thing but I love Jaclyn Osborn writing and decided to give this book a try. And ended up falling in love with this beautiful story, with Alex and Shiloh, with their relationships, with Alex' friends and Shiloh's dad.
Alex and Shiloh are very different but from the beginning there is a powerful connection between them - they truly see each other. Both have scars from the past, Alex hides his hurt behind smiles and cheerful banter and Shiloh is afraid to open up to the world. Their story is a best kind of a slow burn romance: getting to know each other, becoming friends, falling in love. There is no rush or manufacturered drama, just self discovery, acceptance and love.
The book deals with some hard topics: anxiety, depression and suicide but those are not overwhelming. The story is heartwarming and hopeful, real and beautiful.
Epilogue was perfect.
NA books are usually not my thing but I love Jaclyn Osborn writing and decided to give this book a try. And ended up falling in love with this beautiful story, with Alex and Shiloh, with their relationships, with Alex' friends and Shiloh's dad.
Alex and Shiloh are very different but from the beginning there is a powerful connection between them - they truly see each other. Both have scars from the past, Alex hides his hurt behind smiles and cheerful banter and Shiloh is afraid to open up to the world. Their story is a best kind of a slow burn romance: getting to know each other, becoming friends, falling in love. There is no rush or manufacturered drama, just self discovery, acceptance and love.
The book deals with some hard topics: anxiety, depression and suicide but those are not overwhelming. The story is heartwarming and hopeful, real and beautiful.
Epilogue was perfect.
April 30, 2021
A Joyfully Jay review.
4.25 stars
Alex and Shiloh together make for a warm and sweet love story with some deeper themes built in. Alex is vibrant and talkative and out and while his friends are supportive, his parents aren’t as accepting. He has trauma surrounding his older brother and while the exact details are given slowly, it’s clear from the beginning what happened and that pain enables Alex to recognize Shiloh’s pain. Shiloh has anxiety and depression and truly feels like he is different from everyone. Shiloh hasn’t dated and while he experiences attraction, he hasn’t experienced desire and he just thinks something is wrong with him.
The story is highly character driven and the heart of it is Alex and Shiloh as they support each other and fall for each other. Perfectly Us is a coming of age and coming out story that touches on real life issues without ever feeling too weighted down and is worthy of your time.
Read Michelle's review in its entirety here.
4.25 stars
Alex and Shiloh together make for a warm and sweet love story with some deeper themes built in. Alex is vibrant and talkative and out and while his friends are supportive, his parents aren’t as accepting. He has trauma surrounding his older brother and while the exact details are given slowly, it’s clear from the beginning what happened and that pain enables Alex to recognize Shiloh’s pain. Shiloh has anxiety and depression and truly feels like he is different from everyone. Shiloh hasn’t dated and while he experiences attraction, he hasn’t experienced desire and he just thinks something is wrong with him.
The story is highly character driven and the heart of it is Alex and Shiloh as they support each other and fall for each other. Perfectly Us is a coming of age and coming out story that touches on real life issues without ever feeling too weighted down and is worthy of your time.
Read Michelle's review in its entirety here.
May 9, 2021
4.5 *, rounded up
Reserved Shiloh and irrepressible Alex couldn't be more un-like, but they share an inner scar that each recognizes.
Just out of high school, each shows up at the cinema and the coffee shop where the other works, accidentally at first, but increasingly on purpose. And those settings reveal their worlds to us as much as the cast of supporting (and nonsupporting) characters who inhabit them.
As the two boys fumble their way into attraction, gradually, we see how inner scars can heal when trust takes over. Young and wounded, Alex and Shiloh are far from perfect; their romance far from storied. But therein lies the charm.
Far from formulaic, I daresay, this novel will restore your faith in the genre.
April 25, 2021
Je ne savais rien du résumé lorsque j'ai commencé ma lecture. Jaclyn Osborn est un auteur que je suis dorénavant et cette couverture originale ainsi que ce titre accrocheur m'ont donné envie de le découvrir très rapidement.
C'est l'histoire de la rencontre, durant un été, de Alex et de Shiloh. Cette première rencontre va être déstabilisante, autant que pour l'un comme pour l'autre jeune homme, et naturellement ils vont vouloir se revoir et devenir ami.
