content and trigger warnings: mentions of sexual abuse, sexual harassment, and sexual assault, fatphobia, dieting, biphobia (mentioned)
I have some mixed feelings about Off the Record, but overall it is a fast, engrossing, and important read. The things Camryn Garrett did well were excellent, and I truly appreciate her pouring so much of herself into this book. Thank you to Netgalley and Knopf Books for Young Readers for granting me this ARC in exchange for an honest review.
The representation in this book is wonderfully done. The main character, Josie is a fat, Black bisexual teen who has anxiety and loves to write. It's easy to so see her passion for writing throughout the book, and to understand how much she truly loves and cares about what she does. Garrett makes it to feel how much she struggles with self-doubt about writing despite also knowing that it is a strength of hers, and her general experience with anxiety. Throughout the novel, Josie often has to deal with fatphobic comments from people around her (including friends and family members), but it also shows beautiful, joyous moments of her embracing and loving her body. I also love that both Josie and the love interest in the story are openly and explicitly stated on the page to be bisexual, because that is something I haven't seen often when reading YA (or most genres, really). I also think that Garrett handled the topic of sexual assault with great sensitivity and care, which I appreciate. Additionally, the book touched on the topics of complicated relationships with family, race, silent complicity, power dynamics in Hollywood, and more.
While there were aspects of the book that I loved, I do think that there was too much going on. I love that Garrett wanted to address multiple important topics in the book and I don't want to detract from the importance of any of them, but the layers to the plot became overwhelming at times. With so much going on at once (the romance, Josie's impending graduation and college applications, the writing project, family issues, etc.), it sometimes felt like the overall plot got lost. There was too much crammed into the relatively short book, which make it feel rushed or lacking depth at times. Some of the plot points didn't get as much page time or development as they should have. This left me unsatisfied by the resolution of some of the plot lines, and I was jarred by the seemingly abrupt ending of the novel.