Je ne pensais pas lire ce genre d'histoire en fait. Jaclyn Osborn va traiter de sujets très délicats, difficiles, sombres, tristes, mais elle va le faire terriblement bien. Ce livre est juste une pépite pour moi...
Ces deux jeunes sont des personnages bien opposés l'un de l'autre, mais qui se ressemblent pourtant sur bien des points. Si Alex est flamboyant, taquin et drôle, Shiloh est presque tout l'inverse et pourtant, les deux jeunes hommes portent un masque pour cacher certaines cicatrices, des cicatrices visibles pour l'un, l'autre non. Chacun va percevoir au-delà de ce que le masque montre au monde...
Je suis tombée en amour avec les personnages dès les premières pages et plus j'avançais dans ma lecture, plus je les aimais et mon cœur se gonflait d'admiration pour eux.
Ce sont de magnifiques personnes, dans tous les sens du terme. J'ai adoré Shiloh, le voir évoluer, s'épanouir, briller au contact d'Alex. J'ai adoré Alex, son humour derrière lequel il se cache beaucoup, mais surtout sa maturité, son intelligence, sa façon de penser face à tout ce qui l'entoure mais surtout face à Shiloh. Il a une façon magnifique de le toucher, tout simplement. Je paraphrase une ligne du roman, mais ce sont deux êtres imparfaits qui sont parfaits ensemble, et cette phrase veut tout dire, tout comme le titre.
Ma poitrine s'est gonflée d'amour tout le long du roman, autant qu'elle pouvait se comprimer au fil des pages et de certains passages par moment. L'épilogue mais aussi les notes de l'auteur ont eu raison de moi, et les larmes ont coulé toutes seules durant la lecture de ces dernières lignes.
Comme je m'en doutais, car ce livre n'aurait, je pense, pas été pareil sans cela, c'est un roman très personnel, on sent que l'auteur y a mis beaucoup d'elle dedans. Le cerveau humain est si complexe, je pense que quelqu'un qui n'a pas été dans cette situation, ne l'a pas vécue, aura difficilement de mal à comprendre ce que peut traverser Shiloh ou Alex.
Elle a écrit ce roman si bien, c'était si juste en fait, tout simplement. Comme je le disais, les thèmes abordés sont difficiles mais l'auteur le fait avec tact, sans rajouter de la lourdeur. Elle a réussi à y ajouter de l'humour qui allège le tout sans pour autant diminuer l'impact des mots.
Aux côtés de nos deux héros, nous avons bien sûr pas mal de personnages secondaires qui auront chacun leur importance, et j'ai aimé chacun d'entre eux... Ruben, le meilleur ami d'Alex, Landon, le père de Shiloh si gentil et compréhensif, les parents d'Alex qui souffrent terriblement et font du mal à leur fils sans s'en rendre compte...
J'ai du surligner pas mal de passages dans ma liseuse, chose que je ne fais pratiquement jamais... Il y a tellement de passages magnifiques dedans, des phrases, des mots percutants et tellement vrais, qui m'ont parlée...
Ce livre est beau, drôle, touchant, poignant, magnifique et si bien écrit. Alex et Shiloh sont des personnages dont je me souviendrai encore très très longtemps... Merci Madame Osborn pour ce magnifique moment de lecture !
C'est l'histoire de la rencontre, durant un été, de Alex et de Shiloh. Cette première rencontre va être déstabilisante, autant que pour l'un comme pour l'autre jeune homme, et naturellement ils vont vouloir se revoir et devenir ami.
Je ne pensais pas lire ce genre d'histoire en fait. Jaclyn Osborn va traiter de sujets très délicats, difficiles, sombres, tristes, mais elle va le faire terriblement bien. Ce livre est juste une pépite pour moi...
Ces deux jeunes sont des personnages bien opposés l'un de l'autre, mais qui se ressemblent pourtant sur bien des points. Si Alex est flamboyant, taquin et drôle, Shiloh est presque tout l'inverse et pourtant, les deux jeunes hommes portent un masque pour cacher certaines cicatrices, des cicatrices visibles pour l'un, l'autre non. Chacun va percevoir au-delà de ce que le masque montre au monde...
« I read somewhere once that pain recognizes pain, that tragedy leaves a mark on our souls, like a scarlet letter that only those who've also been marked can see. I don't know if it's true, but Shiloh looked into my eyes and saw right through me ».
Je suis tombée en amour avec les personnages dès les premières pages et plus j'avançais dans ma lecture, plus je les aimais et mon cœur se gonflait d'admiration pour eux.
Ce sont de magnifiques personnes, dans tous les sens du terme. J'ai adoré Shiloh, le voir évoluer, s'épanouir, briller au contact d'Alex. J'ai adoré Alex, son humour derrière lequel il se cache beaucoup, mais surtout sa maturité, son intelligence, sa façon de penser face à tout ce qui l'entoure mais surtout face à Shiloh. Il a une façon magnifique de le toucher, tout simplement. Je paraphrase une ligne du roman, mais ce sont deux êtres imparfaits qui sont parfaits ensemble, et cette phrase veut tout dire, tout comme le titre.
« A part of me feels like I should be embarrassed about it, ashamed for being so weak in front of him. I think sometimes it takes more courage to cry than to hold it in. »
Ma poitrine s'est gonflée d'amour tout le long du roman, autant qu'elle pouvait se comprimer au fil des pages et de certains passages par moment. L'épilogue mais aussi les notes de l'auteur ont eu raison de moi, et les larmes ont coulé toutes seules durant la lecture de ces dernières lignes.
Comme je m'en doutais, car ce livre n'aurait, je pense, pas été pareil sans cela, c'est un roman très personnel, on sent que l'auteur y a mis beaucoup d'elle dedans. Le cerveau humain est si complexe, je pense que quelqu'un qui n'a pas été dans cette situation, ne l'a pas vécue, aura difficilement de mal à comprendre ce que peut traverser Shiloh ou Alex.
Elle a écrit ce roman si bien, c'était si juste en fait, tout simplement. Comme je le disais, les thèmes abordés sont difficiles mais l'auteur le fait avec tact, sans rajouter de la lourdeur. Elle a réussi à y ajouter de l'humour qui allège le tout sans pour autant diminuer l'impact des mots.
Aux côtés de nos deux héros, nous avons bien sûr pas mal de personnages secondaires qui auront chacun leur importance, et j'ai aimé chacun d'entre eux... Ruben, le meilleur ami d'Alex, Landon, le père de Shiloh si gentil et compréhensif, les parents d'Alex qui souffrent terriblement et font du mal à leur fils sans s'en rendre compte...
« Gravity comes to mind, how when you toss something in the air, it comes back down. Does the same go for other things ? If you cry, you'll eventually laugh again. If you're sad, happiness will bring a smile back to your face. Someday.
Or maybe you just evolve. Learn to fake. »
J'ai du surligner pas mal de passages dans ma liseuse, chose que je ne fais pratiquement jamais... Il y a tellement de passages magnifiques dedans, des phrases, des mots percutants et tellement vrais, qui m'ont parlée...
Ce livre est beau, drôle, touchant, poignant, magnifique et si bien écrit. Alex et Shiloh sont des personnages dont je me souviendrai encore très très longtemps... Merci Madame Osborn pour ce magnifique moment de lecture !
« I see your imperfections and love you more for them. »
April 21, 2021
Alex and Shiloh.
All I can really say is that I am swooning over their ability trust, love, and ground each other. They truly are some specials teenage boys that found the ability to open up, understand, be patient, have fun, and find love where others didn’t.
Shiloh is quiet, introverted, shy, and has many worries and insecurities. Alex, sorry I had to giggle there just thinking Alex. Alex is loud, outgoing, loose lipped, and so much more. When they meet there is definitely a connection.
Their time spent together is learning about family, history, and what makes the other who they are while they try to figure out their future and whats in store for the two of them.
My heart ached so much for both of the boys for different reasons. One has a very supportive family where the other doesn’t. I just wanted to hug both boys and make it all better for them. Although they are opposites they fit together beautifully like a puzzle.
All you need is love, support, and trust. Exactly what these boys gave each other to have their hearts full.
All I can really say is that I am swooning over their ability trust, love, and ground each other. They truly are some specials teenage boys that found the ability to open up, understand, be patient, have fun, and find love where others didn’t.
Shiloh is quiet, introverted, shy, and has many worries and insecurities. Alex, sorry I had to giggle there just thinking Alex. Alex is loud, outgoing, loose lipped, and so much more. When they meet there is definitely a connection.
Their time spent together is learning about family, history, and what makes the other who they are while they try to figure out their future and whats in store for the two of them.
My heart ached so much for both of the boys for different reasons. One has a very supportive family where the other doesn’t. I just wanted to hug both boys and make it all better for them. Although they are opposites they fit together beautifully like a puzzle.
All you need is love, support, and trust. Exactly what these boys gave each other to have their hearts full.
April 21, 2021
Perfectly Us is a wonderful young adult/new adult romance by Jaclyn Quinn. This is one of those books that I can't stop thinking about.
This isn't a light read, so be forewarned. Anxiety and depression is a major part of this story, and it's not always an easy read.
Alex and Shiloh are complete opposites, making for an interesting developing relationship. One has to adore Alex. He's out, proud, and confident. But he has some major family issues. Shiloh's quiet, unassuming, and a loner. And he has some major mental health issues, including anxiety, depression, and an attempted suicide.
I find the movie theater scenes fascinating, as I've never been in the employees' only section.
The friendship they develop is adorable, and the romance that follows is heartwarming.
Everything is written with care and compassion, as the depression, anxiety, and self harm are all authentic feeling. The author excels in the character development for these men. I love the way the layers are revealed, with both young men helping the other to heal. And the character growth is wonderful.
Perfectly Us is a must read when you're in the mood for heartfelt mix of serious, sweet, and hurt/comfort. Everything about this Jaclyn Osbourne read had me mesmerized and quickly turning the pages. This book will take you on an emotional rollercoaster that you won't forget.
This isn't a light read, so be forewarned. Anxiety and depression is a major part of this story, and it's not always an easy read.
Alex and Shiloh are complete opposites, making for an interesting developing relationship. One has to adore Alex. He's out, proud, and confident. But he has some major family issues. Shiloh's quiet, unassuming, and a loner. And he has some major mental health issues, including anxiety, depression, and an attempted suicide.
I find the movie theater scenes fascinating, as I've never been in the employees' only section.
The friendship they develop is adorable, and the romance that follows is heartwarming.
Everything is written with care and compassion, as the depression, anxiety, and self harm are all authentic feeling. The author excels in the character development for these men. I love the way the layers are revealed, with both young men helping the other to heal. And the character growth is wonderful.
Perfectly Us is a must read when you're in the mood for heartfelt mix of serious, sweet, and hurt/comfort. Everything about this Jaclyn Osbourne read had me mesmerized and quickly turning the pages. This book will take you on an emotional rollercoaster that you won't forget.
April 21, 2021
I think this book would have helped me when I was younger. And I think this book could help someone now.
Shiloh and Alex are young but have lived a lot of life. This book made me smile and cry and want them to have everything in the world they ever want.
Highly recommend - heed the TWs.
Shiloh and Alex are young but have lived a lot of life. This book made me smile and cry and want them to have everything in the world they ever want.
Highly recommend - heed the TWs.
October 11, 2021
Ohhhh my goodness, I just loved this book so much. It's filled with emotion, love, discovery, pain and healing and hope. If you want a new adult book with first love, self discovery, and lots of feels, then I would recommend this!
Both Shiloh and Alex are hiding so much pain, but both show it and try to cope with it differently. My heart kinda broke for these two boys, having gone through so much at such a young age. Of course, when they meet, I absolutely love their first interactions. I loved how vibrant and flirty Alex was, and how it slowly began bringing Shiloh out of his shell. I love that these two really brought the best out in each other when they were together.
I also love Shiloh discovering demisexuality and how that was written into the story. Really beautifully done.
Also? Totally want a story for Shiloh's dad lol. I love the new family that Alex and Shiloh are able to find with friends and Shiloh's dad. The epilogue is just everything. So so recommended.
Both Shiloh and Alex are hiding so much pain, but both show it and try to cope with it differently. My heart kinda broke for these two boys, having gone through so much at such a young age. Of course, when they meet, I absolutely love their first interactions. I loved how vibrant and flirty Alex was, and how it slowly began bringing Shiloh out of his shell. I love that these two really brought the best out in each other when they were together.
I also love Shiloh discovering demisexuality and how that was written into the story. Really beautifully done.
Also? Totally want a story for Shiloh's dad lol. I love the new family that Alex and Shiloh are able to find with friends and Shiloh's dad. The epilogue is just everything. So so recommended.
April 23, 2021
4.5 stars rounded up to 5. I absolutely loved this stunner of a book!
While it's relatively low-angst, it nevertheless deals with some heavy topics: suicide, depression, anxiety, and sexual identity.
Alex and Shiloh are so freaking precious. Alex's optimism in the face of everything he's been through is the sunshine to Shiloh's more somber thoughts and personality. They were "awww"-inducing cuteness, there for each other every step of the way. I did feel the resolution between Alex and his parents was slightly rushed, but other than that, this book is so delightful. And that epilogue! It's everything I've ever wanted in an epilogue <3
While it's relatively low-angst, it nevertheless deals with some heavy topics: suicide, depression, anxiety, and sexual identity.
Alex and Shiloh are so freaking precious. Alex's optimism in the face of everything he's been through is the sunshine to Shiloh's more somber thoughts and personality. They were "awww"-inducing cuteness, there for each other every step of the way. I did feel the resolution between Alex and his parents was slightly rushed, but other than that, this book is so delightful. And that epilogue! It's everything I've ever wanted in an epilogue <3
April 21, 2021
What a beautiful read ❤️
High school romances can be a hit or miss for me, this was definitely a hit! The characters Jaclyn created with Shiloh and Alex completely warmed my heart. The slow development of their friendship into boyfriend territory was perfectly paced.
The strength and courage they brought out in each other was sweet and endearing. We all have insecurities in life, Alex and Shiloh were no different. Their struggles were real, not dealt with our talked about in an OTT manner. Their true strength and resilience shined brightly the more time they spent together. There were bumps in the road, that is life. They were two puzzle pieces that fit perfectly together and their journey was everything I'd hoped for them!
High school romances can be a hit or miss for me, this was definitely a hit! The characters Jaclyn created with Shiloh and Alex completely warmed my heart. The slow development of their friendship into boyfriend territory was perfectly paced.
The strength and courage they brought out in each other was sweet and endearing. We all have insecurities in life, Alex and Shiloh were no different. Their struggles were real, not dealt with our talked about in an OTT manner. Their true strength and resilience shined brightly the more time they spent together. There were bumps in the road, that is life. They were two puzzle pieces that fit perfectly together and their journey was everything I'd hoped for them!
October 22, 2021
A rating. Very sweet book with two wonderful, but wounded, characters. I loved them esp how good they were together. The added bonus of Shiloh's father...wonderful!
April 18, 2021
Utterly adorable.
August 8, 2021
There are romances and there are love stories. This was a love story on every possible level. I don't feel like any of the normal romance tropes apply to this book. The story of Alex and Shiloh was too big and special to be squeezed into a box like that. Call it a NA, slow burn, hurt/comfort romance all you want, but this was something else. Something beyond.
Alex was larger than life. He was my favorite kind of character - unapologetic, endlessly kind and positive, funny and buoyant, "magnetic". His life hadn't been easy by any means and he had very little support from his parents, but he pressed on anyway, his smile lighting the way through the darkness. I loved when he said that even if he could choose to be someone else, he would still choose to be himself. This sums Alex up perfectly.
Shiloh was basically the opposite of Alex. Suffering from bouts of anxiety and depression, he was often introverted and uncomfortable in social situations. Once people learned about his past, they tended to look at him differently which made him feel as if no one was able to see the real person behind the scars. He had a strong support system in his wonderful dad, but even his love and care couldn't protect Shiloh from himself at times. I loved his thought process about self-love. Not all people can conjure those feelings on their own, so they rely heavily on love from other people. Alex was the perfect person for him, because he had so much love to give.
Somehow I saw myself in both of these characters. The forced smiles and over the top theatrics that Alex hid behind at times. Shiloh's awkward introversion and confusing sexuality. It all hit home for me in a way that left me sobbing after the last page. This story was about love and happiness, but also about acceptance, kindness, patience and empathy. It made my heart hurt for people who are made to feel less than they are, whether it's themselves or someone else making them feel that way. It also made me realize my own need to understand some things about myself.
I used to wonder why people felt the need to categorize themselves. Why can't we just be who we are and roll with it, right? Now I understand that it's not so much about fitting into a fabricated mold, it's about finding your place, your people. It's about knowing you're not alone and that the word "normal" is not only subjective, but often misleading. When Shiloh read the article about demisexuality and began to cry with relief because he wasn't alone, I started slotting some pieces of my own puzzle together. I won't get too personal in a review, but I want to make sure I express how much I personally appreciated this acknowledgment. I can't wait until we all stop telling each other how we should feel/be and just start accepting that the way we feel/are is valid.
The love story between Alex and Shiloh was so beautiful. It started as friendship and tentative attraction and then bloomed into something life altering. I worried about how young they were, since we all know permanence at 18 and 19 years old is rare, so I was so relieved to see a 15 year time jump in the epilogue. Usually this kind of blast into the future jars me a little, but this time it made me so happy. I read this on KU, but went ahead and purchased it because I know I'll want to come back to it later. It was just one of those books that leaves a mark and I can't recommend it enough.
Alex was larger than life. He was my favorite kind of character - unapologetic, endlessly kind and positive, funny and buoyant, "magnetic". His life hadn't been easy by any means and he had very little support from his parents, but he pressed on anyway, his smile lighting the way through the darkness. I loved when he said that even if he could choose to be someone else, he would still choose to be himself. This sums Alex up perfectly.
Shiloh was basically the opposite of Alex. Suffering from bouts of anxiety and depression, he was often introverted and uncomfortable in social situations. Once people learned about his past, they tended to look at him differently which made him feel as if no one was able to see the real person behind the scars. He had a strong support system in his wonderful dad, but even his love and care couldn't protect Shiloh from himself at times. I loved his thought process about self-love. Not all people can conjure those feelings on their own, so they rely heavily on love from other people. Alex was the perfect person for him, because he had so much love to give.
Somehow I saw myself in both of these characters. The forced smiles and over the top theatrics that Alex hid behind at times. Shiloh's awkward introversion and confusing sexuality. It all hit home for me in a way that left me sobbing after the last page. This story was about love and happiness, but also about acceptance, kindness, patience and empathy. It made my heart hurt for people who are made to feel less than they are, whether it's themselves or someone else making them feel that way. It also made me realize my own need to understand some things about myself.
I used to wonder why people felt the need to categorize themselves. Why can't we just be who we are and roll with it, right? Now I understand that it's not so much about fitting into a fabricated mold, it's about finding your place, your people. It's about knowing you're not alone and that the word "normal" is not only subjective, but often misleading. When Shiloh read the article about demisexuality and began to cry with relief because he wasn't alone, I started slotting some pieces of my own puzzle together. I won't get too personal in a review, but I want to make sure I express how much I personally appreciated this acknowledgment. I can't wait until we all stop telling each other how we should feel/be and just start accepting that the way we feel/are is valid.
The love story between Alex and Shiloh was so beautiful. It started as friendship and tentative attraction and then bloomed into something life altering. I worried about how young they were, since we all know permanence at 18 and 19 years old is rare, so I was so relieved to see a 15 year time jump in the epilogue. Usually this kind of blast into the future jars me a little, but this time it made me so happy. I read this on KU, but went ahead and purchased it because I know I'll want to come back to it later. It was just one of those books that leaves a mark and I can't recommend it enough.
April 19, 2021
" I see your imperfections and love you more for them."
I thought this was just fabulous. It was super sweet story between two boys who find hope, friendship, and love in each other. It dealt with some sensitive issues such as depression and suicide. I thought the author did very well with this and did not sugarcoat. It was very real. I loved the relationship between Shiloh and Alex and how they started off as unlikely friends. Alex never judged Shiloh for his "supposed" hangups. He was patient and understanding, when others often wrote Shiloh off due to his anxiety. When Shiloh was searching for answers about his sexuality, Alex went so far as to research so he could be informed and help his friend. Even though this is NA and one MC demi-sexual, there was a surprising amount of steam. An all around cute read and I'd rate it at 4.5 stars
I thought this was just fabulous. It was super sweet story between two boys who find hope, friendship, and love in each other. It dealt with some sensitive issues such as depression and suicide. I thought the author did very well with this and did not sugarcoat. It was very real. I loved the relationship between Shiloh and Alex and how they started off as unlikely friends. Alex never judged Shiloh for his "supposed" hangups. He was patient and understanding, when others often wrote Shiloh off due to his anxiety. When Shiloh was searching for answers about his sexuality, Alex went so far as to research so he could be informed and help his friend. Even though this is NA and one MC demi-sexual, there was a surprising amount of steam. An all around cute read and I'd rate it at 4.5 stars
April 26, 2021
One word: Perfect!
That basically describes the whole book and it definitely is one of the best books I’ve ever read! The story between Alex, bubbly but hurting, and Shiloh, sweet but self-conscious, is an unbelievable sweet and beautiful love story with a lot of depth. There is no angst in this book as it lives solely from the emotional connection between two characters and their story taking place during the summer. Because of the way the author wrote the whole story I couldn't stop crying lol it was so greatly written. Incredible. Hats off!
Alex is a character that you will fall in love with the first time you read him on-page. He is bubbly, outgoing, friendly, funny and honest – someone everyone wants to have as either a friend or a partner. But beneath this vibrant personality he has deep scars that he tries to hide. Shiloh uncovers those scars and I loved how that didn’t happen immediately but took time. That even after those scars got visible, they didn’t vanish into thin air or hurt any less, they were still there. Alex felt so real that he brought that whole story to life.
Shiloh… omg reading his character was like reading my own story. I cried so much and it was like having a déjà vu of my own thoughts from ten years ago when I also had all those questions in my head. He feels broken because he doesn’t feel any sexual attraction to anyone. He feels alone because he’s too anxious to go to parties or vacations with his friends. He feels misunderstood because people only see the surface and never take their time to dig deeper. Unlike Alex’s scars, Shiloh’s are very visible and he is very ashamed of them so it takes Alex and his endless patience for Shiroh to open up and starting to accept himself. Doesn’t mean that his scars vanish either though, they are also still there and still hurt.
A big part of his story is his sexuality and I’m SO grateful to Mrs. Osborn that she really took her time to explore Shiloh and his sexuality. That it wasn’t just white and black and done with after a few chapters but instead a topic that was part of his personal story during the whole book.
Together they are such a perfect couple that you really could see whilst still reading that they WILL have a wonderful HEA. They simply click and match. Chemistry, trust, understanding, a lot of love – they have it all. It also doesn’t end when they finally get together as that part is only one step in their story. Jaclyn Osborn wrote their whole relationship from them meeting each other, becoming friends, their first kiss, their first “fight” (if you want to call it that), their first time and so much more. And that epilogue is the absolute best icing on the cake!
If I could, I would give that book a lot more than five stars but unfortunately five and a big recommendation is all I have to give.
That basically describes the whole book and it definitely is one of the best books I’ve ever read! The story between Alex, bubbly but hurting, and Shiloh, sweet but self-conscious, is an unbelievable sweet and beautiful love story with a lot of depth. There is no angst in this book as it lives solely from the emotional connection between two characters and their story taking place during the summer. Because of the way the author wrote the whole story I couldn't stop crying lol it was so greatly written. Incredible. Hats off!
Alex is a character that you will fall in love with the first time you read him on-page. He is bubbly, outgoing, friendly, funny and honest – someone everyone wants to have as either a friend or a partner. But beneath this vibrant personality he has deep scars that he tries to hide. Shiloh uncovers those scars and I loved how that didn’t happen immediately but took time. That even after those scars got visible, they didn’t vanish into thin air or hurt any less, they were still there. Alex felt so real that he brought that whole story to life.
Shiloh… omg reading his character was like reading my own story. I cried so much and it was like having a déjà vu of my own thoughts from ten years ago when I also had all those questions in my head. He feels broken because he doesn’t feel any sexual attraction to anyone. He feels alone because he’s too anxious to go to parties or vacations with his friends. He feels misunderstood because people only see the surface and never take their time to dig deeper. Unlike Alex’s scars, Shiloh’s are very visible and he is very ashamed of them so it takes Alex and his endless patience for Shiroh to open up and starting to accept himself. Doesn’t mean that his scars vanish either though, they are also still there and still hurt.
A big part of his story is his sexuality and I’m SO grateful to Mrs. Osborn that she really took her time to explore Shiloh and his sexuality. That it wasn’t just white and black and done with after a few chapters but instead a topic that was part of his personal story during the whole book.
Together they are such a perfect couple that you really could see whilst still reading that they WILL have a wonderful HEA. They simply click and match. Chemistry, trust, understanding, a lot of love – they have it all. It also doesn’t end when they finally get together as that part is only one step in their story. Jaclyn Osborn wrote their whole relationship from them meeting each other, becoming friends, their first kiss, their first “fight” (if you want to call it that), their first time and so much more. And that epilogue is the absolute best icing on the cake!
If I could, I would give that book a lot more than five stars but unfortunately five and a big recommendation is all I have to give.
April 22, 2021
This book kind of missed the mark for me and I’m struggling to put my finger on why specifically.
There was a lot of ground to cover , sexuality, identity, personality, parenting, depression, anxiety, suicide, attempted suicide, therapy, bullying .. and I don’t think any of those topics were explored deeply enough for me to enjoy the story fully.
The MCs are both sweet, albeit I found Alex’s dialogue at times a tad cliche. It didn’t feel organic to me but then it’s been a while since I’ve been 18 so maybe I’m just not down with the kids and calling yourself a “whorey bottom or saying a dick up my ass is my favourite way to pass my time” is an actual thing :D
I’ve enjoyed several books by this author so I am in no ways put off and I can imagine that many others will enjoy this story perfectly as is.
There was a lot of ground to cover , sexuality, identity, personality, parenting, depression, anxiety, suicide, attempted suicide, therapy, bullying .. and I don’t think any of those topics were explored deeply enough for me to enjoy the story fully.
The MCs are both sweet, albeit I found Alex’s dialogue at times a tad cliche. It didn’t feel organic to me but then it’s been a while since I’ve been 18 so maybe I’m just not down with the kids and calling yourself a “whorey bottom or saying a dick up my ass is my favourite way to pass my time” is an actual thing :D
I’ve enjoyed several books by this author so I am in no ways put off and I can imagine that many others will enjoy this story perfectly as is.
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September 14, 2022
Loved Shi and Alex together.
“He’s beautiful and kind-hearted. Patient. Giving. I’m the paper lantern, and he’s the fire that makes me fly high into the air.”
These two were sweet. Enough angst to keep the story moving, a little steam, in line with being upper YA/NA, not too heavy, despite topics involved.
“I want to scream at her sometimes, to say that Clay’s gone but I’m still here. That I matter. Why don’t I matter?”
Alex’s false bravado and personality were very much in your face. Would have enjoyed more on Alex and his brother. 3.5 ⭐️
CW Off-page $uicide/self harm, parental homophobia/homophobic slurs, mental health issues.
“He’s beautiful and kind-hearted. Patient. Giving. I’m the paper lantern, and he’s the fire that makes me fly high into the air.”
These two were sweet. Enough angst to keep the story moving, a little steam, in line with being upper YA/NA, not too heavy, despite topics involved.
“I want to scream at her sometimes, to say that Clay’s gone but I’m still here. That I matter. Why don’t I matter?”
Alex’s false bravado and personality were very much in your face. Would have enjoyed more on Alex and his brother. 3.5 ⭐️
CW Off-page $uicide/self harm, parental homophobia/homophobic slurs, mental health issues.
December 8, 2021
That was a fun reading. Just cute boys falling in love and being cute and adorable. I enjoyed it.
April 19, 2021
A very sweet, “young/new adult/coming of age/finding yourself” story. I absolutely love that a story featuring two hurting souls, one living with sever anxiety and depression, can be realistically told without constant angst and hurting and shredding of souls. Yes, that absolutely is/can be a part of life but so is positivity, laughter, friendship, and love.
I completely enjoyed and adored this book until the second to last paragraph, second sentence, where Shiloh says that Alex “... saved me in the ways I needed ...” thus negating one of the main currents of the entire story: that Alex wasn’t trying to save/responsible for saving Shiloh. Only Shiloh could have done that.
I completely enjoyed and adored this book until the second to last paragraph, second sentence, where Shiloh says that Alex “... saved me in the ways I needed ...” thus negating one of the main currents of the entire story: that Alex wasn’t trying to save/responsible for saving Shiloh. Only Shiloh could have done that.
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February 18, 2022
I'll be honest, YA is not really something I plan on reading, but when I do pick one I am VERY selective. Even though this story is drenched in sadness at some points, it is also full of hope for the future, support from those who cared and mattered, and friendships that would last a lifetime. So, yeah... this was definitely worth the few hours it took me to read it!
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